April 8, 2025 • 52 mins
In this powerful sit-down, Chrisean Rock opens up like never before — from motherhood and music to letting go of old ties and stepping into her next chapter. She talks faith, fasting, family, and finding clarity in the chaos. This isn’t just a comeback — it’s a rebirth.
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Speaker 1 (00:02):
What's up his lift service? I'm ante lagee Gg MacGuire.
Speaker 2 (00:06):
Jordie geord.
Speaker 3 (00:09):
My name is my name, wreaking a menace.
Speaker 2 (00:15):
Welcome to lift service and welcome back.
Speaker 1 (00:18):
Oh wait, hold on, Christian, you're not. I gotta have
you spit out your gum. Oh yeah, because you know,
there you go, you you man, listen.
Speaker 2 (00:28):
I'm so glad.
Speaker 4 (00:28):
I'm nervous. I'm always nervous.
Speaker 1 (00:32):
Are you really always nervous? You seem so confident, confident.
Speaker 4 (00:36):
But like sometimes that's like nervousness.
Speaker 1 (00:40):
But you got good things to talk about, so okay, cool,
You guys are good positive things.
Speaker 2 (00:46):
Man.
Speaker 1 (00:47):
We were looking at those videos that went viral of
you in church. Oh yeah, so how talk to me
about that? Because I know that this has been a
journey that you've been on.
Speaker 2 (00:57):
I know that you.
Speaker 1 (00:58):
I said, when Templand remix you just talking about like
your music and everything, and he felt inspired enough to
actually do an AI remix of your voice? What did
you think about? And did y'all connect after that?
Speaker 4 (01:10):
Like we connected afterwards? We still what we do is
right now?
Speaker 3 (01:16):
We be like he called me or he texted me
nowhere near my phone? I text him I'm guessing he's
nowhere in his phone. He missing each other, but he
just hit me back up recently. I want to finish my.
Speaker 4 (01:31):
My tapeway.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
And I started that, did that with passing Mike, Todd,
Josiah and this boy named Tay, and then like Grayson
and all the people that was at the Transformation Church
help me pull it together because you know, I was
stuck in Oklahoma for a little minute, right like out
on bail, trying to figure out my case.
Speaker 1 (01:51):
Okay, where are you at now? Is everything okay delivered?
Speaker 2 (02:00):
Period? Yeah?
Speaker 1 (02:02):
And then of course it's nice to have the support
of friends. So talk to me about each other and
your relationships with each other.
Speaker 3 (02:08):
Like we got we got a lot of home from Baltimore. Okay,
we got pregnant around the same time. By around the
same time.
Speaker 4 (02:15):
Okay, that's nice. She gets money, I'll get money. It's
just like.
Speaker 2 (02:21):
And the babies are friends. Then, yeah, they love each other.
Speaker 4 (02:24):
I do a love baby like.
Speaker 2 (02:29):
That's cute, man, And I know it's been like a refro.
Speaker 1 (02:32):
But one thing I will say, you love your baby
more than anything, baby, Kashan, Yeah.
Speaker 4 (02:39):
Yeah, go ahead.
Speaker 2 (02:41):
I like the fact that.
Speaker 3 (02:45):
Because I love hard so the fact that I can
pour that love into my son.
Speaker 2 (02:49):
Is somebody you created. Man, It's crazy.
Speaker 5 (02:54):
Motherhood is a different type of and you don't really
know until you experience.
Speaker 4 (02:58):
That's the best your first day.
Speaker 2 (02:59):
Yes, yeah, I'm in love. Yeah someone else I'm impressed.
Speaker 4 (03:07):
She go all out process.
Speaker 2 (03:10):
I love it. How was given birth for you? Both
of you?
Speaker 3 (03:14):
Like?
Speaker 2 (03:14):
How long was it? How long?
Speaker 4 (03:15):
It was quick? It was right online for like twenty
five minutes.
Speaker 2 (03:17):
What did you have?
Speaker 6 (03:21):
Pain killer?
Speaker 4 (03:24):
Let me let me be completely clear.
Speaker 3 (03:26):
Okay, So I was in LA and I was having
like these weird constructions. I kept pooping pe like I
could tell my body was getting rid of everything that
was down there. Then Brass the Hicks, I guess, we
go down to the hospital. They don't check and see
from dilator or anything. They just put that strap on thing.
They did like mouth contractions. No, they did like mouth
(03:49):
uh checking it.
Speaker 2 (03:51):
Yeah, So I didn't think much of it.
Speaker 3 (03:55):
Then Gloss was performing in Baltimore, I guess, with Gluerrilla
and Baby and whoever else was in Baltimore at the time,
and I was invited to come, you know, to turn
up and vibe. So I was like, all right, I'm
a flood to Baltimore. So then I flew to Baltimore.
Speaker 2 (04:18):
That same day. I went in labor though, like the.
Speaker 3 (04:21):
Next day and then I turned out and like I
was probably in labor in l A too, because my
spirit was telling me like something right. So then when
I came went to the hospital when I finally got
to Baltimore, like you know, you're three cemeters dilated. And
then they're like, I think you've been in labor for
like maybe a day or so, Yes, that's wild. And
(04:44):
I was so happy I was at all.
Speaker 4 (04:48):
Because this family.
Speaker 3 (04:53):
That took took me in during college my college years,
a whole lawyer farm family, the same last name as me, Malone,
and the mom she's she she was like she needed
the best hospital of g m u C.
Speaker 4 (05:11):
Yeah, something like that.
Speaker 2 (05:12):
And then it was perfect.
Speaker 4 (05:16):
That's good.
Speaker 2 (05:17):
So in God's time, yeah, like.
Speaker 4 (05:20):
I was covered. And then like it's funny because everybody,
my sister was calling me, Terene, she was calling me
like on the phone, like.
Speaker 2 (05:30):
You need to come home about how was that flight
for you?
Speaker 5 (05:33):
If you felt like you could have possibly for six
hours from coast? What's goes to the East.
Speaker 4 (05:38):
Coast I'm gonna be honest. So when my seat was wet,
but I just thought, like.
Speaker 2 (05:46):
You think that's what?
Speaker 3 (05:47):
Yes, my god, Wow, maybe I was trying to fit
dang y'all.
Speaker 1 (05:53):
Know, because I was just thinking about who had to
sit in that seat.
Speaker 5 (05:58):
Well it wasn't Wow, that's a blessing, but the fact
that you were able to get on a plane.
Speaker 2 (06:08):
I did it.
Speaker 4 (06:09):
It was kind of like because not like that, but
you know, sneeze your little pee like these people on
myself on this plane.
Speaker 2 (06:18):
No, that's crazy that she didn't feel it, because.
Speaker 7 (06:20):
Like I got into l but like I'm telling you,
like right after it was like a whole bunch of cramping,
like he's sleeping and I'm just like, hold on my
stomach hurt.
Speaker 2 (06:33):
That's not the fact that you didn't feel nothing.
Speaker 4 (06:34):
I'm like, how you ain't.
Speaker 3 (06:36):
That's crazy when somebody keep telling you bread and six.
Speaker 2 (06:40):
I kept put it in the back many. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (06:44):
Then I got to a point when like the next
morning it was unbearable. I'm walking in circles like whoa.
I'm like, Okay, that's gonna go aw's gonna go away.
Speaker 1 (06:52):
Then I'm like girl was I was like, but you know,
what she never had a baby before.
Speaker 2 (06:58):
Yeah, that's the.
Speaker 3 (07:02):
It's painful even when you're not in labors, very uncomfortable.
Speaker 5 (07:07):
So the actual okay, let's push. What was that like
for you?
Speaker 2 (07:11):
Was it? You said it was easy?
Speaker 4 (07:12):
Okay? So my first push, I held back because I'm like,
I feels like I'm about to poop. Yeah, like it said,
they said that's normal. Yeah, push, I'm like, what if
I pop on this table?
Speaker 2 (07:26):
For real? So then yeah, I went live. Man, it
was yeah you did.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
Did you know that we're gonna name your baby Chrishian
that whole time?
Speaker 2 (07:36):
Or when did you say? No?
Speaker 3 (07:38):
It came to me when I seen him, because I
was going the name of matter his father, and then.
Speaker 4 (07:46):
I was like, there's me right here.
Speaker 2 (07:52):
To be cool handle. I was like I don't know,
it's like you just know as a mother.
Speaker 4 (08:06):
And then the room was like filled with praises.
Speaker 3 (08:10):
My sister was praising God the whole time, so all
out here is like.
Speaker 4 (08:14):
I feel God. And then when I see him, I'm
like it was real, Like I didn't even.
Speaker 2 (08:23):
It hit you in that moment.
Speaker 4 (08:25):
Yeah, Like I was scared to hold them because I'm like,
oh my god, I can imagine it was crazy. Okay, look,
I love that for you.
Speaker 1 (08:40):
But you also got baptized, So what was that experience
like getting baptized?
Speaker 3 (08:45):
So I feel like when I was attending Past the
Mike Todd Church in Oklahoma, like because there was nothing
to do.
Speaker 2 (08:51):
Was born out there.
Speaker 3 (08:53):
But I was driven to the church because I used
to watch when I was back in college, like online
and I was getting my hair done and I was.
Speaker 2 (09:02):
Like, which what you suggest?
Speaker 3 (09:03):
So these suggestions too, the Transformation Church Transformation out in Oklahoma.
I thought that was a ram the church or something
like it give me like a big city church.
Speaker 4 (09:13):
It was like a mega church.
Speaker 3 (09:15):
Yeah, but I'm like, that's up the street, okay. So
I started attending. They embraced me a little bit, not
a little.
Speaker 2 (09:22):
Bit, a lot. There's so much love there.
Speaker 4 (09:27):
It feels like what he's doing.
Speaker 3 (09:29):
Over there is phenomenal with the music, Like it's like
a space where you could serve God through your talent.
And it was like a direction I was trying to
get clarity from with with my music and where I
really wanted to go, where I really.
Speaker 1 (09:46):
Fit in at because being there matter you never would
have thought that, Like being in Oklahoma, I'm sure.
Speaker 2 (09:51):
At first she was like, oh man, I got ready.
Speaker 4 (09:53):
To get out right, I was, I was I was
personal God.
Speaker 2 (09:58):
No, I was happy. Yeah, that's anywhere.
Speaker 1 (10:02):
Before you found the church, because sometimes that's hard to
you're away from home. But then now you find your church,
and who knows what would have happened If that wouldn't
have been your situation.
Speaker 4 (10:11):
I would have just.
Speaker 3 (10:12):
Been in my my hotel room just praying. It still
would have been church with me. But sometimes you have
to go to a sanctuary to embrace the sphere to
like and then like okay, turn around clocking up the
studio and you still feel God's presence, right, because there's
a lot of times where we enter like rooms where
(10:35):
God is with you, but that isn't the presence of
God is not there.
Speaker 4 (10:39):
So but it was like it was, It's very feeling.
Speaker 1 (10:45):
And you are Kashian still, so going there in Oklahoma.
But so going to Oklahoma and going to this church,
how do people treat Krashan Because I'm sure it's like
it's celebrity in the church too.
Speaker 4 (10:59):
Pictures yeah, mm hmmm, yeah for.
Speaker 3 (11:02):
Sure, but still the feeling of love and I went
to the cardival got kicked out because it was too many.
Speaker 4 (11:07):
It was too much, and I guess kids was getting
trampled over each other because they was.
Speaker 2 (11:13):
Like trying to get to you. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (11:14):
Wow, And I embraced the man no security, right, that
was like one two rides.
Speaker 4 (11:21):
It was cool.
Speaker 2 (11:22):
You know what went viral of you a little while ago.
Speaker 4 (11:27):
No, okay, that was because I was president of God
that which is so fun. But you could be yourself
that too.
Speaker 1 (11:35):
But I was going to say the ultimate tag that
you win when that went viral and people were reminded
of what an athlete you are actually, I want to
say I was impressed.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
Yes, I was like mesmerize watching that.
Speaker 1 (11:49):
What did you think like when because you saw when
it went viral again recently recently it went viral again.
When you watch that, are you like, dang, I'm because
I know you're back into it too. It's like I
never left, Like that's just another like, but I really
feel like.
Speaker 3 (12:06):
When you're really like truly focused on the purpose that
you serve, you have time for.
Speaker 2 (12:13):
All your drag of all trades, like like you see
potential right.
Speaker 3 (12:19):
Yeah, like in all different areas of life. He snoop yea,
And I feel like yeah, like that's that's anybody.
Speaker 2 (12:27):
That's just another lane that you. Yeah, man, that's a gift.
Speaker 3 (12:33):
I'm blessed to be fast, blessed to be so.
Speaker 2 (12:38):
But that was next level though.
Speaker 1 (12:39):
That wasn't just that was strong, it was all the things.
Speaker 2 (12:46):
It was strength, it was agility, all of that and look.
Speaker 1 (12:50):
Good doing it.
Speaker 2 (12:51):
Would you do television again? Yeah?
