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Megan thee Stallion and Nicki Minaj rap beef, Griselda on Netflix review, I went on my first Hinge date and was SO shocked about what my date revealed to me! Plus the crew talks the do's and dont's of matching tattoos with your partner and more.

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Episode Transcript

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Hey, we're back. This isfor the record with Angelina. I appreciate
you being here. Hit all thesubscribe buttons if you're new, follow us
on Instagram at Underscore ft R pod. Chris is here and we had a
special guest Av. I can't seebecause it's big a screens in my way,
but say hire sorry to find Av. This week's episode and for the

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culture, we're talking about Nikki andMeghan, the stallion of Beefan's let's let's
talk TV, Griselda on Netflix andbitch I went on my first hinge date
and Chris has a crazy story aboutx's and tattoos, so by all means,

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let's get to it. This isfor the culture, for the culture,
for the culture. This is wherewe pick a headline and ask if
she or he did it for theculture. You guys, the girls are
fighting real, They're fighting Nika Megan. The beef is real because okay,
if you're not familiar with what's beengoing on, this kind of goes back

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a while, but it's never beenlike a full on beef. Oh my
god, you know it was allgood just a week ago. Let's let's
let's go down the timeline. Shallwe once upon a time we had Hot
Girl Summer. Oh great, greatrecord, I love it. Uh.
That was in twenty nineteen. Wow. Next year, twenty twenty, Cardi
drop swap with who Megan Is Stallion? Hiky did not like that. The

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next year twenty twenty one, Nikkiunfollows Megan Stallion off Instagram, and then
a couple months later she dropped Seaand Green, where people thought she was
kind of subliminately dissing her. Uh, Nikki, Yeah, but you know
it's like one of those like,oh did she It was a couple of
those with a couple of records.I think Red Ruptus Lee's too. Oh

(01:55):
yeah. I think people thought shewas taking shots at Megan. But still
nothing that's like, oh that's aboutme, you know what I mean.
There's been a lot of shit goingon. January twenty sixth, twenty twenty
four, Megan the Stallion drops Hissand honestly, she wasn't just coming for
NICKI. A lot of people Ididn't even peep the Megan'slaw comment like I
did. Yeah, I flew rightover my little head. I had no

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idea, didn't know. I waslike, okay, new Megan song,
let's go, yeah, that's cute, she said Drake and beating the BBL
allegation. She's taking shows to anyonethat has something to say during the Tory
case. And then yeah, onebar. She gave Nikki one bar what
she said? These host don't bemad at Megan. These home's mad at
Megan's law. What is Megan's law? Do you know the exact definition?

(02:40):
I don't know the exact thing.I just know it's like a law that
keeps track of pedophile. You haveto be a registered whom. Nikki is
married too. So like everyone knewthat shit was about Niki. Nikki spirals
on social media after this. Okay, so leading up if you're not if

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you didn't know, Nikki now putout a diss record called Bigfoot, and
I don't know it's not her bestI have. I don't have bars to
comfort me. But and like Iknow, there's a lot to be bad
about Nikki. I still like Iwouldn't call myself a barb, but I'm

(03:20):
never like fully just Nikky. LikeI do still love Nikki's music. I'm
still rave along, but I'm drunkfast forward Nikki's monster verse. I'm doing
that ship word for word, SoI guess I expected more from her.
U on Bigfoot, Oh my god, Bigfoot. Just her rollout was bad
because she was spiraling on Twitter forlike forty eight hours. The song picture

(03:49):
took me out. Yeah, itwas not okay. So you thought it
might have It was maybe gonna besome heat. It's like like some Jurassic
roll ship, like a little iih, he'll standing in this big guess foot.
It's fucked up. It's so funny. It's so fucked up. I
think I watched a lot of dragRace where they're just kind of caddy and
they just kind of read each otherfor filth. I was just like,

(04:09):
oh, this is like she justlike read the bitch down kind of.
But it was just so funny becauseit was so mean. See you're feeling
it. I wasn't to me.I did no because I remember you messed
me. You're like, oh mygosh, she's psychotic. She's crazy psychotic,
And I thought even like, no, this is iconic, Like this
is psychotic, like crazy like iconic, like she literally lying on your dad,

(04:30):
mama, are your dead mama?Yeah? Your dead mother? See,
I don't know. I feel likeyou're giving her too much credit,
Like it's no. I'm just likeso for me and I just want to
make it clear, like when itcomes to rap Beef, I think anything's
on board, Like I'm not like, oh my god, that was so
messed up. Oh my god,I was so fucked up, Like how
dare she cross that line? LikeI loved Push the Tees verse to Drake.

(04:53):
You know that Van is six sixsick, Like I feel people were
saying, you can't go for someone'sdying friend, and you can't. But
at the same time, I waslike, oh, I was here.
I was here for the violence andwith Nikki. I don't I don't get
what she was saying, Like Idon't understand the point of that line.
I don't really understand. I don'tget either. But she's just bringing up

(05:13):
to that her mom is dead andthat is so fucked up, like like
like repeats it over and over.In the end, I'm just like it
is like, yeah, like youcan't talk about people's oh dead parents.
I guess, but like I justI wasn't like, wow, she went
there, Like I just didn't reallyget it, Like I was like,
Okay, it was just like yourmom's dead, your mom's dead, Like
that's how I got like a littlekid, like okay, like that's not

(05:34):
rap, that's not like a bar. No, I'm not saying it's a
bar. I don't even I'm noteven familiar with rap like beef, you
know, but I thought it waswe just to be like, oh,
your mom's dead, like you havethe bigfoot, Like it was just so
kiddish, Like I feel like realamateurl wasn't disrespectful enough to me. It
was very like enough. I mean, it is just it is the most

(05:56):
disrespectful thing you could do is talkabout someone's parents that are no longer here,
like to talk about someone's dead parentsout of pocket as fuck. Someone
can argue it's so disrespectful that wouldgo outside of any rap battle, like,
bitch, you actually have to seeme now, like now we're about
to get physical. I guess Ifeel like if you're gonna be that disrespectful
and you're gonna take it to likethe highest disrespect, you need to be
making sense and it needs to belike a real bar. Like I don't

