I GOT BANNED ON TIKTOK LIVE

In tonight's episode of Crystal's Nightcap, I got banned on Tiktok live, let's go wedding dress shopping, we're also looking for Zaddy's wedding band, a record label rep had me sideways, it got wild on the subway platform, and MORE!

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hello to your beautiful chin Chomper. It's Crystal Little Saz
back with another episode of Crystal's Nightcap tonight. Let's see
what tonight. Let's see what kind of wedding dress Zaddi
wants to see me in, because I actually go a
wedding dress shopping. We also go a ring shopping for Zaddi.
I'm pretty much on the wheel of fortune. This record
label rep had me so sideways and you're not going

(00:22):
to believe what happened to me on the subway platform.

Speaker 2 (00:25):
Hello, who's in here? It's so dark? Ew? What's dripping?
I step on something? You're now inside crystals? Case case furious.

Speaker 1 (00:39):
I am furious that we got banned today on TikTok Live.
I've been going live on TikTok maybe the past two
two and a half months.

Speaker 2 (00:49):
Every weekday, twelve thirty.

Speaker 1 (00:52):
Two, five or six, you know, during my live show
here at Z one hundred, and it's been such a hut.
I mean, we have this same rotation of ten people.
We got Huan in there, we have Teresa there, we
have Demien there, we have Nina Nina does vote in there,
we have Brandon, all of our besties, Juan I can't
even DJ Cody. We have so many amazing regulars in

(01:14):
our live every single afternoon. And I was a doo
dooo head and I don't remember like what the context was,
but I ended up accidentally saying a slur. I didn't
know it was like a mean slur because my gay
friends use it, and so like I said the word
and I was like, wait, is.

Speaker 2 (01:34):
That a slur? I don't know is it a slur?
Is this a slur? And I like, I was like,
but my twin is this? So I don't really know.

Speaker 1 (01:41):
And I now know that yes, it is a slur,
not the F word obviously, come on you guys, but
a different slur. And I got a notification on TikTok
that was like, hi, was this you? You are getting
your warning and if we give you another warning, you
were getting a stroke and your wording means that you

(02:01):
are banned off TikTok Live until.

Speaker 2 (02:03):
The twenty first, so a whole day week.

Speaker 1 (02:07):
And I'm just like what And so I look at
the video, I'm like dead ass saying that word. I'm
just like, oh my god, I didn't realize that it
was a slur. They're like, there's no hate speech allowed,
blah blah blah, harassment bullying guidelines.

Speaker 2 (02:18):
I was like, oh my gosh, I literally like.

Speaker 1 (02:22):
It caught me in four K. I'm not evenna lie
in four K there I am. But I did not
know that it was a slur. But I should have
edged on the side of caution number one and number two.
I didn't know that TikTok is looking at us that meticulously.
I don't say bad words.

Speaker 2 (02:36):
I don't.

Speaker 1 (02:37):
I'm like obviously cautious of what I say. I know
that there's kids watching on TikTok Live too, so I'm
usually very on point with those things, and I truly
did not think it was a slur. So now I'm
lost and confused and sad and alone and my it's
just it's just sad vibes, very sad, very hurt. But yeah,

(03:00):
that's pretty much what happened. So we're a ban off
TikTok Live. I don't even want to go on Instagram
live because there's just too many eyeballs, Like there is
too many, even though I have a lot more followers
on TikTok, Like my bosses are not on TikTok like that,
but they are on Instagram, and I don't not that
I do anything bad or I'm like.

Speaker 2 (03:17):
I just I don't. I don't.

Speaker 1 (03:19):
I don't want attention like that from people in my industry.
Like TikTok is just a whole other universe and parallel
dimension planet.

Speaker 2 (03:26):
Okay. I like that world.

Speaker 1 (03:28):
It's very loving, it's very forgiving, it's non judgmental. But
Instagram that's another beast. I don't really want to dobble
in that right now. So I used to go on
live sometimes on Instagram, like when I was doing them
my get readies and stuff.

Speaker 2 (03:43):
But we'll see. Hopefully we'll get back on the live soon.
How was your weekend? How was your week? Did you
have a good one?

Speaker 1 (03:51):
Let me know snapchat. I'm out lack Crystal role sas.
I had a.