Speaker 1 (12:55):
Well, what if you could do a show today? What
would it be?
Speaker 2 (12:58):
I'm already working up on develop a thing.
Speaker 4 (13:01):
Dang, dang, I'm telling them myself. I don't re announcing stuff. Yeah, okay, okay,
so I was, well, me and my team, Kim can
believe we brainstorming coming up with an app in our
(13:22):
own network, okay, because.
Speaker 3 (13:26):
I'm pull in too many numbers and I want I
want all of it.
Speaker 2 (13:32):
It's crazy.
Speaker 4 (13:32):
And then I keep negotiating my words. Okay, I'm a Bosston.
Speaker 2 (13:39):
I'm not knowing.
Speaker 3 (13:40):
So it's one of those and it just inspired me
to go harder, like not harder, but like that's hard
to do. So but I feel like, you know, working
a nine to five is hard, being an entrepreneur is hard,
but you got to choose your heart.
Speaker 2 (13:53):
You feel me, and I want that hard like I
want that type.
Speaker 1 (13:56):
Of hard going into business for yourself building something.
Speaker 3 (14:00):
Yeah, and then like not not like that, but God
been blessing me with like friendships that that never really
turned on me.
Speaker 4 (14:07):
But now it's like I don't know because it was
crazy because we've been friends, but we've never had time
to focus.
Speaker 2 (14:15):
And friendship nurture fruit yourself.
Speaker 3 (14:19):
We were doing the same thing, same parallel universe, but
it's kind of like not together.
Speaker 6 (14:26):
Yeah, it's yeah, when the timing is right, I feel
like things happen the way that they're supposed.
Speaker 3 (14:32):
To because it was like, yeah, so I continue to
keep blessing this. I just be asking God just to
bless me with good friendships because a lot of people
getting titled right like they come over like like, for example,
I had this situation where so, okay, I'm not even
going to spill the tea, my fans be know what's
going on.
Speaker 4 (14:52):
Long story short, like save.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
You, my friend.
Speaker 4 (14:55):
I got something going on.
Speaker 3 (14:56):
You want to come support, but you want me to
go out a way pay for everything, your food, and
then you say you left me somewhere and it was
no food. You glad I left you somewhere instead of
saying go get a hotel. You're a grown adult.
Speaker 2 (15:13):
I had not like that.
Speaker 3 (15:15):
Why had the prioritize boundaries? And as soon as I'll
start doing that and start revealing who really loves me
and who don't Yea.
Speaker 2 (15:21):
I understand that perfectly.
Speaker 4 (15:24):
Yeah, but like, come on, bro, that's not cool.
Speaker 2 (15:28):
I'm still a person. I still have the sun, I
still have a legacy. Yeah, like.
Speaker 1 (15:37):
In the fact, you don't even have to tell anybody
any of that.
Speaker 2 (15:39):
It's like, I want to do what.
Speaker 1 (15:42):
But that people show up, they eat for free, for free,
you get the room, you get the flight, and then
they act like they still don't have to do. They
still don't to do, and then next time they start.
Speaker 2 (15:55):
Questioning themselves and I'm just like, maybe this is not
for you. It ain't for everybody.
Speaker 3 (16:01):
Then they go to I did this, I did that.
I'm like, and every time I paid you, so did
you ever do it out.
Speaker 4 (16:06):
The kindness of your heart? Or you was an opportunitist?
Speaker 2 (16:10):
You were working basically.
Speaker 1 (16:14):
Sometimes people act like getting paid for work is them
doing you a favor. It's like, no, a favor is
if you're not getting paid for something and it's not
and you're just like, hey, let me help you with that.
Speaker 2 (16:24):
That's the face a job what you can get on. Okay,
let's pray.
Speaker 3 (16:29):
Now, okay, cool, okay, okay, hey God, come on, okay, right,
let's do it. Hey, God, thank you for this opportunity
just to sit down and be underneath, like underwoman. That's
a wisdom power and understanding or God. We just want
to ask you for insight on what's supposed to come
(16:53):
and what's supposed to be ours and what's not ours.
So lo God, I just asked you and continue to
keep asking to God our steps. I want to bless
this podcast her name. You know, you be in the
blogs for stuff and then you you handle it with
so many so much grace. Yeah, I just notice it,
so it it don't go.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
I tend to ignore it because I feel like chime
in it turns into a whole lot more.
Speaker 4 (17:18):
But that and then it teaches me how to like write.
Speaker 1 (17:22):
I'm like, dang, she's just.
Speaker 4 (17:23):
Straight, like damn. Okay myself you too and you too,
so yeah, okay that was.
Speaker 1 (17:41):
Sometimes it's hard because you be wanting to it, but
you know, I think it's a matter of is it
worth like my peace of mind and what's going to
happen if I do this and then this happens, and
then it snowballs into so much more.
Speaker 4 (17:53):
And you're really pretty not aging. Oh well, thank you either.
Speaker 2 (17:59):
You are so sweet.
Speaker 4 (18:00):
I'm serious.
Speaker 2 (18:01):
It's been three years since the yeah, not like that everything.
Speaker 1 (18:06):
No, it has been because I was like, okay, Christian's
coming today. I saw that you're doing injury Reese, and
I saw people were like going at her, and she
was like, it's my podcast.
Speaker 2 (18:16):
I do what I want.
Speaker 4 (18:17):
Yeah, it's like this cancel culture or something like. Okay.
As soon as I chose.
Speaker 3 (18:21):
God, oh oh oh, But it was no problem when
I was promoting the club, right, what the heck, like,
come on out, I don't already had a platform before
I started. Well, I always was giving God glory always,
but it was a deception. I had to know that, like,
you can't live Luke, Like what are you doing?
Speaker 2 (18:41):
You can't really?
Speaker 3 (18:42):
I was making things seem okay and I wasn't okay
at all. Right, and then I feel like when you
grow and you're developing, you need the right people around
you to feed your knowledge and understanding other than the words.
Speaker 1 (18:55):
But that's so important that you said that, is that
you were acting like you were okay, but you weren't
really okay at all. And I feel like a lot
of times, just every day.
Speaker 3 (19:05):
We live our lives like that, I felt like I
had something going on for myself, just the wrong feel
to work, like I was doing work for the world.
Speaker 4 (19:20):
And I'm forgetting.
Speaker 3 (19:23):
Because because honestly, guy, too much self ambitions is just
as bad as being in the world world, Like, I
don't know, just through my tribulation.
Speaker 2 (19:33):
That's why I came to understanding of so.
Speaker 1 (19:37):
And you feel like you're in a good place now,
a great place.
Speaker 2 (19:40):
This is cool.
Speaker 4 (19:43):
Because it's.
Speaker 3 (19:47):
My like what second, I feel like it's my second interview.
Like I officially came out of my shambles the Sunday
when I first performed it was unreleased. I'm test running. Yeah, man,
I'm a little like scared to go back out there.
(20:08):
That's understandable feeling.
Speaker 2 (20:09):
It's crazy.
Speaker 4 (20:10):
Yeah, I understand, so, man, I was talking, we got discaraged. Girl.
I don't know. I just can't explain it.
Speaker 1 (20:20):
Like the only failure is not even trying, Yeah, to
be honest, like, you never know what can happen on
publicly exactly.
Speaker 7 (20:30):
And that's why my friendship so much because I was discouraged,
Like y'a don't understand, Like I was just had a
baby sitting in the.
Speaker 2 (20:37):
House every day.
Speaker 7 (20:39):
Like she really came and was like like like.
Speaker 4 (20:43):
We went to the studio four in the morning.
Speaker 2 (20:44):
Last night. We didn't have no sleep. We didn't sleep
at all, like running over sleep. I'm like what you mean.
Speaker 4 (20:50):
I'm like, she's telling me things and then on experience
like dropping gyms like oh we can get this done
right now.
Speaker 2 (20:58):
Ain't no time?
Speaker 1 (21:00):
Yeah, and you see you do one thing. It went
so like it was on all the.
Speaker 4 (21:04):
Blogs because I honestly took myself.
Speaker 2 (21:06):
Out of it.
Speaker 4 (21:07):
Yeah, like I really feel like that the harvest that.
Speaker 3 (21:12):
I'm reaping from it, It's kind of like, Okay, it's
like a site. I'm here, you got looking to behind you,
so I'm not scared and then I'm just happy to
be here.
Speaker 6 (21:28):
Yeah, And you don't know who it'll touch, you know
what I mean? Because there's so many people who are
going through similar things in their own lives that don't
have anybody to talk to, and they look at people
on these platforms for inspiration for themselves.
Speaker 3 (21:42):
We always hung out, but we never broadcasted it right,
Like people don't even know that we disclosed, right.
Speaker 7 (21:48):
We don't be doing TikTok's all day like wait together,
like oh.
Speaker 2 (21:51):
But like we really.
Speaker 5 (21:58):
Stomachs, Like it's not.
Speaker 2 (22:02):
Peo, it's not for the show. It's not what people
take from.
Speaker 5 (22:06):
It is a real true friendship in the sisterhood and
embrace that and really like you know.
Speaker 1 (22:13):
And the fact that you'll are going through the same
things at the same time. There's nothing better than that
you know, and that you genuinely care about each other.
And it's not about the spotlight and it's not about
like who's seeing we embrace each other.
Speaker 2 (22:24):
It's about each other down and being shown the numbers back.
Speaker 1 (22:30):
So talk to me about the new project, because you
guys have been working and like, tell me what's going
on with that and how far along?
Speaker 7 (22:36):
Okay, So I feel like when I got signed to
my label, I didn't put out the music that got me.
Speaker 2 (22:45):
Signed, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 7 (22:46):
So I had a lot of music that was just
my testimony, like saying everything I went through, and I
never played it for nobody. I played it for her
and she like, like I got a song called Let's
Clean it up.
Speaker 4 (22:59):
Yeah, yeah, what what you're talking about?
Speaker 7 (23:03):
It's called Gad's Child and it's basically just it's not
just that though, Like it's just like saying everything like
how I just overcame everything, Like I'm still here for
a reason.
Speaker 4 (23:14):
I have been through so much.
Speaker 7 (23:15):
And it's like that's the type of music I want
to put out there. I'm not interested, especially because I'm
not signed to nobody no more so. It's like I
don't want to put out music that's to please that's
like the real devil. Like they're like they're like, Okay,
that's cool, let's put out this type of music. And
it's like, you know what I'm saying, that's not what's
in me.
Speaker 1 (23:32):
Yeah, so so we're gonna do this, okay, So what
about you guys together?
Speaker 2 (23:37):
Is that okay?
Speaker 7 (23:38):
And then I'm talking with things that's so crazy. I
made that song gros Child when I was nineteen. I
never put it like I got all that music from
when I was so I just feel like it's time
for me to just you know, redo it and just
put it out.
Speaker 1 (23:49):
Yeah you shouldn't, especially if it's timeless like that too.
And I feel like sometimes it stuff you don't want
to put out as it stuff that.
Speaker 2 (23:57):
People need to hear, because like what she like, girl.
Speaker 4 (24:00):
I said, I don't like the other stuff about like this.
Speaker 5 (24:02):
Probably so many people who can relate and who can
feel like they're heard or feel like somebody can can
attest to what they've been through in that testimony.
Speaker 2 (24:13):
It can change somebody else's lives that you should put
it out.
Speaker 3 (24:17):
The one thing I did learn, like, Okay, so while
my walk up change of life, like I gave up
a lot, and I don't expect people around me to
do the same. But if I can encourage you to
just come over just a little bit, you will see
how how great it is refreshing.
Speaker 4 (24:32):
Yeah, so I was baby stepping your word like.
Speaker 3 (24:36):
She's like, yeah, so I got this hard song, Like okay,
all right, I just listen and I'll pray and pray.
Speaker 4 (24:44):
Then out of nowhere she played this, I'm like, dang,
what I prayed for?
Speaker 2 (24:53):
But it just was making it. I don't know. Click
can be a.
Speaker 5 (25:02):
What kind of like a push for other female rappers
to realize that there's more than just pussy rap.
Speaker 2 (25:09):
Yeah, and then there's more than.
Speaker 5 (25:10):
Just I got good pussy, I got money I'm gonna
take your nigga. I'm and then like there's so many
other things that we can talk about as women.
Speaker 2 (25:18):
I feel like it's Yeah, I think it's like it's.
Speaker 4 (25:20):
Spiritual, it's a it's a principality. Yeah, that's all.
Speaker 3 (25:23):
Like it's a it's a it's a principality. Like don't
it's a deception. And everybody suffered from me and then
I mean I suffer from it for a long time.
Speaker 5 (25:36):
But the women are so categorized of what we talk about. Well,
I mean, I'm not a rapper, but the women talk
about you know, they're so criticized and they only talk
about this, and it's just so many it's such a
broad aspect of.
Speaker 4 (25:49):
Because we normally.
Speaker 1 (25:52):
Want to say that women do talk about more than that.