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know, I'm not a rapper,but I feel like she could have typed
something in of like I don't knowI'm not a rapper, but I don't
know, something like if her mamawas here, she's slappy. I don't
know, but I just feel like, exactly, it was very disrespectful.
It is out of line. Iget that, And yeah, I would
argue maybe she did go too far, but it was almost delivered so bad

(06:40):
that it was kind of like,okay, what it was so cold?
It was just okay, I feellike a bar something. It wasn't clever
at all. It was like coldcold. She's like slued shaming her like
about all the men that she's beenwith. Who cares? Okay, she
fucked you, she was easy.Who the fuck cares? Yeah, like

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that was a Barry Win. Andthen what she says, humping on a
minor base, that's your man?Oh yeah that was weird. We're talking
about there? Yeah, yeah,what's going on? I call her bigfoot?
Get up on your good foot.I think I just love it so
much because it's really bad. It'sfunny, but it's bad. No yeah,

(07:21):
no, no, beef needs tobe bad. That's why I'm like,
I want to get that out theway. I'm not coming from a
place of like, oh that's fuckedup. I can't believe you said that
it's bad because I'm here for theviolence, is what I'm trying to make
clear. In a perfect world,the women need to be uplifting each other,
especially in this industry that's so maledominant. I wish it wasn't happening,
but I feel like so much isbuilt up with you know, Nicki

(07:43):
and other rappers, especially Meghan andNicki. And now we're here, Okay.
I would like it to be oneway, like they say in the
wire, you want it to beone way, but it's the other way.
And now we're here, and therap lover in me, the girl
that loves rapping hip hop. Whenit comes to a wrap beef happening,
I want all the violence. I'mhere for all the smoke. Sometimes if
I can't wake up in the morning, I will play Ice Cubes No Vassiline,

(08:05):
greatest song of all time, Don'tat me. Every line excites me.
When jay Z said left condoms onyour baby seat, that excites me.
I'm here for all the disrespect.When Pusha she said you are hiding
a child, but that boy comehome, be motherfucker playing border patrol.
That was mean. When he saidyour son deserves more than an Adida's press

(08:26):
run. That was mean but asn'tgood, Like this is like a good
yeah bar exactly. I want allthe mean bars talk about how his baby
mom is a porn star and youtry to clean her up but the stend
just toll on her. And Ijust feel like with Nikki's response, it
was disrespectful, but like it didn'tmove me. It was so childish your
mom's dad. I didn't think thatwas like no, no, no,

(08:46):
no, it's so petty. It'sso petty, and this is just me
Like I mean, for you listeningyou can't see, but it was like,
oh my god, see you likedit. That's those are a good
compliments, petty. Mean, thatwas a good record. I'm not like
out here like I'm just lapping it. I'm not like listening to it,
but I'm just like I cannot dofor she went out and said that,

(09:07):
okay, so you removed a littlebit. When I first heard it,
I was like, this is crazy, Like yeah, it wasn't clever,
but she really punched her, likeliterally, it was just it was very
literal. You were for Christmas thebar wait. I literally just went to
one of the best drag bars inthe world. Oasis Drag Bar in San

(09:31):
Francisco. They just had Nicki Minaj'snights. Ye you know, my ass
was there. I'm really not abarbs, I'm hell of fake. Wait
what did they play the song?Yeah? They played them all. They
played red ruby sleeves. What doyou watch draggers? Say? Did you
play the record? No? No, this was like, this was like
three weeks ago. Anyways, AndI really did like some of her,

(09:54):
like some of the songs on hernew album. It was pretty good.
No, I love the new album. I love Nikki. I will listen
to all her old time. WhyI love her too, because her voices
that she does is fucking weird andcrazy, and like that was this whole
song with a You're gonna fucking killyou. She's not like a fucking gremblin,
Like she literally off the wall,like off the chain, like crazy,

(10:16):
like she's on drugs or something.I don't know, maybe maybe not.
No, you like you're like,okay, you think those are bars?
And she did get like she reallydoes eight I don't yes feel like
that was crazy, but I waslike, oh, just you liked it,
It's okay. I'm not going toadmit that I liked it to get
fucking docks. The bars, Ifeel like are harder than the hotties.

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They're probably crazy. I cannot admitit because I've always been a Megan's stand.
I love Megan. Okay, youdon't like the girls fighting, I
don't. You're coming from a placeof peace. Yeah, it's just like
your damn mama. Oh, yourdamn mama, that's fuck. Don't bring
up your damn mama, bitch.I just I think she could have done
better, And I guess what didn'tdo it for me? I, Like

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I said, I think her rolloutwas bad, Like all that stuff she
said in the song, she hadalready said for forty eight hours on Twitter,
Like we clearly just read her timeline, So it wasn't nothing like oh
the mom, like she's been talkingabout the mom for the past forty eight
hours. I wasn't like surprised byit. I was you've been ranting about
it for the past like it madeit look like you care too much.
Like it made it very much like, oh, Megan's winning, because you

(11:20):
are clearly spiraling like you have notnon stop on Twitter, retweeting, talking
shit. Every bar that's in thatsong was on her Twitter timeline prior.
There wasn't nothing new fact, soit was like, okay, it was
for the same thing, her drama, her steeze up until that point.
But it's just the cover photo.I can't. I have to find this

(11:43):
chiktok real quick. So fucked upand I thought I reposted it, but
it was like, oh right here, like I s this is POV.
You're listening to Nikki's just to Megan, nick have a joker part one foot
foot, bad foot, blue foot. When it comes in the making,
no stallion, the bitch you gotone foot. When it comes to rap,
I demonstrate when it comes to legs, man, and you take you

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fucked your motherfucking best friend man.Don't you know your mama, dad,
children? But that was a longtime ago. While you bringing that up,
you sully, that bitch things she'ssmart with Megan's law. You ain't
smart, you little fart. Andwhen it comes to feet, I have
to And when it comes to Megan, oohoo oo out like your foot.