Speaker 2 (03:54):
Very chill week. It was very very chill.

Speaker 1 (03:57):
I actually didn't really have any interviews, but this week
I have an interview ever single day, which is really nice.
I'll talk about my interview today in a little bit.
I want to get into the weekend and what I
did for the weekend.

Speaker 2 (04:08):
So pretty much.

Speaker 1 (04:10):
I am count down to me and Zaddi's wedding. We
are gonna get married this year, and I'm very excited
about it.

Speaker 2 (04:19):
We're gonna have We're gonna have.

Speaker 1 (04:21):
Two weddings, so I need to put the pedal to
the metal and start looking for my dress for my
first wedding. So I actually did make a Bartle dress
trying on appointment for this past weekend.

Speaker 2 (04:35):
I was I don't know, I was.

Speaker 1 (04:38):
I was edgy about going dress shopping alone because I
don't have my family out here, my close friends. I
do have some close friends here, some of them were
most of them were busy, so I didn't really want
to bother them and ask them if they wanted to
go with me. I ended up just deciding, you know what,
on TikTok, they say that it is good to go

(05:00):
shopping alone just so that you can not have anyone's
judgment and just.

Speaker 2 (05:02):
See the vibes for yourself.

Speaker 1 (05:03):
So even though I was kind of sad about going
alone dress shopping, I mean, obviously I've never been wearing
dress shopping before. I thought, you know what, let's just
get up, let's get dressed, let's look cute, and let's
go and let's do it. So I booked an appointment, obviously,
an appointment that is not charging because so many bridal
try on places charge these days. I'm like, girl, I
ain't got time for that right now. So I looked

(05:24):
for one around the city that they didn't charge. I
booked my appointment there, I got all dressed up, I
went off, I mosied on over and when I got
to the train, girl, I was wearing I wear these
all the time. We call them my Russian fur hats.
They're like pretty much a headband that has just faux
fur all over it. I love wearing them in the winter.

(05:46):
They're so cozy and warm. The problem is the back
of it is velcrow. The velcrow got stuck to the
back of my head, girl, And I'm not talking like
velcrow sneakers, just rip it off. No, girl, This was
like a fat piece of velcro that was lodged in
the back of my head and I could not get
it off. I had to ask a stranger on the platform,

(06:07):
God bless her soul. Her and name ended up being Laura.
But Laura was there for like five minutes wrestling with
this headband that was velcrodes stuck to the back of
my head. She finally yaded it off of me, and
I just thought, you know, people in New York are
so amazing and so nice. You know, It's a Saturday
morning and she's just finding her business. I'm over here
with a raccoon tail stuck to my head. I'm like, can.

Speaker 2 (06:27):
You just help me real quick? Please?

Speaker 1 (06:29):
Just holding the Starbucks in her hand, I'll grab her Starbucks.
And she ends up yeating it, yeating that thing off
my head, by the grace of God.

Speaker 2 (06:37):
And I just thank you, thank you was your name Lord?
Thank you Laura.

Speaker 1 (06:40):
I have a video of it. I posted on my
ig story. So that happened. But we pull up to
the bridal dress appointment in Soho and I have my dress.
Guy Allie, I already said, I already filed out a questionnaire,
and you gotta fill out a survey and a questionnaire
with the vibe that you're looking forward this that, And

(07:01):
he whipped out a few dresses for me. He offered
me champagne or tea, and I opted in for some tea.
I didn't want to be slurry trying all my dresses.

Speaker 2 (07:09):
Like girl.

Speaker 1 (07:10):
Imatally facetimed a sound that my beautiful mother and I
was like, hey, mom, do you want to be on
FaceTime with me? While I try on dresses. She's like, absolutely,
so I didn't even really feel alone. First of all,
Olie was just an amazing vibe. He was such a sweetheart,
this little skinny, gay white man, and he was a
vibe like he had like a rhinestone belt on and
some pretty accessories. Like he just looked like he had

(07:31):
like a low key outfit, but like high key accessories.
And I like that, like I respected that. So just
him looking at him, I'm like, we're on the same
vibe here. So he brings out one, like he brings
out a few dresses. He brings out like two lacey dresses,
like one satin dress. I try on the first lacey,
long sleeve, long cut, boobies chechees out, and I'm trying

(07:56):
on that one, and I look banging, Like I look
so banging.