It's just what people gravitate to right.
Speaker 5 (25:56):
Now, That's what I'm saying. So you show them the light,
then they will see the lights, is what I'm trying.
Speaker 1 (26:01):
Yeah, I mean his song is a hit song. But yeah,
I think the problem is because women do do all.
I will say, like it can be very like, you know,
just like men, because I feel like men sometimes talk
about the same shit. Yeah, and that's okay, you know,
and they talk about things they never do, you know
what I'm saying. We look at that like society things,
(26:22):
and women get overly criticized.
Speaker 5 (26:24):
It's okay when men do it, but when women do it,
they get criticized overly for doing the same.
Speaker 2 (26:28):
Thing that the men do.
Speaker 1 (26:29):
Okay, yeah, so but all right, so let's talk about
these projects. So what about Christian? What's going on with yours?
Like how far along are you? And I'm sure people
have been reaching out to you?
Speaker 4 (26:40):
So yeah, but I just I just want to jump
mm hmm.
Speaker 5 (26:45):
Do you feel like you have to hoot up more
of like a guard or like extra filter the communication
that you have with other people now because you're on
a different journey.
Speaker 3 (26:55):
Because I really feel like, no, you come as you are,
you know, And we tried it so hard to like
clean the outside of the cup when God is just
working it inside, so eventually he'll catch on from Yeah.
So it's like you turn into what you tune into,
so listening to the stuff that we like, and it's
(27:16):
not good for our souls, right, that's all.
Speaker 1 (27:20):
Now, how do you deal with Krishan's father? Now? Like,
as far as you guys are I know that you've been,
you know, on this spiritual journey, and you're like, you
have to leave some things behind. So how are you
now with that? Are you guys on good terms?
Speaker 3 (27:34):
Than I don't know how to answer that. I got peace,
Whereas though I'm so wrapped in what God is dropping
in my spirit, I kind of like tune out the noise,
like I was giving him the benefit of a doubt
because of the circumstances.
Speaker 4 (27:52):
But when it's time to go, it's time to go
for you, for good.
Speaker 2 (27:58):
For God. I love how you just put out in
front of everything. It's been fresh. It's inspiring for real.
What kept you there?
Speaker 3 (28:07):
Like?
Speaker 2 (28:07):
What kept you feeling? Like?
Speaker 3 (28:09):
Okay, it's crazy because you asking questions. I let people
ask me, but I feel safe. It's all that like saying.
Speaker 1 (28:19):
It right, okay, not because I'm happy for you, and
I like, genuinely you know, I didn't know what this
was going to be like today.
Speaker 2 (28:25):
We didn't. Yeah, we didn't.
Speaker 1 (28:27):
We didn't know, but it does feel and your skin
looks amazing, Like, yeah.
Speaker 3 (28:32):
I feel like when you lead by example, everything follows
you and if you stay consistent, you get the harvest
of it.
Speaker 1 (28:39):
But what was the question because now we were talking
about what kept you there, and then when did you say, Okay,
this isn't serving me anymore, like for you to have
things serving God?
Speaker 3 (28:52):
Yeah, yeah, and that's pretty much it because I didn't
get it. I didn't care about being served or anything
more like.
Speaker 2 (29:02):
Purpose. Okay, So like.
Speaker 3 (29:07):
There was an opportunity I could have dealt with the
opportunity more professional, more like I can only talk about
what I did wrong. I can't even talk about what
he did wrong, right right, So mm hmm, the mare.
I start checking myself and start checking itself like I
(29:30):
check out okay, but okay, like boundaries, that's when I'm learning.
So it was fun. But I was also like deleted
all the time. I don't know about you, but I
was always drunk smoking, I mean, like, okay, so I
(29:56):
call it saying a good time, right, so because good
time is the last forever.
Speaker 2 (30:00):
So that good time was like.
Speaker 3 (30:05):
I guess, a test one for me, and then the
consequences from the good time, it's not worth it.
Speaker 4 (30:14):
So I think it's all about maturing, evolving.
Speaker 5 (30:19):
Yeah, and that's one thing I could see in you
right now was growth from the first time I met
you till today, and I just want to tell you
that I'm proud of you.
Speaker 4 (30:27):
Yeah, we are.
Speaker 2 (30:29):
We are very viable, Yeah, emotional. I'm so proud of you.
Speaker 5 (30:34):
And because again what Angela said, we really didn't know
what to expect today, but I want to.
Speaker 1 (30:38):
I can see it on you though, because when you
were here before, it was a different vibe and even
just like everything about you was it just like today because.
Speaker 2 (30:47):
That was very submissive.
Speaker 5 (30:51):
It's more of you standing on your own and being
in your walking in your own light right now than
it was before, which is great for you.
Speaker 1 (31:00):
And sometimes that is also like you're forced to be
in that position. But maybe that's there's a reason for that.
Speaker 4 (31:05):
Hm, you know, eate like because you said it, but
I want to hear more.
Speaker 1 (31:14):
Sometimes the things that happen can feel like it's devastating,
but if it wouldn't happen, you wouldn't be doing what
you're doing and where you are right now today, because
it could it could ended up having been a cycle
that just kept on going and kept on going. And
it's hard to break free from certain things when they're
right there in front of you.
Speaker 4 (31:36):
Yeah, I really feel like is it based on like
what you allow.
Speaker 2 (31:43):
Yeah, yeah it is so.
Speaker 4 (31:46):
It wouldn't we all them accountable all day long, but
follow myself accountable?
Speaker 2 (31:52):
Yeah yeah, I.
Speaker 3 (31:54):
Could have prevented all of that. Honestly, I still got
the money. I just didn't have like self discipline. I
didn't have boundaries like I was, and I didn't really
follow the word like like I was just having having
too much fun like he was in a moment.
Speaker 2 (32:12):
Yeah, and more so like not in the word.
Speaker 1 (32:15):
So sometimes people also praise those things too, like the
audience and recognition.
Speaker 3 (32:23):
Me, I was praising God the whole time, but kind
of like I don't know, it's like you could like
how okay, basically I met him was during a TV show.
I'm in college, you feel me, I'm at like two
hundred thousand followers, Okay, it do stuff whatever I was
trying to go after, Okay, cool. Where I did was I.
Speaker 4 (32:44):
I didn't set these boundaries to keep it corrected and
kind of like.
Speaker 3 (32:53):
Turned in whatever he was not necessarily like it's wrong
for him to, but for me it was wrong for me.
It was wrong for me like I was supposed to.
I can't even say how I heard in my head, but.
Speaker 1 (33:08):
Tell me how your family is reacting with all of
this now with you because you come from a big family.
Speaker 2 (33:17):
They knew like it was gonna click. They knew that,
like when they seem like m M.
Speaker 3 (33:30):
Like the greatness and stuff like that and they see me,
oh top athlete this and this and that to taking disrespect.
But I'm telling you, it's it's all what you allow.
Like I was alone with disrespect. That's me disrespecting myself
before you feel me. So it was one of those.
Speaker 2 (33:48):
And I'm a Llowyer person.
Speaker 3 (33:51):
If you changed my life, I don't know how to like, yeah,
I'm gonna remember what you did for me. Like, so
I had to separate maturity with the truth with It's
a lot of dissecting.
Speaker 1 (34:07):
Right and also being accountable for what you allow gives
you more control over yourself to know that you can't
control what happens.
Speaker 3 (34:17):
Like it's your fault this happens. Yeah, Like, don't ever
try to victimize upon your finger.
Speaker 4 (34:22):
I used to do that because you expect something better,
and it's like you can't expect nothing, you know what
I'm saying, You gotta I'm telling you, I don't know.
It's like I can't even like my appetite different like
I don't know.
Speaker 3 (34:39):
So's when you're exposed to something that's fine and it
gives you like this general adrenaline rush, it's kind of like.
Speaker 2 (34:49):
You have to put that in check too, Like there
was a lot of things I have to do with and.
Speaker 3 (34:53):
Then I really feel like where I am today, the
enemy was trying to keep me from this full circle
moment recognizing.
Speaker 2 (35:05):
God. First, what is Krishan want? Now?
Speaker 1 (35:09):
If you had an ideal situation, like what is it
that you feel like? This is what I am putting
in the atmosphere for me.
Speaker 4 (35:17):
I don't really want nothing.
Speaker 3 (35:19):
I never did, like all right, for example, say I
never signed no paperwork with blue Like I'm like, whatever
I make is yours straight up. Then when I seen disrespect,
I started splitting the checks like oh yeah.
Speaker 2 (35:34):
That's not all we're going to.
Speaker 4 (35:36):
You don't know, I'm about to get this cript oh yeah,
oh yeah.
Speaker 2 (35:39):
And then it was like.
Speaker 3 (35:41):
It was kind of like, but that's me been from
twelve siblings, like oh yeah, you can like a lot
of girls want like friends, like oh, we're doing an
interview and I see my friend trying to get somewhere,
Like I'm like I want.
Speaker 4 (35:57):
Her to support me, but I can't really pour back
into her. I think that's weird, Like.
Speaker 2 (36:02):
I share. Yeah, like that's what you come from. Share.
Speaker 3 (36:11):
We look out and it's not if it didn't work out,
No love, This was just something I had to learn and.
Speaker 5 (36:18):
I know about experiences. Life is about the lessons that
we learned.
Speaker 3 (36:22):
Christ of course, absolutely, okay, cool, Yeah, because we talk
about Oh my gosh, I know I.
Speaker 1 (36:30):
Wouldn't be right where I'm at right now if it
was Yeah, so.
Speaker 2 (36:35):
You breakfast Cluff? What what is that you was in
Breakfast Cluss? I was I left to start my own show.
Speaker 4 (36:40):
Yeah that was okay, Yeah.
Speaker 1 (36:42):
You know syndicated fifty five markets right after the two
years anniversary. Yeah, it's been two years. Two years, so
that is that was great for me to be able
to do that. No love lost there at all, but
we all want our own again, Yeah.
Speaker 4 (36:56):
Because you start recognizing your value.
Speaker 1 (36:58):
And then also I want to really have a platform
it's called Way Up where I really bring people on,
not just celebrities, but people are doing things in the community,
you know, things like that that I felt like we're important.
We do a wealth Wednesdays talking about finances every week.
Those are things that I felt like we really needed
that I wanted to bring the last time.
Speaker 5 (37:19):
Yeah, okay, it was somebody else though, yeah, Stephanie here.
It was either Stephanie or Stephanie maybe Stephanie.
Speaker 2 (37:26):
Yeah. Yeah, So Jordan's Jeordie George.
Speaker 5 (37:31):
The officials. She's also a DJ, you know, and she's
a Bravo celebrity as well. She was on the Summer
House and a y and she's a Playboy.
Speaker 4 (37:43):
Former former Boy cover girl. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (37:47):
So yeah, but like I know, you gotta fight to
catch but okay.
Speaker 1 (37:53):
We're going, yeah, easing you because I could fight.
Speaker 4 (37:58):
It's okay. I'm never ones when I was talking.
Speaker 1 (38:02):
I always want to make sure that you never feel
like we're trying to have like a crazy moment or
go viral.
Speaker 2 (38:06):
We really are just trying to get into a genuine group.
Yeah tell yeah, like trying to catch me.
Speaker 3 (38:14):
Yeah, I ain't going to say nothing, but a lot
of people reached out just I don't make my way downtown.
Speaker 4 (38:23):
But I.
Speaker 5 (38:26):
Appreciate the fact that you felt comfortable enough from our
first interview that you wanted to come back because I've
seen me.
Speaker 2 (38:35):
Yeah, we really wanted you to do more.
Speaker 1 (38:38):
We were like Krashan, we know, we wanted you to
do more of the like talking, but he was kind
of kind of over talking, and you know, see, you
know we're but.
Speaker 2 (38:48):
Because this is a show about women. This is really
like you know, the whole point of the show. And
I'm gonna tell you what.
Speaker 1 (38:52):
The reason I started lip Service so long ago was
for women who normally may not be able to I
started it really like video vixen.
Speaker 2 (39:00):
You know, everybody looks at them, but nobody gets to
hear them talk.
Speaker 1 (39:03):
That was the original way that I started the show
because I felt like there weren't enough women in this
space doing the interviews. It was all men asking because
I wish I remember, yeah, yeah, it was a day,
It was a day, But you're gonna remember was that trying?
Speaker 2 (39:18):
Was I trying to answer the questions?
Speaker 7 (39:19):
Was that.
Speaker 2 (39:22):
I remember?
Speaker 5 (39:23):
I remember at first, and then you kind of broke
out of your shell and you like, I feel like
you had a moment You're like, okay, I can.
Speaker 2 (39:29):
Fuck with them. Like I feel like you had a
moment of like a pivotal moment in the interview when
you like.
Speaker 3 (39:33):
I think it was because like I know, like it's
a lot of women. So if you want to talk,
you talk, all right, So here go, you know.
Speaker 2 (39:42):
So I was just waiting my turn maybe.