(12:33):
I'm the queen of rap, youthe queen of foot. Buy a lateral
feet, buy a lateral feet,manage god By a lateral feet and you
got five minutes to apologize? Whyno feet foot foot for foot Nicki minaj

(12:58):
Nikki they have a joke of Barby, let's get it. Yes, that's
literally and that was not good,Like that is so simple, Like I
think I just have a soft spotin my heart for stupidity, like it
was so stupid. Well, I'mexcited to see what Meghan says next,
because I feel like Meghan. Imean, Nikky got bars too. That's
why I was disappointed in this record. But we'll see what Mackey said,

(13:22):
Mickey, what Meghan says she haseven Nicky hinted for like like another song
right like in the outro. Ohyeah yeah, yeah yeah part two yeah
oh yes, yes, yes,girl better be about on the part line.
Even I have something really real onher now she has time and like

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the slushame like y'all rap about thesame ship. I'll summer, we'll appen
to that. What was talking aboutwhen she says fucking your best friend man
is crazy? Fucking your best man'sfriend, I don't know. Get again,
it's all this like tea and I'mlike, I don't know what the
hell is going on. I watchedlike a a bunch of different youtubeas after

(14:05):
on my way to school, LikeI just listening to it for an hour,
like so everyone's everyone's got their ownlittle story to it. You crazy,
I don't know. Crazy. Chrisis here for her. She's he's
saying, thank you, doing itfor the culture. I am not.
But so far Megan hasn't said anything. She did announce that she is going

(14:26):
to be going on tour soon,though, so I don't know. I
feel like there's a lot more tocome. She's not doing it for the
culture. Yes you are. Nono, no, no no no,
you're TEMI on this. I'm tMegan. It's it's here bar versus the
hotties. You want you major lionsclear Chris. Wow, It's okay.
Hell everyone let's talk as TV andI gotta talk Chris Selda on Netflix.

(14:52):
Did you watch it, Chris?I started to watch it, but it's
all Spanish, so I could not, like do my homework and watch it.
Yeah, but honestly, the firstthirty minutes I was watching acting.
She is an actor, av Didyou watch it? Not yet? Not
yet? I love Sophia. Sheis doing what it needs to be done.

(15:13):
This is not Modern Family, y'all. Oh my god, no,
no, no, did you finishit? Yes? Oh my god.
I stood up till like nine inthe morning like a fucking crackhead, and
I got up till episode five andspoiler alert, Oh damn it. Wait
yeah, okay, I want there'ssix episodes only, right, yeah,
okay, this is my only spoiler. This bitch start hitting the crack pipe

(15:35):
and I'm like, all she hadto do was not do crack. You
could have been run and ship.But no. That episode five, you
guys, is absolutely insane, Likewhen she started hitting crack. This party
episode, like she goes crazy andshe starts making people do weird. She
starts being paranoid as fuck. Yeah, I'm logan to be like, nah,
brah, I got I gotta goto bed. That's so that's when
I stopped watching about Shout out toproducer Chris. We have another Chris here.

(15:58):
Say hi, Chris say hi onthe line. Yeah, Hello,
his name is also Chris. Heis recording videos. He's gonna get us
clips so we could be you knowsocial. Yeah. Griselda on Netflix if
you don't know, it's about GriseldaBlanco, known as the black widow,

(16:18):
the cocaine godmother. She like ranColumbia. She was a drug lord.
The show starts off with like aquote from Pablo Escobar that's like, the
only man I ever feared was awoman named Garcelda. I don't know if
that's true. I feel like theyjust do that in for the show.
Wait, it is powerful, butit's true. I need to fact check
that one, you know, don'tI was assuming. I was assuming she
was like's wife or something. She'sher own, no relation. I did

(16:44):
see that. I was like,oh shit, okay, no, no,
nothing, okay, cool, wow. But it's always the female stories.
We don't hear you, hear youhear about your Pablo escobars. Who
the hell is Griselda? Don't know, I'm gonna find out. Yeah,
which she's pretty popular, but kidding, yeah, she should like the documentary.
Okay. Anyways, there's literally awhole record label rab group named Griselda.

(17:11):
Yeah you never heard Griselda only becauseyou've showed me them. Okay,
well, I mean she's a legend. And Sophia she did do an interview
saying I guess her one of herbrothers, like, because I think people
were coming for her a little bit. People are fed up with these glorified

(17:32):
stories of people who are not goodpeople, But I feel like it's still
a story that needs to be toldanyway. Sophia in the interview, she
said, I guess she had abrother that like died like in the cartel
too, So it's very interesting hearingthat POV like her going into it.
But yeah, she was acting forsure. I thought she did so good.
I thought she did her big one. I mean, she's been around
forever, so I don't want tosay like this is her breakout, but

(17:56):
she did kill it. Carol gwasn't it? Oh my god? Like
such a little Vattie. I loveher and maybe love her more. She
had very small parts, but likeevery scene, I was like, this
switch is acting too, I think. So I saw something like a clip
that said it was. But thenI saw people in the comments like,
no, she was in this too, So I don't know. I gotta

(18:18):
fact check that one. Yeah,Like she had a couple of lines.
Like she wasn't a main character oranything, but she is like someone that
like Grisella looks out for her.I mean, she's like one of the
prostitutes that like helps her local cocaine. That no, but the the story
was really good. I thought themain guy that she ends up with,
Dario or something. I don't knowhis real name, fine as fuck.

(18:41):
I I keep saying pictures of himon Twitter. She should have kept him
around. He was fine as hell. Shout out to him. There's this
other guy in it. I thinkhis name is Rivy. I need to
get the names down, so I'msorry. I know the spoiler guys.
But at the end, he likethere he basically it kind of hints that
he's gonna stitch on her so hecould get less time. He goes in

(19:03):
there and he starts having phone sexwith one of the like DA assistants or
whatever. Wow, And the wholecase has to get thrown away because he
did that. So he's like,you're welcome, bitch, and it's so
insane. I googled it. That'sthat really happened. Wow. So he
kind of like threw himself under thebus or like made like like he helped
her out. Yeah, damn hewas. I was like, Donia was

(19:25):
the finest, but really was therealist. He's kind of a real one
for that. I can't believe thatreally happened. So just are like having
phone sex, didn't know it wasrecorded with this criminal, this drug lord,
murderer. So who's looking for her, like the FBI or yeah,
everyone everyone, they find her.Yeah, she ends up going to jail
and then the real story They don'tput this in there, but when she

(19:45):
like gets so, I guess shewas known for killing people, having her
hitman come up in motorcycles and she'sdoing them in the head. That's how
she killed a lot of people.Wow, so went to prison. Is
totally out of the drug thing,right, sixty nine years old and someone
her that way? None who didit coming back after all these years.