Speaker 2 (07:59):
I will.

Speaker 1 (08:00):
I'm in the process of trying to lose ten to
fifteen pounds for the wedding. But when I tried this
dress on it, I'm like, girls looking slim thick, I
don't dang, I look bombing this.

Speaker 2 (08:10):
I'm turning around.

Speaker 1 (08:11):
I'm like, I don't even need no butt pads. I
don't need hippads. I don't need butt pads. I'm looking good, dang.

Speaker 2 (08:16):
So we tried that one on. It was cute.

Speaker 1 (08:20):
I didn't feel like, oh my gosh. So that we
tried on the second lacy one, and that one was
pretty too. Arms were exposed for this one.

Speaker 2 (08:28):
It was nice.

Speaker 1 (08:30):
We tried on a satin moment and I really like
the satin. I really like the satin. And then we
tried on a very just plain looking dress. We're gonna
have a garden wedding. The first one is a garden wedding,
so I'm kind of flipping flopping about styles. I definitely
want this one to be like Mermaid. I don't want
a long train for this one because it's a garden wedding.

(08:54):
So I'm trying them on, and I'm just kind of
getting a feel I feel when I'm Chinese on, like
I'm cosplaying someone that's about to get married, Like I'm
kind of having a little out of body experience because
I can't even really register that I'm actually wedding dress
shopping for myself. I've never been wedding dress shopping. I've
gone for a friend once before. I went with my

(09:16):
thea Eileen when her wedding was going on. So I've
only seen people wedding dress shop and it was a trip.
I'll tell you that, I'm just thinking, dang, I'm really
getting married. This is crazy that I'm wedding dress shopping.
So my mom is there and she's she's very self
aware with her inputs. She's not bombarding me. She's not
telling me that it's hidious, non, not that one like Sandra.

Speaker 2 (09:38):
She's with it, she.

Speaker 1 (09:39):
Knows the vibes. She's very just chill. She's not pressuring
me or making me feel no type of way. She's
letting me express how I feel about dresses before she
gives her two cents. So I'll be like, I don't know,
I just think that this one is a little too simple.
She's and this is that, she says. I agree. And
then when I felt like the dress was too simple,
I learned different things. Ali was helping me. He brought

(10:00):
out a Swavarski crystaled veil, gorgeous. He was bringing out
some want this, some long lacy gloves.

Speaker 2 (10:08):
So sexy.

Speaker 1 (10:09):
So even if you have a simple dress, he was
teaching me that you can dress it up with accessories,
which was great, and it was such a pleasant experience
with Ali, Like he was so fun. Him and I
were just kicking and laughing and making jokes. And at
one point he brought out a vata. He's like, you
know what you can also do instead of a veil,
you can do a robe. He brought out this huge
vata girl. I looked like a loofa. I look like

(10:30):
a white lufa. And I was laughing. I was just like,
let me cleaning down the aisle, yes, and we're cackling.
It was so crazy, it was so much. I'm really
thankful that I ended up going and I had a
really good time with my mom and FaceTime, and I
had a good time with Ali, and.

Speaker 2 (10:48):
I actually had a really good experience.

Speaker 1 (10:51):
So that was about an hour, and then afterwards I
was thinking, you know, I need to keep looking at
other addresses because I did not find what I liked there.
I already have photos that I've been searching for a
long time because I have two weddings I'm we're gonna
be doing. So I need one low key guarden wedding
dress and then I need another like bang like Bridgerton

(11:11):
Royalty dress for the second wedding we're going to have.

Speaker 2 (11:16):
So then in my head. I'm kind of bouncing back
and forth from the two.

Speaker 1 (11:19):
So I go to that place, I go on Google,
I look for other bridal shops around there, and I
go into another one. I don't have an appointment, obviously,
and I say, Hi, my name's Crystal. I don't have
an appointment. I'm just kind of browsing. Is it okay
if I just browse through your showroom? And they're like, sure,
come on in, take a look around, which is so nice.
Like I didn't think that they were going to be

(11:39):
that show I thought that even to look around at
the dresses, you're gonna have to have an appointment. But no,
they were really nice, and I was just looking through
all the different options. I talked to another bridal boutique,
same thing. I went to a very famous one out here.
The girlies know, the girlies know this name.