Speaker 1 (39:44):
And one thing I will say is, no matter what
happens in life, a lot of it is lessons learned.
Speaker 2 (39:48):
And I'm sure you've learned so many like growing up.
I hope he's growing, like we need I don't know.
I could just hope for the best.
Speaker 1 (39:56):
But but like on the bright side of things, you
got a beautiful baby.
Speaker 2 (40:00):
Oh yeah, how is being a mom changed you?
Speaker 4 (40:06):
Why?
Speaker 2 (40:07):
It slowed me down?
Speaker 3 (40:10):
They put the truth into a real perspective and it
added increase too, Like my baby been nothing but a blessing,
and I feel like.
Speaker 2 (40:21):
He helped me find myself.
Speaker 4 (40:23):
Yeah he said yes, Like.
Speaker 8 (40:27):
What Like that's really like clarity and a person Like
it's so crazy, like you think like a logical person,
like with a child, because you know everything that you
do is going to impact this little person that needs you.
Speaker 4 (40:41):
Then I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 7 (40:42):
Like I feel like like that's a nothing we haven't
coming to We don't really like I don't know, I
feel like kids only really got us for real, Like
like I feel like my baby.
Speaker 2 (40:51):
Like I mean, I got family but it's like I'm
going to make sure she's straight. You know what I'm
saying before you?
Speaker 1 (40:57):
Yeah?
Speaker 2 (40:57):
Yes, like for real, you would ask something.
Speaker 4 (41:01):
Yeah, but it's messyever, go ahead, be messy.
Speaker 2 (41:06):
It's okay. When is this gonna be?
Speaker 1 (41:11):
I was thinking about a cover up up for your tattoo.
I was gonna ask you that next. What are you
gonna do about that?
Speaker 2 (41:17):
Huh?
Speaker 1 (41:17):
I was gonna ask you, what are you gonna do
about that tattoo on your face?
Speaker 4 (41:20):
Taking my time with it? Mm hmm. But I already
kind of put things in place.
Speaker 2 (41:24):
So you have an appointment.
Speaker 1 (41:26):
That's gonna be a few sessions probably, no, no, just one.
Speaker 2 (41:30):
Do you think you can get that?
Speaker 4 (41:31):
Can you get something down your face?
Speaker 2 (41:33):
Believe it's it's accordant to your belief? Do you think
you don't want to do that? It's like a whole year.
It will be a few sessions.
Speaker 4 (41:45):
Thought in my head I would probably remove because.
Speaker 2 (41:48):
It's part of me. Yeah, that's how you feel. Ain't
gonna get that picture. I'll just becoming stuff up. Yeah,
you do have your stuff. I had a face on
me too, Oh you did, I did.
Speaker 3 (42:00):
So my.
Speaker 2 (42:01):
Yeah, just be doing oh my gosh, Yeah, I ain't
got no tattoos. I'm gonna ta to Cereal remove them.
He's got a double cover up. I gotta cover up.
That's covered up double. You don't think that.
Speaker 1 (42:30):
They used to be, but cover them you can remove them. Yeah,
I don't know if you want to do laser. But
you said you're gonna do another tattoo over it. I
think I think you want to get rid of it,
because that's like yeah, and then yeah, I was gonna.
Speaker 4 (42:44):
Ask you that I was giving you a suggestion.
Speaker 2 (42:46):
What you saying, I think you should laser it.
Speaker 4 (42:49):
I think so to this laser.
Speaker 2 (42:52):
Laser gets rid of everything.
Speaker 5 (42:54):
Laser the whole sleep and here, well he's no longer
this unfortunately did this one same. It's a little skiry
looking at the same. He put them on and he
took them off me. He rest in peace. My home
boy smokeduce. But I did three sessions.
Speaker 2 (43:10):
Yeah, I don't see nothing. I did three. You can
see this little shower, I see, but that's I'm talking about.
It was a whole. The thing is on your face.
Speaker 1 (43:17):
If you still could see a little something, you might
be better off putting something over it. I don't know
how laser if you can.
Speaker 2 (43:23):
Well, this was like this was like d yeah, that
looked real.
Speaker 3 (43:27):
This was.
Speaker 2 (43:30):
I was I got researched like that, like the technology probably.
Speaker 1 (43:40):
Even that they Was that a spontaneous decision or was
that something that Okay?
Speaker 4 (43:44):
So when he got locked up and we was broken up,
I was dragged.
Speaker 2 (43:49):
But then the like what's up?
Speaker 4 (43:53):
It just was like in a space I never recognized.
Speaker 2 (43:56):
I didn't like it.
Speaker 4 (43:58):
I was like, boy, yea, I attached it at your face,
on my face, but you want you just didn't.
Speaker 2 (44:03):
Like, don't try to test me and tell me I'm
not gonna do that. Just like lot like I don't.
Speaker 5 (44:10):
About the tattoo on your face. Is that unless you're
looking in the mirror, you can't see it.
Speaker 2 (44:14):
That is true, you can't.
Speaker 3 (44:16):
I got in a good space though, like you can't
see your hair, you could. Let I can't embrace it
because it's a sick picture like it was exactly one day.
Speaker 2 (44:31):
If you're with somebody else, he ain't gonna look at
that on your face.
Speaker 4 (44:36):
That's when I'm gonna really considered the cover up, Like yeah,
this gotta go.
Speaker 2 (44:40):
What do you think? What if you were dating somebody
and he had a woman on the side of his face. No, ma'am. Story,
that's what.
Speaker 4 (44:53):
One on my.
Speaker 2 (44:56):
The one on my own. I was at this boy
family house. My jo is seen and like thanksgiving his
losses to like who that I'm lying. I'm like, it's
my cousin.
Speaker 4 (45:06):
Like, no, tell him who it is.
Speaker 2 (45:07):
I'm like, oh my god. That's when I was like, no,
that's the questions.
Speaker 1 (45:14):
I'm like, he's just so when you talk, well, she
gotta keep accent. I was like, oh no, you got
to cut that up because I can't imagine dating somebody
and I got to look at somebody's face on there.
Speaker 2 (45:29):
You know. Well, I'm telling it. I'm wrapped up in
later and not forever. But you're thinking about that. It's
not stopping nobody from sing serious with somebody. They're going
to be stuff.
Speaker 4 (45:48):
I let you mane.
Speaker 2 (45:52):
Yes, they really host him like you never met nobody.
You know, they get down. Nobody at church try to
holler they've be already taken. Yes, they all be murdered
like that. It's a family event. Yeah.
Speaker 1 (46:16):
Now you're gonna be a pastor his wife one day.
Can you imagine the first lady at the church Krishan
coming in.
Speaker 2 (46:25):
I don't know about the pastor's wife. I feel like
she would be the pastor before she. I was thinking that,
oh no, a lot of times that the.
Speaker 1 (46:32):
Pastor's wife also be having her own minister.
Speaker 2 (46:34):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5 (46:37):
You know no, right now when you say pastor's wife,
I think it's just a I don't know why I
want you Church of Krishan, who mean no, no? Why
you say that?
Speaker 8 (46:52):
No?
Speaker 2 (46:53):
Because wait, why not?
Speaker 4 (46:54):
It's not giving?
Speaker 2 (46:55):
Why am I not giving that?
Speaker 5 (46:56):
Because you got too much of your own ship going
on to be following behind you know, someone else's.
Speaker 4 (47:08):
Yeah, I got a pastor leader like leadership recovering my daughter.
Speaker 2 (47:13):
That's cool to embrace.
Speaker 3 (47:15):
Like, seeing as I was ready to surrender and live
the true person I'm supposed to be, I was like, Wow,
why had this waiting on me this whole time?
Speaker 1 (47:25):
Can you imagine how many people that follow you are
like actually taking these cues from you.
Speaker 2 (47:29):
Has anybody reached out and been.
Speaker 4 (47:31):
Like, how was this girl at the Bible study? She
had his volunteers.
Speaker 3 (47:35):
I'm like she was like, oh, she was just basically
telling our testimony, and the way she kept shaking and crying.
Speaker 2 (47:42):
It shook me up.
Speaker 3 (47:44):
Yeah, because she really was going through something and all
she's saying is what I said, whoa.
Speaker 2 (47:50):
Wow said and she said like.
Speaker 4 (47:55):
She now she's screaming God because Kasehwan said yeah see
and that's.
Speaker 2 (48:02):
Yeah, and it feels good.
Speaker 4 (48:06):
I heard that, Bonimore, because.
Speaker 1 (48:11):
I'm not.
Speaker 2 (48:14):
Doing stuff by yourself.
Speaker 4 (48:15):
You're just not You're not strong like when you do
stuff for guys like you, it's his strength. So it's
like who could be against you? It's it's really the
living word. I don't know.
Speaker 2 (48:25):
I like you. I love them.
Speaker 1 (48:28):
I'm doing right now, right now, And then I just
started today. I'm doing a long fast.
Speaker 3 (48:35):
Hm.
Speaker 1 (48:36):
I have to cheat for one day though, because I
have to go to a wedding my work.
Speaker 3 (48:40):
This is what I suggest way, this is what I
was doing. At first, I did call Turkey. That's when
I was like, God, I need you.
Speaker 2 (48:46):
Got on easy.
Speaker 3 (48:46):
Then it was like okay, God, I'm thankful any sense
out the direction. But I'm also struggling with fast and
keeping up with it.
Speaker 2 (48:54):
I'm going to break it.
Speaker 3 (48:55):
So then was like baby steps. So for I break
my fast at four, you can start at twelve pm.
Man like breaking at twelve pm. Then breaking at four pm,
then breaking at.
Speaker 4 (49:08):
Seven, and then it's like when I got THEE I
got to a point where I was like, I don't
want to break it, like the presence to start raining
over me.
Speaker 2 (49:18):
So when God take over baby steps.
Speaker 1 (49:21):
I was doing a whole week, but I did a
two weeks fast ones. I didn't eat anything for two
weeks while I was.
Speaker 2 (49:28):
Yeah, I remember that, Yeah, I remember that uld fire.
Speaker 1 (49:33):
It was tough, but I was actually really happy to
have the willpower to make it through that.
Speaker 2 (49:38):
So I'm like, this was a week I could You didn't.
Speaker 3 (49:40):
You didn't gain any like did you feel like you
had access to your like to the answers to your questions.
Speaker 1 (49:47):
Or I felt like I had a lot more clarity,
Like I was very okay, Yeah, you feel like everything
that's clogging up your inside.
Speaker 4 (49:53):
That's tough, that's great, Like yeah, like that part of
the story.
Speaker 1 (49:57):
Yeah, it feels like everything is just like clear, because
the whole point of it is that it does like
help your organs get strong again, you know, and all
of that. So I'm doing a week long one right now,
literally started this morning.
Speaker 2 (50:10):
How often do you feel well?
Speaker 1 (50:12):
I'm doing this detached challenge not enough. I want to
do it every year, but I haven't done it. And
like I said, I did it last year. I didn't
do it last year. Yeah, but before that, it wasn't
for like three years.
Speaker 2 (50:25):
You know though, she got so much going on, she
got so many businesses.
Speaker 1 (50:29):
She got her tell her, nope, slow down down, and
you know, it's easy to fast when you're at home,
like when you're not having to travel and not do
too much. And I know you have the baby right now,
so but like you said, baby steps is the way
that you should go. Yeah, and you can do it
because it's also a great test of your will power.
Speaker 3 (50:47):
Sometimes I'm that desperate for the presents I got. And
then when sentence I received something, it was like, sorry,
I was fascinating right before the performance, right, I'm like,
I think this the sense of direction?
Speaker 2 (50:59):
How help me? And then like.
Speaker 4 (51:04):
Like the way y'all talked about it now, it is
like the fact that I noticed it, Like okay, it
really what Like I can't even explain it, Like as
soon as you just like surrender and put the play aside,
keep reward you, Well, it's so much love.
Speaker 2 (51:20):
So that's what I'm reaping right now. I'm like, I
can't really Yeah, that celibacy, you know, all of the things.
She's like, are you sellivate? I go two days? He'd
be like, what's going on? God for forgetting my period?
Speaker 1 (51:48):
But anyway, thank you so much for coming through. And
you gotta come back like when the music's out, and
I love to see both of you. We got to
do it together.
Speaker 4 (51:54):
Yeah, we're gonna put out with child God Guy's Child.
Speaker 2 (52:00):
Okay, Well, I can't wait to hear it. And when
is it coming? Like when will we have some sort
of access. I don't have exact day yet. We're working
on it. We're gonna get it done. That's why we're fastening. Well,
hopefully it come out by next Tuesday. Said we could
throw it in.
Speaker 1 (52:15):
Can we give it a deadline? Sometimes you got to
give yourself a deadline. Things happen, all right, Well again,
thank you so much.
Speaker 2 (52:23):
We appreciate it.
Speaker 1 (52:24):
I don't want you to miss your flight, and everybody's like,
all right, so yes, so thank you so much.