(20:06):
That's the way it is used too. Yeah, yeah, we get that
ass. Sure she made a lotof enemies. But one of her sons,
the only one living, Yes,I came out and I guess he
was upset because he was like,they got my mom looking hella ugly,
like she's like this nasty woman andlike she was actually really pretty back in

(20:26):
the day if you google her.Sorry, Grisilla was ugly. She was
not cute. Okay maybe when shewas younger. Sure, here's my thing.
They have Sophia playing her mom likethey really just put her prosthetic nose.
Maybe they gave her some wrinkles,but she still looks like I was
gonna say, she did look veryI think she looked kind of different though.
I mean, yeah, yeah,she said the bakup did good,
but they she still look like,Okay, they gave her like chin and

(20:49):
like a jaw, like, yeah, they gave her that fake ass nose.
Wait, I gotta google her.I need to see that. But
if you look at the real girllike Sophia is still not looking like her,
you know what I mean. Andso I'm just like, dude,
oh sorry, exactly look like dakills Selena. Okay, so she looks

(21:11):
nothing like her, even though theydid ugly Sophia up for sure, show
in the room right now. Shewas on Kelly Clarkson talking about Sofia.
Yeah, she was on Kelly Clarksontalking about that transformation, and Kelly was
like, no, it doesn't evenlook like he looks so good. She
was like, she was like no, it took hours and wigs and all
this stuff. Kelly is like,basic, but it is she She looks

(21:37):
like it could be her own personor like a relative of Sophia, right
I agree, I don't. Idon't think it was that drastic. Like
do you remember Monster, the movieMonster who started that they made her?
Yeah? Right, it was likeabout that like killed telling people, but
she like got raped. Like itwas like it was like based on a
true story. What's her name?She's Hella pretty. Charlie's the throne.

(22:04):
No, yeah, Charlie's the throne, right, yes? Yeah, yeah,
Oh she looks Do you see it? Did you google it? Yeah?
Like that is a transformation right there. That is a beautiful woman turned
ugly. Can't even recognize her exactly. I do think they ugly Sophia up
for sure, Like we know she'snot that bad, but like, bro,
they still got a bad ass bitchplaying your mom. Also, this,

(22:26):
at the end of the day,this woman is in charge of hundreds,
hundreds of families dying, like ruiningColumbia if your mom, her legacy
is known to be this nasty,ugly, fucking woman, so be it.
Sorry, she's not a good person. So that's the last thing.
I'm like, Oh no, theydidn't make her look pretty, like should
I right? And he actually istrying to sue, right, oh is

(22:47):
he? Yeah? So he's suingNetflix and Sophia. Oh damn. So
I don't know how that's going toturn out. But I don't know if
even all these BioPen, like fuckingwas her name? Rosie was her name?
Gypsy army, Gypsy army girl.I couldnot No, Yeah, they're

(23:11):
always like going to make a documentary. But I thought it was really good.
I do feel like the end wasa little rush and I was just
like out, yeah, that's reallyfast. The hour an hour long?
Yeah, they're pretty long. Ithink they're an hour long because I feel
like it was along. There werelong episodes, but I feel like it
was rushed. The end was alittle rushed, and I feel like they
left out a lot of stuff,Like I don't know they could have done

(23:32):
more about like her upbringing, becauselike she didn't go through a lot.
I think her mom used to beather, and like they kind of just
show her like, oh poor,oh I gotta go sell drugs. Do
you think maybe that's why the Sun'supset too, because like I'm assuming he
knew his mom enough to know,like, oh that this past of hers
is what kind of led to thedecision she was making. Right, I
don't know, I didn't even knowhe was like suing and everything. So

(23:56):
but maybe she died in twenty twelve. Yeah, maybe he is like y'all
don't get the whole story right,kind of like with the whole Selena thing.
Remember when the series came out,they had issues with that too.
Oh my god, Yeah, theyscrewed that one up, those terrible family
or Chris was upset and like thestory being like warped supposedly and stuff like
that. So but yeah, Ithought, I mean, it's definitely still

(24:19):
watchable though it's really good. Iknow I'm not above the whole like,
don't glorify it. It is bad, but you don't love me a little
gangster? Okay, So I wastuned in. I thought it was really
good. A lot of people inthe Bay and beyond are upset because I
did leave out Charles Crosby so afterI think he wrote her when he was
in jail, and she dated himfor a long time and he's from Oakland

(24:42):
and he's like the only boyfriend thatshe did not at least put a hit
out or kill real Oakland legend.Okay, Danny Griselda, it was down.
I guess that there's another documentary TheCocaine Cowboys or whatever that tells the
story of her and he is mentionedin it. But a little racist.
You don't leave in her black boyfriendloving her life, the only one that

(25:04):
finessed her from Oakland. We leavethat one out. But maybe because it
was like afterwards, like you know, after she went in prison, they
were dating, so maybe that's thereason. But still they could have they
could put my guy in there.Wow, So that was kind of whack,
and they kind of had this wholehero cop situation like this girl that's
a cop. She knew the wholetime that it was Gricella. No one
believed her because it was a girllike that shouldn't happen. It was a
guy that I did it. Theycould have left out the hero cop and

(25:26):
put Charles Crosby in it instead,I think, but you know, it
is what it is. But Ithought it was really good. So if
you watch Grosella on Netflix, letus know, hit us up on socials
at Underscore, FTR pod or atAngelina on ear. I said, bitch,
if you wanted to go to tailoris, just tell her brother you

(25:47):
want to go to Taylor's. Yousaid that, Oh, hell, yeah,
man, I laid it out right, I said, I said,
I says, I said, bitch, bitch, Chris. I know you
have a topic, a story,but real quick, I gotta tell you
guys, I went on my veryfirst hinge date. Wow. It wait
so good, but I do wantto share one when it's a thing.

(26:12):
Yeah. So we're back on theapps kind of not really. I feel
like I matched with like two peoplethat I was actually talking to, well
kind of, I wouldn't say talking, but it's the only two people I
said hi to didn't let the matchexpire whatever. And this person was he
had the energy. He was like, when are we going on a date?
Let me get your number or yoursocials whatever whatever. Is the guy

(26:36):
who you said you didn't have anInstagram? Oh yeah, Chris, I
say that to everyone. Okay,I guess that could be another question you
guys on the dating apps, Like, I don't want to tell people my
Instagram right away because, first ofall, yeah, I don't know if
I want people to know right awaythat I'm in radio. They always I
don't know. I don't know whatit is. It's just like you gotta
ask a bunch of questions. Idon't know. I don't know. They

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try to be they try to likeidentify with you, like, oh,
I've always been on I've always wantedto be on radio, or like oh,
you know, I don't know.They try to like make it make
a connection there. I really don'tknow what it is that bothers me,
but I feel like it if itcomes like this whole thing about like my
career, and I'm like, Idon't want to make my career my personality,
or like, yeah, I don'teven know if I want you to
know that I'm on the radio yet, like definitely don't know, like fucking
celebrity or anything. But it's verylike a public profile type of jobs.

(27:23):
I don't know. I don't knowif I want people to know that.
They're like there's so much to explainabout it that people have one idea about
radio and that's not really what itis. I feel like I'm really passionate
about my job and what I do. There's a lot of misconceptions about it,
and it's if there's layers like yougotta deal with the questions like oh
do people listen to radio? Orif the person automatically says they don't listen
to radio. It's like, Okay, I didn't ask you, you just
asked me. What I do?It just explaining things. We got our

(27:48):
job, like trying to make usto be influencers. So that's all over
my socials, explaining stuff, explainhow music works. God forbid, this
person is actually into music or knowsomeone that's into music, and I got
to tell them I can't get theircousin song played on the radio. It
doesn't work that way. And theneven my station specifically went through something really
tragic with the loss of JV.Like if they want to talk about that,
I don't want to get into it. We went through something traumatic,

(28:10):
Like it's just like layers of stuffI don't want to get into right away.
I don't want to talk about myjob right away. Everybody knows for
like, I don't have all thatstuff right away. You know what I
mean? That makes sense? Okay, you know each other first, you
know. Yeah, So I alwayssay I work as Zara. How have
you ever worked at Zara? No? Never, I do work at close

(28:33):
my first job. Okay. Ialways say work at AARA, and they're
like, what are you doing?I know they never work that far,
but they'll be like, oh,what do you do that. I'm like,
you know, people figure out whatthey want to wear, check,
come out, put it in thebag and love me Zora. Or I

(28:53):
will mention my other jobs that Ihave, Like I will be like,
oh, you know, I'm aboard member for nonprofit reading partners like sports,
like I do stadium announcing. Likemaybe I'll mention that like the Santa
Cruz Warriors. I mentioned that kindof stuff, like I'm in voice work
and work for partners, but Ileave out I say all my jobs except
for radio. When is the righttime, I'm not. I haven't gotten

(29:15):
that far. Like I literally don'tgo out any date. So that's something
like I don't know these people,you know, Like okays, when I
met this guy, like right away, he was like, oh, what
do you do for work? Again, because I was like dodging the question
via text, but I already gotlike a vibe of him. I was
like, oh, you know,I lied, I do have Instagram.
I'm like, this is what Ido, and he he No, me
and this man have nothing in common. I want to start by saying that,
like like even this little stuff thatwe were talking about, like food,

(29:36):
we like like everything was complete opposite, but like there was chemistry,
like we were bonding, but likeI can tell you, like doesn't give
a funk about radio. So hewas like, oh that's cool. But
it wasn't like, oh my god, what station, which I'm like,
okay, either he doesn't give ashit or what if he's like, butch
already now I know who you are. I was just gonna ask you you
ever like actually thinking of that theatNo, there's people I see, like
you know, when you're looking throughpeople that like you, they're like,

(29:59):
say something about wild I'm like,oh, absolutely not. But no,
I've never had anyone. But thatis a scary part. I'm like,
what up in the back of theirhair? They're like, bitch, actually,
yeah you are, Like that's kindof fucked up. One of your
sixteen followers. Yeah no, buthe's not. He he didn't like harp
on it. I think he probablygot the vibes like or are you too,
Like, yeah, bitch, Idon't want to talk about work all
day either, you know, Likeit was very cool, that's cool,

(30:22):
good thing. But this is thefunny part. I mean not really,
it's not really funny. It's terrible. You guys, I forget. I
know, I'm gonna tell the roomright now. So I'm going into this
date. And I mean, Ithink he's cute. You guys don't always
say like a little dash bugly,so it's not like hell of fine,
but he's cute to me, alittle sprinkle. But all his pictures on
hand she has hat a hat on. Oh and I did notice. And

(30:47):
I'm texting my Frank Criscina because youknow, I give him my location just
a case they're about to get killed. Yeah, or I gotta make a
dash for it, you know.He comes and I like, he goes
to the bathroom. I'm like,oh my gosh. Like, no,
he's super cute. It's going reallygood. But I was like his hair's
I didn't say he's balding, butlike I was like, yes, there's
a little thin you know, yougot a little Edgar haircut. And it's
like finning, Like maybe he couldbe balding. That's what I'm saying.

(31:08):
Okay, later, me and him, we go, we get beers,
we go get dinner. He's like, let's go turn off, let's go
to hell a stranger. We goout to the bar and now we're like
kind of tipsy and we're like gettinga little more serious. You guys,
tell me what he tells me.He beat cancer twice, that's why he's
balding cancer. I was like,my jaw, you guys to the floor.