Speaker 2 (52:30):
It was an absolute pleasure. We're so proud of you
for real. Appreciate keep up a good word. It's just fun.
Speaker 4 (52:38):
Lift service
What's up his lift service? I'm ante lagee Gg MacGuire.
Speaker 2 (00:06):
Jordie geord.
Speaker 3 (00:09):
My name is my name, wreaking a menace.
Speaker 2 (00:15):
Welcome to lift service and welcome back.
Speaker 1 (00:18):
Oh wait, hold on, Christian, you're not. I gotta have
you spit out your gum. Oh yeah, because you know,
there you go, you you man, listen.
Speaker 2 (00:28):
I'm so glad.
Speaker 4 (00:28):
I'm nervous. I'm always nervous.
Speaker 1 (00:32):
Are you really always nervous? You seem so confident, confident.
Speaker 4 (00:36):
But like sometimes that's like nervousness.
Speaker 1 (00:40):
But you got good things to talk about, so okay, cool,
You guys are good positive things.
Speaker 2 (00:46):
Man.
Speaker 1 (00:47):
We were looking at those videos that went viral of
you in church. Oh yeah, so how talk to me
about that? Because I know that this has been a
journey that you've been on.
Speaker 2 (00:57):
I know that you.
Speaker 1 (00:58):
I said, when Templand remix you just talking about like
your music and everything, and he felt inspired enough to
actually do an AI remix of your voice? What did
you think about? And did y'all connect after that?
Speaker 4 (01:10):
Like we connected afterwards? We still what we do is
right now?
Speaker 3 (01:16):
We be like he called me or he texted me
nowhere near my phone? I text him I'm guessing he's
nowhere in his phone. He missing each other, but he
just hit me back up recently. I want to finish my.
Speaker 4 (01:31):
My tapeway.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
And I started that, did that with passing Mike, Todd,
Josiah and this boy named Tay, and then like Grayson
and all the people that was at the Transformation Church
help me pull it together because you know, I was
stuck in Oklahoma for a little minute, right like out
on bail, trying to figure out my case.
Speaker 1 (01:51):
Okay, where are you at now? Is everything okay delivered?
Speaker 2 (02:00):
Period? Yeah?
Speaker 1 (02:02):
And then of course it's nice to have the support
of friends. So talk to me about each other and
your relationships with each other.
Speaker 3 (02:08):
Like we got we got a lot of home from Baltimore. Okay,
we got pregnant around the same time. By around the
same time.
Speaker 4 (02:15):
Okay, that's nice. She gets money, I'll get money. It's
just like.
Speaker 2 (02:21):
And the babies are friends. Then, yeah, they love each other.
Speaker 4 (02:24):
I do a love baby like.
Speaker 2 (02:29):
That's cute, man, And I know it's been like a refro.
Speaker 1 (02:32):
But one thing I will say, you love your baby
more than anything, baby, Kashan, Yeah.
Speaker 4 (02:39):
Yeah, go ahead.
Speaker 2 (02:41):
I like the fact that.
Speaker 3 (02:45):
Because I love hard so the fact that I can
pour that love into my son.
Speaker 2 (02:49):
Is somebody you created. Man, It's crazy.
Speaker 5 (02:54):
Motherhood is a different type of and you don't really
know until you experience.
Speaker 4 (02:58):
That's the best your first day.
Speaker 2 (02:59):
Yes, yeah, I'm in love. Yeah someone else I'm impressed.
Speaker 4 (03:07):
She go all out process.
Speaker 2 (03:10):
I love it. How was given birth for you? Both
of you?
Speaker 3 (03:14):
Like?
Speaker 2 (03:14):
How long was it? How long?
Speaker 4 (03:15):
It was quick? It was right online for like twenty
five minutes.
Speaker 2 (03:17):
What did you have?
Speaker 6 (03:21):
Pain killer?
Speaker 4 (03:24):
Let me let me be completely clear.
Speaker 3 (03:26):
Okay, So I was in LA and I was having
like these weird constructions. I kept pooping pe like I
could tell my body was getting rid of everything that
was down there. Then Brass the Hicks, I guess, we
go down to the hospital. They don't check and see
from dilator or anything. They just put that strap on thing.
They did like mouth contractions. No, they did like mouth
(03:49):
uh checking it.
Speaker 2 (03:51):
Yeah, So I didn't think much of it.
Speaker 3 (03:55):
Then Gloss was performing in Baltimore, I guess, with Gluerrilla
and Baby and whoever else was in Baltimore at the time,
and I was invited to come, you know, to turn
up and vibe. So I was like, all right, I'm
a flood to Baltimore. So then I flew to Baltimore.
Speaker 2 (04:18):
That same day. I went in labor though, like the.
Speaker 3 (04:21):
Next day and then I turned out and like I
was probably in labor in l A too, because my
spirit was telling me like something right. So then when
I came went to the hospital when I finally got
to Baltimore, like you know, you're three cemeters dilated. And
then they're like, I think you've been in labor for
like maybe a day or so, Yes, that's wild. And
(04:44):
I was so happy I was at all.
Speaker 4 (04:48):
Because this family.
Speaker 3 (04:53):
That took took me in during college my college years,
a whole lawyer farm family, the same last name as me, Malone,
and the mom she's she she was like she needed
the best hospital of g m u C.
Speaker 4 (05:11):
Yeah, something like that.
Speaker 2 (05:12):
And then it was perfect.
Speaker 4 (05:16):
That's good.
Speaker 2 (05:17):
So in God's time, yeah, like.
Speaker 4 (05:20):
I was covered. And then like it's funny because everybody,
my sister was calling me, Terene, she was calling me
like on the phone, like.
Speaker 2 (05:30):
You need to come home about how was that flight
for you?
Speaker 5 (05:33):
If you felt like you could have possibly for six
hours from coast? What's goes to the East.
Speaker 4 (05:38):
Coast I'm gonna be honest. So when my seat was wet,
but I just thought, like.
Speaker 2 (05:46):
You think that's what?
Speaker 3 (05:47):
Yes, my god, Wow, maybe I was trying to fit
dang y'all.
Speaker 1 (05:53):
Know, because I was just thinking about who had to
sit in that seat.
Speaker 5 (05:58):
Well it wasn't Wow, that's a blessing, but the fact
that you were able to get on a plane.
Speaker 2 (06:08):
I did it.
Speaker 4 (06:09):
It was kind of like because not like that, but
you know, sneeze your little pee like these people on
myself on this plane.
Speaker 2 (06:18):
No, that's crazy that she didn't feel it, because.
Speaker 7 (06:20):
Like I got into l but like I'm telling you,
like right after it was like a whole bunch of cramping,
like he's sleeping and I'm just like, hold on my
stomach hurt.
Speaker 2 (06:33):
That's not the fact that you didn't feel nothing.
Speaker 4 (06:34):
I'm like, how you ain't.
Speaker 3 (06:36):
That's crazy when somebody keep telling you bread and six.
Speaker 2 (06:40):
I kept put it in the back many. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (06:44):
Then I got to a point when like the next
morning it was unbearable. I'm walking in circles like whoa.
I'm like, Okay, that's gonna go aw's gonna go away.
Speaker 1 (06:52):
Then I'm like girl was I was like, but you know,
what she never had a baby before.
Speaker 2 (06:58):
Yeah, that's the.
Speaker 3 (07:02):
It's painful even when you're not in labors, very uncomfortable.
Speaker 5 (07:07):
So the actual okay, let's push. What was that like
for you?
Speaker 2 (07:11):
Was it? You said it was easy?
Speaker 4 (07:12):
Okay? So my first push, I held back because I'm like,
I feels like I'm about to poop. Yeah, like it said,
they said that's normal. Yeah, push, I'm like, what if
I pop on this table?
Speaker 2 (07:26):
For real? So then yeah, I went live. Man, it
was yeah you did.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
Did you know that we're gonna name your baby Chrishian
that whole time?
Speaker 2 (07:36):
Or when did you say? No?
Speaker 3 (07:38):
It came to me when I seen him, because I
was going the name of matter his father, and then.
Speaker 4 (07:46):
I was like, there's me right here.
Speaker 2 (07:52):
To be cool handle. I was like I don't know,
it's like you just know as a mother.
Speaker 4 (08:06):
And then the room was like filled with praises.
Speaker 3 (08:10):
My sister was praising God the whole time, so all
out here is like.
Speaker 4 (08:14):
I feel God. And then when I see him, I'm
like it was real, Like I didn't even.
Speaker 2 (08:23):
It hit you in that moment.
Speaker 4 (08:25):
Yeah, Like I was scared to hold them because I'm like,
oh my god, I can imagine it was crazy. Okay, look,
I love that for you.
Speaker 1 (08:40):
But you also got baptized, So what was that experience
like getting baptized?
Speaker 3 (08:45):
So I feel like when I was attending Past the
Mike Todd Church in Oklahoma, like because there was nothing
to do.
Speaker 2 (08:51):
Was born out there.
Speaker 3 (08:53):
But I was driven to the church because I used
to watch when I was back in college, like online
and I was getting my hair done and I was.
Speaker 2 (09:02):
Like, which what you suggest?
Speaker 3 (09:03):
So these suggestions too, the Transformation Church Transformation out in Oklahoma.
I thought that was a ram the church or something
like it give me like a big city church.
Speaker 4 (09:13):
It was like a mega church.
Speaker 3 (09:15):
Yeah, but I'm like, that's up the street, okay. So
I started attending. They embraced me a little bit, not
a little.
Speaker 2 (09:22):
Bit, a lot. There's so much love there.
Speaker 4 (09:27):
It feels like what he's doing.
Speaker 3 (09:29):
Over there is phenomenal with the music, Like it's like
a space where you could serve God through your talent.
And it was like a direction I was trying to
get clarity from with with my music and where I
really wanted to go, where I really.
Speaker 1 (09:46):
Fit in at because being there matter you never would
have thought that, Like being in Oklahoma, I'm sure.
Speaker 2 (09:51):
At first she was like, oh man, I got ready.
Speaker 4 (09:53):
To get out right, I was, I was I was
personal God.
Speaker 2 (09:58):
No, I was happy. Yeah, that's anywhere.
Speaker 1 (10:02):
Before you found the church, because sometimes that's hard to
you're away from home. But then now you find your church,
and who knows what would have happened If that wouldn't
have been your situation.
Speaker 4 (10:11):
I would have just.
Speaker 3 (10:12):
Been in my my hotel room just praying. It still
would have been church with me. But sometimes you have
to go to a sanctuary to embrace the sphere to
like and then like okay, turn around clocking up the
studio and you still feel God's presence, right, because there's
a lot of times where we enter like rooms where
(10:35):
God is with you, but that isn't the presence of
God is not there.
Speaker 4 (10:39):
So but it was like it was, It's very feeling.
Speaker 1 (10:45):
And you are Kashian still, so going there in Oklahoma.
But so going to Oklahoma and going to this church,
how do people treat Krashan Because I'm sure it's like
it's celebrity in the church too.
Speaker 4 (10:59):
Pictures yeah, mm hmmm, yeah for.
Speaker 3 (11:02):
Sure, but still the feeling of love and I went
to the cardival got kicked out because it was too many.
Speaker 4 (11:07):
It was too much, and I guess kids was getting
trampled over each other because they was.
Speaker 2 (11:13):
Like trying to get to you. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (11:14):
Wow, And I embraced the man no security, right, that
was like one two rides.
Speaker 4 (11:21):
It was cool.
Speaker 2 (11:22):
You know what went viral of you a little while ago.
Speaker 4 (11:27):
No, okay, that was because I was president of God
that which is so fun. But you could be yourself
that too.
Speaker 1 (11:35):
But I was going to say the ultimate tag that
you win when that went viral and people were reminded
of what an athlete you are actually, I want to
say I was impressed.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
Yes, I was like mesmerize watching that.
Speaker 1 (11:49):
What did you think like when because you saw when
it went viral again recently recently it went viral again.
When you watch that, are you like, dang, I'm because
I know you're back into it too. It's like I
never left, Like that's just another like, but I really
feel like.
Speaker 3 (12:06):
When you're really like truly focused on the purpose that
you serve, you have time for.
Speaker 2 (12:13):
All your drag of all trades, like like you see
potential right.
Speaker 3 (12:19):
Yeah, like in all different areas of life. He snoop yea,
And I feel like yeah, like that's that's anybody.
Speaker 2 (12:27):
That's just another lane that you. Yeah, man, that's a gift.
Speaker 3 (12:33):
I'm blessed to be fast, blessed to be so.
Speaker 2 (12:38):
But that was next level though.
Speaker 1 (12:39):
That wasn't just that was strong, it was all the things.
Speaker 2 (12:46):
It was strength, it was agility, all of that and look.
Speaker 1 (12:50):
Good doing it.
Speaker 2 (12:51):
Would you do television again? Yeah?
Speaker 1 (12:55):
Well, what if you could do a show today? What
would it be?
Speaker 2 (12:58):
I'm already working up on develop a thing.