(31:37):
Wait, but did you mention thehair thing? No? I would
text I literally like when he wentabout I was like, bitch, tell
me why he has cancer. Hedoesn't have he beat it twice? My
god, do you have an explanation? Like you know, you have an
explanation on that's terrible. On thehair, Okay, you're not really balding.

(31:59):
What's something hair? Oh? Itwas like he probably saw you staring
at his head and was like it'scancer. What are you looking at?
Oh my No, that is sosad. Like he's so young, that's
so sad. No, he seemslike he's called this family, got a
family business. He's hanging out withhis friends all the time. He's a
joint. Life is normal. That'sI know that. Like I was like,

(32:23):
oh, I really did not know. I was like kind of over
sharing a little bit. First date. What kind of cancer do we know?
Did you ask? Maybe we don't, Maybe we don't. I think
we let him share what they wantto share. Is that kind of a
lot to share on a first day? Though, Yeah, I think it
could be a conversation starter, dependingon how because I don't even know how
he got to that point. Itkind of was like, you know what

(32:44):
I mean, like, had hebeen like it's still like mentally messing with
him or something like that, andthat maybe not but that's true. Well
no, and then like what youjust said, if he's fine, he's
living life, obviously he's past thatand now he's like, now I'm going
to focus on living, you know. So, dude, I'm hella.

(33:04):
I get really weird and uncomfortable,and when if you bring up like a
serious conversation, I'm hella nosy andI will ask ye so, but I'm
just I get I know, right, yeah yeah, And I was yeah,
yeah, I would just be likeI think I did ask, but
he didn't really I didn't really understandhis answer. I'd be shocked. Yeah
it's good. Maybe that's good foryou. I mean good that you don't
have to I'm gonna check my cancerliterally hand understanding club when he tells me

(33:29):
this, it's like music is lasting. By the way, it's like that
picture, the picture of the guygirls here, that's so bad. That's
up. I'm so sorry. Idid ask him what kind? And I
feel like he like kind of wentback and didn't want to talk about it,
like yeah, that's cool though weird, Yeah that's so I like kind

(33:51):
of like serious the middle in themiddle dance for yeah, yeah yeah yeah
from my club from my homies,I got cancer, what records? I'm
so sorry? Do you want todo you want to go to the corner
and like do you want to talkabout it? No? Seriously no,

(34:13):
but actually so sad. Yeah.It took a while for me to process,
like right away, I'm just likemy job was to the floor.
I was like, uh, that'sso sad. I'm so sorry, Like
are you okay? Like what kindwas it? Like what and like and
that's when he was like, oh, I feel like maybe he like immediately
regarded it once he said it,like like where that go from? Maybe
if you're like how your reaction?You know what I mean? Because some

(34:35):
people they start treating you different whenyou know you've been through something. You
know what I'm saying, Yeah,well yeah or he's lying. He was
like, I know how to geton my pants. This is the last
card. Yeah, maybe he wantsthat to have. I hope you wid
be psychotic, Yeah, psychotic.Yeah, I get it. You don't

(34:58):
You don't ever want to like pityanyone like I'm not here to pay you.
Honestly, I'm really big on thattoo, because I don't like that
either. So like when someone doesopen up to me, I don't want
to make them feel like I'm sosorry, like I'm not. I didn't
want to act like that, especiallylike I really appreciate when someone exactly,
I really appreciate when people open upto me, and I don't want them

(35:19):
to like stop, And I knowhow that feels to not want to like
I'm not telling you this to belike oh you know, that's the last
thing I wanted. But I'd ratherhave silence. But maybe I don't know.
Maybe I think I was. Itjust kind of came out of nowhere,
So I think my face is like, oh my god, in a
circumstance to like if you're literally drinkingout, like usually that's not a setting
for those kinds of conversations, youknow. Yeah, yeah that was nice

(35:39):
and maybe I'll edit it off thepodcast because that's talking about Like producer Chris
is like, no, there's nogoing back recording. I'll debate, bring
this off if we end up editingit. Guys, just know I shared
something crazy about how date. Butthe day after that what amazing. So

(36:00):
you can listen to it on herPatreon. Just kidding. She didn't have
yet. You got to pay forthat. You have to pay for that
t baby with it. That wasliterally on Sunden Saturday, Saturday. Yeah,
no, this is literally just hardagain I think so so Yeah.
I mean we've been kind of texting, not like super serious texting at all,

(36:21):
but I have talked to him sincethe first date and I'd be down
to hang out with him again.It went really well, was the rest
of the night, No, itwent great. Did he sleepover in your
mouth? Oh? My mouth terrible? I don't kiss and tell, but
it went really good. I hada great night, and I feel like
I needed like a good date,like I have not gone on a real
date in a long time. Itold myself I want to go on real

(36:44):
dates and be a regular single person. And I feel like it was all
the things, like we had agreat conversation, got to know each other,
got dinner, god, drinks,went dancing. Like even if it
ended horrible, or even if Idecided I didn't like this person, like
it was want to be perfect anyway, because that's the first up of me
going on a real date. Andthat's exactly what that was. So I

(37:04):
enjoyed myself and it was a steptowards me going on dates and being more
open. Now. I literally I'mnot gone, literally yours you guys,
where'd you go for dinner? No? You know what? We're not getting
told? Oh, but you're gonnatell me else. Pray, we pray,

(37:29):
we prayed, not come over topray. And no, no,
no, no, no, that'ssay you were dating. Actually say you
got to say, say you gota partner. I'm kind of I'm kind
of going into my little story,okay, because I was talking to my
friend and they told me it's crazya story. Don't get me wrong.
I love this bitch to death,but she kind of weird. And I

(37:49):
tell her, I'm like, bitch, you're crazy, you are insane,
but I love the funk out ofher. I've become friends with Yes,
really do I really do? Thisbitch is crazy, But I'm just like
kind of iconic. Would you everget like a matching tattoo with you?
I have a matching tattoo with yourpartner, with your partner, your partner,