Speaker 4 (13:01):
Dang, dang, I'm telling them myself. I don't re announcing stuff. Yeah, okay, okay,
so I was, well, me and my team, Kim can
believe we brainstorming coming up with an app in our
(13:22):
own network, okay, because.
Speaker 3 (13:26):
I'm pull in too many numbers and I want I
want all of it.
Speaker 2 (13:32):
It's crazy.
Speaker 4 (13:32):
And then I keep negotiating my words. Okay, I'm a Bosston.
Speaker 2 (13:39):
I'm not knowing.
Speaker 3 (13:40):
So it's one of those and it just inspired me
to go harder, like not harder, but like that's hard
to do. So but I feel like, you know, working
a nine to five is hard, being an entrepreneur is hard,
but you got to choose your heart.
Speaker 2 (13:53):
You feel me, and I want that hard like I
want that type.
Speaker 1 (13:56):
Of hard going into business for yourself building something.
Speaker 3 (14:00):
Yeah, and then like not not like that, but God
been blessing me with like friendships that that never really
turned on me.
Speaker 4 (14:07):
But now it's like I don't know because it was
crazy because we've been friends, but we've never had time
to focus.
Speaker 2 (14:15):
And friendship nurture fruit yourself.
Speaker 3 (14:19):
We were doing the same thing, same parallel universe, but
it's kind of like not together.
Speaker 6 (14:26):
Yeah, it's yeah, when the timing is right, I feel
like things happen the way that they're supposed.
Speaker 3 (14:32):
To because it was like, yeah, so I continue to
keep blessing this. I just be asking God just to
bless me with good friendships because a lot of people
getting titled right like they come over like like, for example,
I had this situation where so, okay, I'm not even
going to spill the tea, my fans be know what's
going on.
Speaker 4 (14:52):
Long story short, like save.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
You, my friend.
Speaker 4 (14:55):
I got something going on.
Speaker 3 (14:56):
You want to come support, but you want me to
go out a way pay for everything, your food, and
then you say you left me somewhere and it was
no food. You glad I left you somewhere instead of
saying go get a hotel. You're a grown adult.
Speaker 2 (15:13):
I had not like that.
Speaker 3 (15:15):
Why had the prioritize boundaries? And as soon as I'll
start doing that and start revealing who really loves me
and who don't Yea.
Speaker 2 (15:21):
I understand that perfectly.
Speaker 4 (15:24):
Yeah, but like, come on, bro, that's not cool.
Speaker 2 (15:28):
I'm still a person. I still have the sun, I
still have a legacy. Yeah, like.
Speaker 1 (15:37):
In the fact, you don't even have to tell anybody
any of that.
Speaker 2 (15:39):
It's like, I want to do what.
Speaker 1 (15:42):
But that people show up, they eat for free, for free,
you get the room, you get the flight, and then
they act like they still don't have to do. They
still don't to do, and then next time they start.
Speaker 2 (15:55):
Questioning themselves and I'm just like, maybe this is not
for you. It ain't for everybody.
Speaker 3 (16:01):
Then they go to I did this, I did that.
I'm like, and every time I paid you, so did
you ever do it out.
Speaker 4 (16:06):
The kindness of your heart? Or you was an opportunitist?
Speaker 2 (16:10):
You were working basically.
Speaker 1 (16:14):
Sometimes people act like getting paid for work is them
doing you a favor. It's like, no, a favor is
if you're not getting paid for something and it's not
and you're just like, hey, let me help you with that.
Speaker 2 (16:24):
That's the face a job what you can get on. Okay,
let's pray.
Speaker 3 (16:29):
Now, okay, cool, okay, okay, hey God, come on, okay, right,
let's do it. Hey, God, thank you for this opportunity
just to sit down and be underneath, like underwoman. That's
a wisdom power and understanding or God. We just want
to ask you for insight on what's supposed to come
(16:53):
and what's supposed to be ours and what's not ours.
So lo God, I just asked you and continue to
keep asking to God our steps. I want to bless
this podcast her name. You know, you be in the
blogs for stuff and then you you handle it with
so many so much grace. Yeah, I just notice it,
so it it don't go.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
I tend to ignore it because I feel like chime
in it turns into a whole lot more.
Speaker 4 (17:18):
But that and then it teaches me how to like write.
Speaker 1 (17:22):
I'm like, dang, she's just.
Speaker 4 (17:23):
Straight, like damn. Okay myself you too and you too,
so yeah, okay that was.
Speaker 1 (17:41):
Sometimes it's hard because you be wanting to it, but
you know, I think it's a matter of is it
worth like my peace of mind and what's going to
happen if I do this and then this happens, and
then it snowballs into so much more.
Speaker 4 (17:53):
And you're really pretty not aging. Oh well, thank you either.
Speaker 2 (17:59):
You are so sweet.
Speaker 4 (18:00):
I'm serious.
Speaker 2 (18:01):
It's been three years since the yeah, not like that everything.
Speaker 1 (18:06):
No, it has been because I was like, okay, Christian's
coming today. I saw that you're doing injury Reese, and
I saw people were like going at her, and she
was like, it's my podcast.
Speaker 2 (18:16):
I do what I want.
Speaker 4 (18:17):
Yeah, it's like this cancel culture or something like. Okay.
As soon as I chose.
Speaker 3 (18:21):
God, oh oh oh, But it was no problem when
I was promoting the club, right, what the heck, like,
come on out, I don't already had a platform before
I started. Well, I always was giving God glory always,
but it was a deception. I had to know that, like,
you can't live Luke, Like what are you doing?
Speaker 2 (18:41):
You can't really?
Speaker 3 (18:42):
I was making things seem okay and I wasn't okay
at all. Right, and then I feel like when you
grow and you're developing, you need the right people around
you to feed your knowledge and understanding other than the words.
Speaker 1 (18:55):
But that's so important that you said that, is that
you were acting like you were okay, but you weren't
really okay at all. And I feel like a lot
of times, just every day.
Speaker 3 (19:05):
We live our lives like that, I felt like I
had something going on for myself, just the wrong feel
to work, like I was doing work for the world.
Speaker 4 (19:20):
And I'm forgetting.
Speaker 3 (19:23):
Because because honestly, guy, too much self ambitions is just
as bad as being in the world world, Like, I
don't know, just through my tribulation.
Speaker 2 (19:33):
That's why I came to understanding of so.
Speaker 1 (19:37):
And you feel like you're in a good place now,
a great place.
Speaker 2 (19:40):
This is cool.
Speaker 4 (19:43):
Because it's.
Speaker 3 (19:47):
My like what second, I feel like it's my second interview.
Like I officially came out of my shambles the Sunday
when I first performed it was unreleased. I'm test running. Yeah, man,
I'm a little like scared to go back out there.
(20:08):
That's understandable feeling.
Speaker 2 (20:09):
It's crazy.
Speaker 4 (20:10):
Yeah, I understand, so, man, I was talking, we got discaraged. Girl.
I don't know. I just can't explain it.
Speaker 1 (20:20):
Like the only failure is not even trying, Yeah, to
be honest, like, you never know what can happen on
publicly exactly.
Speaker 7 (20:30):
And that's why my friendship so much because I was discouraged,
Like y'a don't understand, Like I was just had a
baby sitting in the.
Speaker 2 (20:37):
House every day.
Speaker 7 (20:39):
Like she really came and was like like like.
Speaker 4 (20:43):
We went to the studio four in the morning.
Speaker 2 (20:44):
Last night. We didn't have no sleep. We didn't sleep
at all, like running over sleep. I'm like what you mean.
Speaker 4 (20:50):
I'm like, she's telling me things and then on experience
like dropping gyms like oh we can get this done
right now.
Speaker 2 (20:58):
Ain't no time?
Speaker 1 (21:00):
Yeah, and you see you do one thing. It went
so like it was on all the.
Speaker 4 (21:04):
Blogs because I honestly took myself.
Speaker 2 (21:06):
Out of it.
Speaker 4 (21:07):
Yeah, like I really feel like that the harvest that.
Speaker 3 (21:12):
I'm reaping from it, It's kind of like, Okay, it's
like a site. I'm here, you got looking to behind you,
so I'm not scared and then I'm just happy to
be here.
Speaker 6 (21:28):
Yeah, And you don't know who it'll touch, you know
what I mean? Because there's so many people who are
going through similar things in their own lives that don't
have anybody to talk to, and they look at people
on these platforms for inspiration for themselves.
Speaker 3 (21:42):
We always hung out, but we never broadcasted it right,
Like people don't even know that we disclosed, right.
Speaker 7 (21:48):
We don't be doing TikTok's all day like wait together,
like oh.
Speaker 2 (21:51):
But like we really.
Speaker 5 (21:58):
Stomachs, Like it's not.
Speaker 2 (22:02):
Peo, it's not for the show. It's not what people
take from.
Speaker 5 (22:06):
It is a real true friendship in the sisterhood and
embrace that and really like you know.
Speaker 1 (22:13):
And the fact that you'll are going through the same
things at the same time. There's nothing better than that
you know, and that you genuinely care about each other.
And it's not about the spotlight and it's not about
like who's seeing we embrace each other.
Speaker 2 (22:24):
It's about each other down and being shown the numbers back.
Speaker 1 (22:30):
So talk to me about the new project, because you
guys have been working and like, tell me what's going
on with that and how far along?
Speaker 7 (22:36):
Okay, So I feel like when I got signed to
my label, I didn't put out the music that got me.
Speaker 2 (22:45):
Signed, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 7 (22:46):
So I had a lot of music that was just
my testimony, like saying everything I went through, and I
never played it for nobody. I played it for her
and she like, like I got a song called Let's
Clean it up.
Speaker 4 (22:59):
Yeah, yeah, what what you're talking about?
Speaker 7 (23:03):
It's called Gad's Child and it's basically just it's not
just that though, Like it's just like saying everything like
how I just overcame everything, Like I'm still here for
a reason.
Speaker 4 (23:14):
I have been through so much.
Speaker 7 (23:15):
And it's like that's the type of music I want
to put out there. I'm not interested, especially because I'm
not signed to nobody no more so. It's like I
don't want to put out music that's to please that's
like the real devil. Like they're like they're like, Okay,
that's cool, let's put out this type of music. And
it's like, you know what I'm saying, that's not what's
in me.
Speaker 1 (23:32):
Yeah, so so we're gonna do this, okay, So what
about you guys together?
Speaker 2 (23:37):
Is that okay?
Speaker 7 (23:38):
And then I'm talking with things that's so crazy. I
made that song gros Child when I was nineteen. I
never put it like I got all that music from
when I was so I just feel like it's time
for me to just you know, redo it and just
put it out.
Speaker 1 (23:49):
Yeah you shouldn't, especially if it's timeless like that too.
And I feel like sometimes it stuff you don't want
to put out as it stuff that.
Speaker 2 (23:57):
People need to hear, because like what she like, girl.
Speaker 4 (24:00):
I said, I don't like the other stuff about like this.
Speaker 5 (24:02):
Probably so many people who can relate and who can
feel like they're heard or feel like somebody can can
attest to what they've been through in that testimony.
Speaker 2 (24:13):
It can change somebody else's lives that you should put
it out.
Speaker 3 (24:17):
The one thing I did learn, like, Okay, so while
my walk up change of life, like I gave up
a lot, and I don't expect people around me to
do the same. But if I can encourage you to
just come over just a little bit, you will see
how how great it is refreshing.
Speaker 4 (24:32):
Yeah, so I was baby stepping your word like.
Speaker 3 (24:36):
She's like, yeah, so I got this hard song, Like okay,
all right, I just listen and I'll pray and pray.
Speaker 4 (24:44):
Then out of nowhere she played this, I'm like, dang,
what I prayed for?
Speaker 2 (24:53):
But it just was making it. I don't know. Click
can be a.
Speaker 5 (25:02):
What kind of like a push for other female rappers
to realize that there's more than just pussy rap.
Speaker 2 (25:09):
Yeah, and then there's more than.
Speaker 5 (25:10):
Just I got good pussy, I got money I'm gonna
take your nigga. I'm and then like there's so many
other things that we can talk about as women.
Speaker 2 (25:18):
I feel like it's Yeah, I think it's like it's.
Speaker 4 (25:20):
Spiritual, it's a it's a principality. Yeah, that's all.
Speaker 3 (25:23):
Like it's a it's a it's a principality. Like don't
it's a deception. And everybody suffered from me and then
I mean I suffer from it for a long time.
Speaker 5 (25:36):
But the women are so categorized of what we talk about. Well,
I mean, I'm not a rapper, but the women talk
about you know, they're so criticized and they only talk
about this, and it's just so many it's such a
broad aspect of.
Speaker 4 (25:49):
Because we normally.
Speaker 1 (25:52):
Want to say that women do talk about more than that.
It's just what people gravitate to right.
Speaker 5 (25:56):
Now, That's what I'm saying. So you show them the light,
then they will see the lights, is what I'm trying.
Speaker 1 (26:01):
Yeah, I mean his song is a hit song. But yeah,
I think the problem is because women do do all.
I will say, like it can be very like, you know,
just like men, because I feel like men sometimes talk
about the same shit. Yeah, and that's okay, you know,
and they talk about things they never do, you know
what I'm saying. We look at that like society things,
(26:22):
and women get overly criticized.
Speaker 5 (26:24):
It's okay when men do it, but when women do it,
they get criticized overly for doing the same.
Speaker 2 (26:28):
Thing that the men do.
Speaker 1 (26:29):
Okay, yeah, so but all right, so let's talk about
these projects. So what about Christian? What's going on with yours?
Like how far along are you? And I'm sure people
have been reaching out to you?
Speaker 4 (26:40):
So yeah, but I just I just want to jump
mm hmm.
Speaker 5 (26:45):
Do you feel like you have to hoot up more
of like a guard or like extra filter the communication
that you have with other people now because you're on
a different journey.
Speaker 3 (26:55):
Because I really feel like, no, you come as you are,
you know, And we tried it so hard to like
clean the outside of the cup when God is just
working it inside, so eventually he'll catch on from Yeah.
So it's like you turn into what you tune into,
so listening to the stuff that we like, and it's
(27:16):
not good for our souls, right, that's all.
Speaker 1 (27:20):
Now, how do you deal with Krishan's father? Now? Like,
as far as you guys are I know that you've been,
you know, on this spiritual journey, and you're like, you
have to leave some things behind. So how are you
now with that? Are you guys on good terms?
Speaker 3 (27:34):
Than I don't know how to answer that. I got peace,
Whereas though I'm so wrapped in what God is dropping
in my spirit, I kind of like tune out the noise,
like I was giving him the benefit of a doubt
because of the circumstances.
Speaker 4 (27:52):
But when it's time to go, it's time to go
for you, for good.
Speaker 2 (27:58):
For God. I love how you just put out in
front of everything. It's been fresh. It's inspiring for real.
What kept you there?
Speaker 3 (28:07):
Like?
Speaker 2 (28:07):
What kept you feeling? Like?
Speaker 3 (28:09):
Okay, it's crazy because you asking questions. I let people
ask me, but I feel safe. It's all that like saying.
Speaker 1 (28:19):
It right, okay, not because I'm happy for you, and
I like, genuinely you know, I didn't know what this
was going to be like today.
Speaker 2 (28:25):
We didn't. Yeah, we didn't.
Speaker 1 (28:27):
We didn't know, but it does feel and your skin
looks amazing, Like, yeah.
Speaker 3 (28:32):
I feel like when you lead by example, everything follows
you and if you stay consistent, you get the harvest
of it.
Speaker 1 (28:39):
But what was the question because now we were talking
about what kept you there, and then when did you say, Okay,
this isn't serving me anymore, like for you to have
things serving God?
Speaker 3 (28:52):
Yeah, yeah, and that's pretty much it because I didn't
get it. I didn't care about being served or anything
more like.
Speaker 2 (29:02):
Purpose. Okay, So like.
Speaker 3 (29:07):
There was an opportunity I could have dealt with the
opportunity more professional, more like I can only talk about
what I did wrong. I can't even talk about what
he did wrong, right right, So mm hmm, the mare.
I start checking myself and start checking itself like I
(29:30):
check out okay, but okay, like boundaries, that's when I'm learning.
So it was fun. But I was also like deleted
all the time. I don't know about you, but I
was always drunk smoking, I mean, like, okay, so I
(29:56):
call it saying a good time, right, so because good
time is the last forever.
Speaker 2 (30:00):
So that good time was like.
Speaker 3 (30:05):
I guess, a test one for me, and then the
consequences from the good time, it's not worth it.
Speaker 4 (30:14):
So I think it's all about maturing, evolving.
Speaker 5 (30:19):
Yeah, and that's one thing I could see in you
right now was growth from the first time I met
you till today, and I just want to tell you
that I'm proud of you.
Speaker 4 (30:27):
Yeah, we are.
Speaker 2 (30:29):
We are very viable, Yeah, emotional. I'm so proud of you.
Speaker 5 (30:34):
And because again what Angela said, we really didn't know
what to expect today, but I want to.
Speaker 1 (30:38):
I can see it on you though, because when you
were here before, it was a different vibe and even
just like everything about you was it just like today because.
Speaker 2 (30:47):
That was very submissive.
Speaker 5 (30:51):
It's more of you standing on your own and being
in your walking in your own light right now than
it was before, which is great for you.
Speaker 1 (31:00):
And sometimes that is also like you're forced to be
in that position. But maybe that's there's a reason for that.
Speaker 4 (31:05):
Hm, you know, eate like because you said it, but
I want to hear more.
Speaker 1 (31:14):
Sometimes the things that happen can feel like it's devastating,
but if it wouldn't happen, you wouldn't be doing what
you're doing and where you are right now today, because
it could it could ended up having been a cycle
that just kept on going and kept on going. And
it's hard to break free from certain things when they're
right there in front of you.
Speaker 4 (31:36):
Yeah, I really feel like is it based on like
what you allow.
Speaker 2 (31:43):
Yeah, yeah it is so.
Speaker 4 (31:46):
It wouldn't we all them accountable all day long, but
follow myself accountable?
Speaker 2 (31:52):
Yeah yeah, I.
Speaker 3 (31:54):
Could have prevented all of that. Honestly, I still got
the money. I just didn't have like self discipline. I
didn't have boundaries like I was, and I didn't really
follow the word like like I was just having having
too much fun like he was in a moment.
Speaker 2 (32:12):
Yeah, and more so like not in the word.
Speaker 1 (32:15):
So sometimes people also praise those things too, like the
audience and recognition.
Speaker 3 (32:23):
Me, I was praising God the whole time, but kind
of like I don't know, it's like you could like
how okay, basically I met him was during a TV show.
I'm in college, you feel me, I'm at like two
hundred thousand followers, Okay, it do stuff whatever I was
trying to go after, Okay, cool. Where I did was I.
Speaker 4 (32:44):
I didn't set these boundaries to keep it corrected and
kind of like.
Speaker 3 (32:53):
Turned in whatever he was not necessarily like it's wrong
for him to, but for me it was wrong for me.
It was wrong for me like I was supposed to.
I can't even say how I heard in my head, but.
Speaker 1 (33:08):
Tell me how your family is reacting with all of
this now with you because you come from a big family.
Speaker 2 (33:17):
They knew like it was gonna click. They knew that,
like when they seem like m M.
Speaker 3 (33:30):
Like the greatness and stuff like that and they see me,
oh top athlete this and this and that to taking disrespect.
But I'm telling you, it's it's all what you allow.
Like I was alone with disrespect. That's me disrespecting myself
before you feel me. So it was one of those.
Speaker 2 (33:48):
And I'm a Llowyer person.
Speaker 3 (33:51):
If you changed my life, I don't know how to like, yeah,
I'm gonna remember what you did for me. Like, so
I had to separate maturity with the truth with It's
a lot of dissecting.
Speaker 1 (34:07):
Right and also being accountable for what you allow gives
you more control over yourself to know that you can't
control what happens.
Speaker 3 (34:17):
Like it's your fault this happens. Yeah, Like, don't ever
try to victimize upon your finger.
Speaker 4 (34:22):
I used to do that because you expect something better,
and it's like you can't expect nothing, you know what
I'm saying, You gotta I'm telling you, I don't know.
It's like I can't even like my appetite different like
I don't know.
Speaker 3 (34:39):
So's when you're exposed to something that's fine and it
gives you like this general adrenaline rush, it's kind of like.
Speaker 2 (34:49):
You have to put that in check too, Like there
was a lot of things I have to do with and.
Speaker 3 (34:53):
Then I really feel like where I am today, the
enemy was trying to keep me from this full circle
moment recognizing.
Speaker 2 (35:05):
God. First, what is Krishan want? Now?
Speaker 1 (35:09):
If you had an ideal situation, like what is it
that you feel like? This is what I am putting
in the atmosphere for me.
Speaker 4 (35:17):
I don't really want nothing.
Speaker 3 (35:19):
I never did, like all right, for example, say I
never signed no paperwork with blue Like I'm like, whatever
I make is yours straight up. Then when I seen disrespect,
I started splitting the checks like oh yeah.
Speaker 2 (35:34):
That's not all we're going to.
Speaker 4 (35:36):
You don't know, I'm about to get this cript oh yeah,
oh yeah.
Speaker 2 (35:39):
And then it was like.
Speaker 3 (35:41):
It was kind of like, but that's me been from
twelve siblings, like oh yeah, you can like a lot
of girls want like friends, like oh, we're doing an
interview and I see my friend trying to get somewhere,
Like I'm like I want.
Speaker 4 (35:57):
Her to support me, but I can't really pour back
into her. I think that's weird, Like.
Speaker 2 (36:02):
I share. Yeah, like that's what you come from. Share.
Speaker 3 (36:11):
We look out and it's not if it didn't work out,
No love, This was just something I had to learn and.
Speaker 5 (36:18):
I know about experiences. Life is about the lessons that
we learned.
Speaker 3 (36:22):
Christ of course, absolutely, okay, cool, Yeah, because we talk
about Oh my gosh, I know I.
Speaker 1 (36:30):
Wouldn't be right where I'm at right now if it
was Yeah, so.
Speaker 2 (36:35):
You breakfast Cluff? What what is that you was in
Breakfast Cluss? I was I left to start my own show.
Speaker 4 (36:40):
Yeah that was okay, Yeah.
Speaker 1 (36:42):
You know syndicated fifty five markets right after the two
years anniversary. Yeah, it's been two years. Two years, so
that is that was great for me to be able
to do that. No love lost there at all, but
we all want our own again, Yeah.
Speaker 4 (36:56):
Because you start recognizing your value.
Speaker 1 (36:58):
And then also I want to really have a platform
it's called Way Up where I really bring people on,
not just celebrities, but people are doing things in the community,
you know, things like that that I felt like we're important.
We do a wealth Wednesdays talking about finances every week.
Those are things that I felt like we really needed
that I wanted to bring the last time.
Speaker 5 (37:19):
Yeah, okay, it was somebody else though, yeah, Stephanie here.
It was either Stephanie or Stephanie maybe Stephanie.
Speaker 2 (37:26):
Yeah. Yeah, So Jordan's Jeordie George.
Speaker 5 (37:31):
The officials. She's also a DJ, you know, and she's
a Bravo celebrity as well. She was on the Summer
House and a y and she's a Playboy.
Speaker 4 (37:43):
Former former Boy cover girl. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (37:47):
So yeah, but like I know, you gotta fight to
catch but okay.
Speaker 1 (37:53):
We're going, yeah, easing you because I could fight.
Speaker 4 (37:58):
It's okay. I'm never ones when I was talking.
Speaker 1 (38:02):
I always want to make sure that you never feel
like we're trying to have like a crazy moment or
go viral.
Speaker 2 (38:06):
We really are just trying to get into a genuine group.
Yeah tell yeah, like trying to catch me.
Speaker 3 (38:14):
Yeah, I ain't going to say nothing, but a lot
of people reached out just I don't make my way downtown.
Speaker 4 (38:23):
But I.
Speaker 5 (38:26):
Appreciate the fact that you felt comfortable enough from our
first interview that you wanted to come back because I've
seen me.
Speaker 2 (38:35):
Yeah, we really wanted you to do more.
Speaker 1 (38:38):
We were like Krashan, we know, we wanted you to
do more of the like talking, but he was kind
of kind of over talking, and you know, see, you
know we're but.
Speaker 2 (38:48):
Because this is a show about women. This is really
like you know, the whole point of the show. And
I'm gonna tell you what.
Speaker 1 (38:52):
The reason I started lip Service so long ago was
for women who normally may not be able to I
started it really like video vixen.
Speaker 2 (39:00):
You know, everybody looks at them, but nobody gets to
hear them talk.
Speaker 1 (39:03):
That was the original way that I started the show
because I felt like there weren't enough women in this
space doing the interviews. It was all men asking because
I wish I remember, yeah, yeah, it was a day,
It was a day, But you're gonna remember was that trying?
Speaker 2 (39:18):
Was I trying to answer the questions?
Speaker 7 (39:19):
Was that.
Speaker 2 (39:22):
I remember?
Speaker 5 (39:23):
I remember at first, and then you kind of broke
out of your shell and you like, I feel like
you had a moment You're like, okay, I can.
Speaker 2 (39:29):
Fuck with them. Like I feel like you had a
moment of like a pivotal moment in the interview when
you like.
Speaker 3 (39:33):
I think it was because like I know, like it's
a lot of women. So if you want to talk,
you talk, all right, So here go, you know.
Speaker 2 (39:42):
So I was just waiting my turn maybe.
Speaker 1 (39:44):
And one thing I will say is, no matter what
happens in life, a lot of it is lessons learned.
Speaker 2 (39:48):
And I'm sure you've learned so many like growing up.