(38:09):
your boyfriend, your girlfriend, ProducerChris, would you have a matching
tattoo? I do? I havea matching tattoo right here with your partner.
It's not my partner no more.Oh it's like it's kind of up
like dating afterwards, like because theywould always see the other tattoos and then
this when I would never bring upand like he's pointing to his pinky way,

(38:30):
Yeah, I got a little heartlike sometimes like it would just come
up and then I'll just be likemy ham would be like this and like,
oh what is that? And Idon't like to last I'm gonna just
tell you the truth, because yeah, you saved you a conversation because this
person and I still see her sometimesand I mean, okay, so you
like, okay, yeah, I'mfriends with all my exes. I don't
see no problem with it me too. You never know when it's like Shaton
your drives, I don't know,it depends you just like the roster you

(38:54):
like, do you just like tokeep your roster. Like, No,
I don't like to keep out.I like to have a piece of mind.
I don't like to have a rosterbecause I don't like someone hitting me
up asking how my day is.I'm trying to I got ship to do
nothing. But you just said youlike people. You just said if you're
dry, you gotta have something.That's a roster. That's what you got.
You always got them on a benchroster if you're fucking someone. Yeah,

(39:15):
I've been single for like a yearroight okay, yeah, Now I
wanted to focus on myself and letme ask you this, But you got
justin You keep them on the bench, ye know, I keep you got
to keep goes on the bench becauseyou don't want to get bored. But
I think like you got to likesometimes you like forget how to do it
sometimes. But I also feel likeabout sex now with all, if you
don't if you don't have like sexat least like at least like twice a

(39:35):
month, like I feel like,goes to like your stammaa goes down.
No, I understand why you keepsomeone around to you know, but every
I feel like sometimes you got tomake a trade, like this player is
well anymore, I think you stillbe friends with your ex. I don't
know about keeping every X on theroster. I literally live with h but

(40:00):
she's a girl. Back to thecompetent. I do have magic tattoos.
Okay, okay, what happened?You still have it? So it hurts
to take off. So that's theonly reason why you have it's your heart
to take off or I don't wantto get more tattoos around here. So
like, it's like, so thequestion is would you cover it up?

(40:21):
No, that's fucked up. We'restill so like, okay, okay,
I probably wouldn't get it to beginwith. We'd have to be very like
yeah, die Hard, you're myperson. Yeah yeah, yeah. And
even then I think i'd get itif she wanted me to. I don't
think that comes from me. Yeahyou know what I mean? Yeah,
okay, So let me tell you. Let me tell you about my friend.

(40:44):
This bitch she is Dady was datingthis guy and he had this tattoo
of like it was like a sunsetor something something. He's an artist,
so he drew it or whatever andit was on him. They break up.
The first thing that she does whenthey break up is go get that
tattoo because she wanted to have apiece to remember that's not a match match

(41:15):
with him by herself. That's crazy. Is that crazy? Is that crazy?
Okay, Okay, I don't wantto call it crazy. But she's
still my friend. So no.But but she told me that, I
was like, are you Does shedo that with every guy she day?
It's like, literally she has spendingher arm so this one. She has

(41:37):
other tattoos. That was my firstquestion. I was like, girl,
what's up with the other? Havea little black? But yeah, you
know you want to keep a littleitem, like oh yeah, Johnny gave
me this a teddy bear. Shewanted to like have like I loved him
so much and wanted to like,I still want to keep a piece of

(41:59):
it with me. I guess that'swhy. So she got the same tattoo
as him. And first of all, it's his drawing. And they broke
up. It was kind of bad, It was kind of rough, and
they kind of reconciled back together,and he recently asked her to cover it
up. So so what are wethinking people? Is it her body,

(42:20):
her rights or should she honor himby covering it up? Or I don't
know, you know, so manythings are going through my head, right,
you know what, right period period, I was the guy. I
don't think i'd asked her to removeit, because not my problem, that's
on you at this point. Yeah, I think, you know, yeah,

(42:42):
what if someone got your face thoughafter you broke up? I don't
want to be after that, Like, and it doesn't say anything about about
me at that point though, solike I'm not tripping. Yeah, I
better be a good one. No, that's crazy, that's wild. So

(43:04):
then we're not really doing and thenlike she's all like you got that matching
tattoo, and like she's forever gonnahate it. Right then we get married
and then I take it off.You have the best wedding gift. Take
it off. Stop not as westill love her. Yeah, I do
feel like when it comes to gettingstuff removed, like not even with lovers,
like it's not necessarily like oh ifI get this moved, that means

(43:27):
I hate them, And it's allthe same like some people are just like
in a different space like one,Yeah, we're not together anymore. So
I thought this meant something. Itdoesn't mean the same thing. It means
to me anymore, So that couldbe a reason to change it, or
you're just like somewhere different in life. I don't know if I want to
put this person on blast, butthere are someone that's very close to me,
say that had a matching tattoo withtheir friend, and these two guys
actually like okay, okay, andlike, I don't know, they like

(43:52):
years past, and the other friendend up going to the army and got
it covered. And the person closeto me was actually like a little hurt
about it. Yeah, because itwas I think it was like kind of
final, like oh, was itlike a raiter tattoo or like a best
friends forever tattoo? It was likea batman and Robin oh to the military
and had to take it off orno, he didn't have to. But

(44:14):
I think I think he's just likeI think years passed and maybe it was
already that, like I think somuch life was happening to them, but
it was kind of one of thoselike you know what always brothers. Maybe
that was more of a like arewe I don't know, someone bully him
into covering it up. No,I don't think it was any of that.
But I just think people like ifI haven't talked to in years.
You know, we're just like indifferent places. I don't know. Wait,
you know what actually this actually onyour body is like a big part

(44:37):
of this big like it's a bignot a big deal, but like it's
a commitment. Yeah, tattoo isa commitment, you guys. My first
tattoo my family. Every time someonedies, they get a tattoo with that
person, and I think it's sodepressing. And I was like, I'm
gonna get tatooed my mom because Iwant her to see it while she's here,
Like that was the whole reason Igot a first one. And she
like, now my mom is thehappiest person ever. But I feel like