I hope he's growing, like we need I don't know.
I could just hope for the best.
Speaker 1 (39:56):
But but like on the bright side of things, you
got a beautiful baby.
Speaker 2 (40:00):
Oh yeah, how is being a mom changed you?
Speaker 4 (40:06):
Why?
Speaker 2 (40:07):
It slowed me down?
Speaker 3 (40:10):
They put the truth into a real perspective and it
added increase too, Like my baby been nothing but a blessing,
and I feel like.
Speaker 2 (40:21):
He helped me find myself.
Speaker 4 (40:23):
Yeah he said yes, Like.
Speaker 8 (40:27):
What Like that's really like clarity and a person Like
it's so crazy, like you think like a logical person,
like with a child, because you know everything that you
do is going to impact this little person that needs you.
Speaker 4 (40:41):
Then I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 7 (40:42):
Like I feel like like that's a nothing we haven't
coming to We don't really like I don't know, I
feel like kids only really got us for real, Like
like I feel like my baby.
Speaker 2 (40:51):
Like I mean, I got family but it's like I'm
going to make sure she's straight. You know what I'm
saying before you?
Speaker 1 (40:57):
Yeah?
Speaker 2 (40:57):
Yes, like for real, you would ask something.
Speaker 4 (41:01):
Yeah, but it's messyever, go ahead, be messy.
Speaker 2 (41:06):
It's okay. When is this gonna be?
Speaker 1 (41:11):
I was thinking about a cover up up for your tattoo.
I was gonna ask you that next. What are you
gonna do about that?
Speaker 2 (41:17):
Huh?
Speaker 1 (41:17):
I was gonna ask you, what are you gonna do
about that tattoo on your face?
Speaker 4 (41:20):
Taking my time with it? Mm hmm. But I already
kind of put things in place.
Speaker 2 (41:24):
So you have an appointment.
Speaker 1 (41:26):
That's gonna be a few sessions probably, no, no, just one.
Speaker 2 (41:30):
Do you think you can get that?
Speaker 4 (41:31):
Can you get something down your face?
Speaker 2 (41:33):
Believe it's it's accordant to your belief? Do you think
you don't want to do that? It's like a whole year.
It will be a few sessions.
Speaker 4 (41:45):
Thought in my head I would probably remove because.
Speaker 2 (41:48):
It's part of me. Yeah, that's how you feel. Ain't
gonna get that picture. I'll just becoming stuff up. Yeah,
you do have your stuff. I had a face on
me too, Oh you did, I did.
Speaker 3 (42:00):
So my.
Speaker 2 (42:01):
Yeah, just be doing oh my gosh, Yeah, I ain't
got no tattoos. I'm gonna ta to Cereal remove them.
He's got a double cover up. I gotta cover up.
That's covered up double. You don't think that.
Speaker 1 (42:30):
They used to be, but cover them you can remove them. Yeah,
I don't know if you want to do laser. But
you said you're gonna do another tattoo over it. I
think I think you want to get rid of it,
because that's like yeah, and then yeah, I was gonna.
Speaker 4 (42:44):
Ask you that I was giving you a suggestion.
Speaker 2 (42:46):
What you saying, I think you should laser it.
Speaker 4 (42:49):
I think so to this laser.
Speaker 2 (42:52):
Laser gets rid of everything.
Speaker 5 (42:54):
Laser the whole sleep and here, well he's no longer
this unfortunately did this one same. It's a little skiry
looking at the same. He put them on and he
took them off me. He rest in peace. My home
boy smokeduce. But I did three sessions.
Speaker 2 (43:10):
Yeah, I don't see nothing. I did three. You can
see this little shower, I see, but that's I'm talking about.
It was a whole. The thing is on your face.
Speaker 1 (43:17):
If you still could see a little something, you might
be better off putting something over it. I don't know
how laser if you can.
Speaker 2 (43:23):
Well, this was like this was like d yeah, that
looked real.
Speaker 3 (43:27):
This was.
Speaker 2 (43:30):
I was I got researched like that, like the technology probably.
Speaker 1 (43:40):
Even that they Was that a spontaneous decision or was
that something that Okay?
Speaker 4 (43:44):
So when he got locked up and we was broken up,
I was dragged.
Speaker 2 (43:49):
But then the like what's up?
Speaker 4 (43:53):
It just was like in a space I never recognized.
Speaker 2 (43:56):
I didn't like it.
Speaker 4 (43:58):
I was like, boy, yea, I attached it at your face,
on my face, but you want you just didn't.
Speaker 2 (44:03):
Like, don't try to test me and tell me I'm
not gonna do that. Just like lot like I don't.
Speaker 5 (44:10):
About the tattoo on your face. Is that unless you're
looking in the mirror, you can't see it.
Speaker 2 (44:14):
That is true, you can't.
Speaker 3 (44:16):
I got in a good space though, like you can't
see your hair, you could. Let I can't embrace it
because it's a sick picture like it was exactly one day.
Speaker 2 (44:31):
If you're with somebody else, he ain't gonna look at
that on your face.
Speaker 4 (44:36):
That's when I'm gonna really considered the cover up, Like yeah,
this gotta go.
Speaker 2 (44:40):
What do you think? What if you were dating somebody
and he had a woman on the side of his face. No, ma'am. Story,
that's what.
Speaker 4 (44:53):
One on my.
Speaker 2 (44:56):
The one on my own. I was at this boy
family house. My jo is seen and like thanksgiving his
losses to like who that I'm lying. I'm like, it's
my cousin.
Speaker 4 (45:06):
Like, no, tell him who it is.
Speaker 2 (45:07):
I'm like, oh my god. That's when I was like, no,
that's the questions.
Speaker 1 (45:14):
I'm like, he's just so when you talk, well, she
gotta keep accent. I was like, oh no, you got
to cut that up because I can't imagine dating somebody
and I got to look at somebody's face on there.
Speaker 2 (45:29):
You know. Well, I'm telling it. I'm wrapped up in
later and not forever. But you're thinking about that. It's
not stopping nobody from sing serious with somebody. They're going
to be stuff.
Speaker 4 (45:48):
I let you mane.
Speaker 2 (45:52):
Yes, they really host him like you never met nobody.
You know, they get down. Nobody at church try to
holler they've be already taken. Yes, they all be murdered
like that. It's a family event. Yeah.
Speaker 1 (46:16):
Now you're gonna be a pastor his wife one day.
Can you imagine the first lady at the church Krishan
coming in.
Speaker 2 (46:25):
I don't know about the pastor's wife. I feel like
she would be the pastor before she. I was thinking that,
oh no, a lot of times that the.
Speaker 1 (46:32):
Pastor's wife also be having her own minister.
Speaker 2 (46:34):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5 (46:37):
You know no, right now when you say pastor's wife,
I think it's just a I don't know why I
want you Church of Krishan, who mean no, no? Why
you say that?
Speaker 8 (46:52):
No?
Speaker 2 (46:53):
Because wait, why not?
Speaker 4 (46:54):
It's not giving?
Speaker 2 (46:55):
Why am I not giving that?
Speaker 5 (46:56):
Because you got too much of your own ship going
on to be following behind you know, someone else's.
Speaker 4 (47:08):
Yeah, I got a pastor leader like leadership recovering my daughter.
Speaker 2 (47:13):
That's cool to embrace.
Speaker 3 (47:15):
Like, seeing as I was ready to surrender and live
the true person I'm supposed to be, I was like, Wow,
why had this waiting on me this whole time?
Speaker 1 (47:25):
Can you imagine how many people that follow you are
like actually taking these cues from you.
Speaker 2 (47:29):
Has anybody reached out and been.
Speaker 4 (47:31):
Like, how was this girl at the Bible study? She
had his volunteers.
Speaker 3 (47:35):
I'm like she was like, oh, she was just basically
telling our testimony, and the way she kept shaking and crying.
Speaker 2 (47:42):
It shook me up.
Speaker 3 (47:44):
Yeah, because she really was going through something and all
she's saying is what I said, whoa.
Speaker 2 (47:50):
Wow said and she said like.
Speaker 4 (47:55):
She now she's screaming God because Kasehwan said yeah see
and that's.
Speaker 2 (48:02):
Yeah, and it feels good.
Speaker 4 (48:06):
I heard that, Bonimore, because.
Speaker 1 (48:11):
I'm not.
Speaker 2 (48:14):
Doing stuff by yourself.
Speaker 4 (48:15):
You're just not You're not strong like when you do
stuff for guys like you, it's his strength. So it's
like who could be against you? It's it's really the
living word. I don't know.
Speaker 2 (48:25):
I like you. I love them.
Speaker 1 (48:28):
I'm doing right now, right now, And then I just
started today. I'm doing a long fast.
Speaker 3 (48:35):
Hm.
Speaker 1 (48:36):
I have to cheat for one day though, because I
have to go to a wedding my work.
Speaker 3 (48:40):
This is what I suggest way, this is what I
was doing. At first, I did call Turkey. That's when
I was like, God, I need you.
Speaker 2 (48:46):
Got on easy.
Speaker 3 (48:46):
Then it was like okay, God, I'm thankful any sense
out the direction. But I'm also struggling with fast and
keeping up with it.
Speaker 2 (48:54):
I'm going to break it.
Speaker 3 (48:55):
So then was like baby steps. So for I break
my fast at four, you can start at twelve pm.
Man like breaking at twelve pm. Then breaking at four pm,
then breaking at.
Speaker 4 (49:08):
Seven, and then it's like when I got THEE I
got to a point where I was like, I don't
want to break it, like the presence to start raining
over me.
Speaker 2 (49:18):
So when God take over baby steps.
Speaker 1 (49:21):
I was doing a whole week, but I did a
two weeks fast ones. I didn't eat anything for two
weeks while I was.
Speaker 2 (49:28):
Yeah, I remember that, Yeah, I remember that uld fire.
Speaker 1 (49:33):
It was tough, but I was actually really happy to
have the willpower to make it through that.
Speaker 2 (49:38):
So I'm like, this was a week I could You didn't.
Speaker 3 (49:40):
You didn't gain any like did you feel like you
had access to your like to the answers to your questions.
Speaker 1 (49:47):
Or I felt like I had a lot more clarity,
Like I was very okay, Yeah, you feel like everything
that's clogging up your inside.
Speaker 4 (49:53):
That's tough, that's great, Like yeah, like that part of
the story.
Speaker 1 (49:57):
Yeah, it feels like everything is just like clear, because
the whole point of it is that it does like
help your organs get strong again, you know, and all
of that. So I'm doing a week long one right now,
literally started this morning.
Speaker 2 (50:10):
How often do you feel well?
Speaker 1 (50:12):
I'm doing this detached challenge not enough. I want to
do it every year, but I haven't done it. And
like I said, I did it last year. I didn't
do it last year. Yeah, but before that, it wasn't
for like three years.
Speaker 2 (50:25):
You know though, she got so much going on, she
got so many businesses.
Speaker 1 (50:29):
She got her tell her, nope, slow down down, and
you know, it's easy to fast when you're at home,
like when you're not having to travel and not do
too much. And I know you have the baby right now,
so but like you said, baby steps is the way
that you should go. Yeah, and you can do it
because it's also a great test of your will power.
Speaker 3 (50:47):
Sometimes I'm that desperate for the presents I got. And
then when sentence I received something, it was like, sorry,
I was fascinating right before the performance, right, I'm like,
I think this the sense of direction?
Speaker 2 (50:59):
How help me? And then like.
Speaker 4 (51:04):
Like the way y'all talked about it now, it is
like the fact that I noticed it, Like okay, it
really what Like I can't even explain it, Like as
soon as you just like surrender and put the play aside,
keep reward you, Well, it's so much love.
Speaker 2 (51:20):
So that's what I'm reaping right now. I'm like, I
can't really Yeah, that celibacy, you know, all of the things.
She's like, are you sellivate? I go two days? He'd
be like, what's going on? God for forgetting my period?
Speaker 1 (51:48):
But anyway, thank you so much for coming through. And
you gotta come back like when the music's out, and
I love to see both of you. We got to
do it together.
Speaker 4 (51:54):
Yeah, we're gonna put out with child God Guy's Child.
Speaker 2 (52:00):
Okay, Well, I can't wait to hear it. And when
is it coming? Like when will we have some sort
of access. I don't have exact day yet. We're working
on it. We're gonna get it done. That's why we're fastening. Well,
hopefully it come out by next Tuesday. Said we could
throw it in.
Speaker 1 (52:15):
Can we give it a deadline? Sometimes you got to
give yourself a deadline. Things happen, all right, Well again,
thank you so much.
Speaker 2 (52:23):
We appreciate it.
Speaker 1 (52:24):
I don't want you to miss your flight, and everybody's like,
all right, so yes, so thank you so much.
Speaker 2 (52:30):
It was an absolute pleasure. We're so proud of you
for real. Appreciate keep up a good word. It's just fun.
Speaker 4 (52:38):
Lift service
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