(44:58):
before it was hard to get herto smile in pictures. So there's one
picture I was like in love withthat she's smiling. So I got a
portrait of her. Bitch. Iwant to get this covered up because I
as time goes each and every day, I'm looking more and more like my
mother. And like people think Ihave myself tattooed on myself that all the
time, especially if I'm wearing myglasses, people always like, is that
you mom? And then it's likeoh, with your mom, dad,

(45:20):
It's like, no, she's alive. Where do you have it right here?
You see? Oh? Okay,Yeah, I really do love that
tattoo. And if you know hermom, you're like, oh, that's
such a like it's a very staple, like she loves the hoodie and it's
a really pretty smile. It's it'sa gorgeous tattoo. They know I do

(45:42):
love it. I'm joking, butlike it is a commitment. Like there's
some things I did not think about, like I'm sure the same face forget
about that. But at least,like the tattoo is for you, right,
even if you did it for her, it's for you because you wanted
to, so you don't have toexplain it to anybody. Yeah, exactly
exactly all of that. But Iwill say with partners, I do think

(46:05):
it's okay. I mean, thatis a completely different situation. That is
not like we're getting matching tattoos.That is so different. That is a
very specific situation. I do feellike if because you know, there's people
who are like whatever about tattoos,which I think is cool as hell,
but I would say I'd be downto get a matching tattoo. The name
though, is where I john Like, I'm never gonna get somebody's name.
I'm never gonna get your face likethat stuff. Absolutely not because that is

(46:28):
with you forever. And okay,let's say we're forever, but forever it's
a mighty long time. But ifit's a matching tattoo that can be cute,
I can. It has to besomething that I'm cool with, Like
it's not just you, Like,okay, we both love Prince. I
got this prince tattoo, we breakup, I still love Prince bitch Like
this is okay. Like I'm sureshe is always gonna love sunsets. Yeah,

(46:50):
like she could play that off,you know, like when someone saw
that, I'm gonna be like,Who's whose sunset? Who sunset Bay?
You know, like that's it's notnecessarily someone's identity or someone else another person.
It's something like you have to kindof tell the story to know what
it is. Man, I havea story to tell, but I just
cannot say who it is. Okay, let's okay, can you say can

(47:13):
I say, hey, you'll bleepit. Okay, let's give you more
editing to do, Okay, Ijust say Okay, someone close to you.
Yeah, someone close to me again. This was dating this guy.
Say, this guy's name is Jack, and she got Jack's name tattude like
tramp stamp, like literally broke upwith him, got a tattoo over it

(47:39):
Jack, like a load, likea lotus flower, like over the name
Jack, and then started dating himagain. It got Jack again above the
you don't expected people are just likewhatever about tattoos. I just got a
little respect for you. And thenI know it's like a really big lotus

(48:00):
flower because now she's maybe it allyeah again, yeah, yeah, no,
no, she stops, she stopped. There's other ways to show love.
I feel like we gotta start myother loved one. Okay, well
she just got she got a matchingtattoo with her best friend and she did

(48:23):
cover it up. But I'm like, I'm thinking, like they still do
talk now, so I'm like,why did she do that? It was
like I love you and Hebrew orI don't know this person, my uh,
I don't know. They were intheir Christian era, I don't know,
so they cut something like it wasbest friend of Hebrew or something.

(48:44):
But she got it up, coveredup. Now she's a nonbelieve it,
right. Yeah, I don't thinkthey had a falling out or anything.
Just think she disliked the tattoo.That's yeah, because you can grow out

(49:05):
of it, right, And thebeauty of life is you could change your
mind. Yeah, you know that'swait to end this. That's beautiful.
But okay, but it's a littlehard to change my mind with the tattoo.
It's not just like I changed mymind about this tattoo. You gotta
go. You can change my mindhow you feel about it, yeah,
okay, yeah, always you couldremove it, you could cover it up

(49:27):
or if and who cares. Youknow, that's beautiful, that's beautiful.
Tattoos are crazy, bro, Let'ssee. That's a commitment. Yeah,
my girl, she she that.I was like, after, I'm my
girl. I've been saying this,but you're a little different. And I

(49:47):
can see like if he died,you know, like I want to remember
his memory well alive, alive,and well that ship was hilarious, you
know what. I love her becauseshe's so secure in herself and she like
made this decision like I'm gonna dothis, and that's why I funk with
her. Tough, but it's likeyou're how long after I'm pretty delulu tattoo.

(50:10):
Well, they broke up around tenam and she was at the tattoo
parlor around one pm same day,same day. Because I asked that question
to let me think, so shehad a healed from the break. Maybe
maybe you don't even process. Maybeyou don't even process change their mind.

(50:32):
They didn't even have the like confirmationtalk. I'll just say she was done.
She was done. She was shewas done, and that was her
final. Yeah, she was like, I'm done. I'm trying to process.
I'm trying to process that. Yeah, Okay, I gotta respect the

(50:53):
amount of delulu, you know,like yeah, yeah, yeah, I
know I'm pretty delusional too. Butthat's like, yeah, she's standing,
she's standing on business. Okay,dog dog, that's crazy to the end,
to the end. We're in thesame program together. So okay,
well question, No, I wouldnot get my ex tattooed or my significant

(51:19):
other. Yeah, definitely not givethem tattoo after we break up. But
imagine tattoo is okay, like atleast with her, at least, it's
just like a little memory. That'sthat's cute, that's cute, and like
she could always lie about why shegot it. Yeah yeah, yeah No.
If she's just far, I don'tsee her being a bish alive on
nothing. I don't think that's herstyle. This reminds me of Johnny,

(51:47):
breaks me back to the good times. Oh my god, she's in her
kids like the sunset. You couldhave had a different daddy, such a
dead add This always reminds me thatyou could have on your other daddy,
on your other daddy, other daddy, other daddy, on your other daddy.
Don't you know, drick it ifyou farm prick Dorick. Just walk

(52:23):
a wacked, Just walk a wacked, Just walk a wacked, Just walk
a wacked, Just walk a wack. It the record record. Wait