Speaker 2 (11:56):
It's called Gollia Galia Lahav.

Speaker 1 (12:01):
That's like the it extra bougie, crazy like dresses starting
at six k, like dream come true kind of dress.
I'm like, baby boo, if you're when not if when
your business pops off, hopefully for the second wedding, I
can get a dress from here. They're insane they're actually
kind of like a little much, which is crazy for
me to say, because I am a lot much, but.

Speaker 2 (12:23):
Even for me, that's that's kind of that's kind of
a lot.

Speaker 1 (12:26):
But so yeah, I learned a lot. I'm very thankful
that I went. Everywhere that I went was so nice.
I was really shook because I thought that here in
New York City they were going to be snooty or rude.
Even at the Galia place, they were really nice and
just let me look around and it looked like it.

Speaker 2 (12:41):
Was such a thing.

Speaker 1 (12:42):
And I'm really pleasantly surprised there was. Even when I
was skimming through the dresses that were all in the showrooms. Girl,
there's just so many options. That's the hard thing is
that there's so many options. The prices are ridonculous. Obviously,
I'm in New York City, so that's one discouraging thing.

(13:03):
It's just I'm not I'm really not trying to spend
a whole bunch of bands on a flipp and dress.
I'm gonna wear it for one day. Like I'm not
even mad about a secondhand dress. I'm not mad at
any of that. I've been looking on poshmar I've been
looking all over, girl, I'm about a hit Updatchgate, one
of those Dachkate.

Speaker 2 (13:18):
Things, because you know, we're learning.

Speaker 1 (13:21):
I don't know if you've saw this, but we're learning
now that on TikTok, all these name brand things that
we're buying, they really they're calling out Lululemon. China themselves
is calling out Lulu Lemon that they only cost four
dollars to make those leggings. I've never bought a pair
of Lulu Lemons because of that reason, because I'm like,
I'm not paying over one hundred dollars for a pair leggings.

Speaker 2 (13:39):
That's just not my style right now. But craziness crazy, So.

Speaker 1 (13:44):
Yeah, I might look at one of you know, the sites,
our good old Chinese brothers and sisters.

Speaker 2 (13:51):
Who knows?

Speaker 1 (13:52):
Do you have any ideas? Have you been wedding dress shopping?
What was the experience like for you? I'm excited because
my family soon So I did book an appointment for
me to go with my mom and my sister in
law and my prima and Awaitama. So I'm gonna be
going with them just to kind of get the experience
with them. But I honestly, I didn't really it was

(14:17):
cute or whatever. I think it'll be more fun with
my girlies and my bidemas and.

Speaker 2 (14:23):
My mom and Amma and.

Speaker 1 (14:24):
The flesh, just to kind of have that experience, right.
But I really think I'm just gonna get anything online.
So that's what's going on with wedding dresses. I was
talking to Zaddi about it because there is one dress
that I really liked. It's a low halter and it
has a really pretty bone in the back and then
it also has like hang sleeves, right, and so I

(14:50):
really liked that dress because it'd be perfect for a
garden wedding. And I was asking Zadi. I'm like, Babe,
do you want like my chee cheese to show or not?
And he's like a little like a little bit but classy.
You know, you don't have to go crazy, they don't
have to be able up my face, but a little bit,
you know, your class yourself, that'd be nice. I said,
what do you think about high neck, because Sandra, my

(15:13):
mom is not about it at all, he says. He
was going off. He's like, why the heck would you
want to cover your neck? Why are you trying to
look like a ninja? Turtle like, no, absolutely, you're gonna
be turtling down the wedding isle to me. No, absolutely, not,
like I want to at least see your neck please,
like blah blah blah. He's so he wants a little
cleavage exposed, which is fair, it's fair to him. But

(15:34):
then also he's like, you know, at the end of
the day, I just I want you to be happy,
so I know you're gonna look gorgeous in anything that
you like. He's so funny, like at first he was
so adamant about me and all word in a hi neek,
and then when I was trying to explain to him,
then he was like, oh, maybe, but we're gonna see
a girl. There are just so many options. It's a
freaking hot mess out here. We're also ring shopping for

(15:55):
Zaddy and light Way for me too. We we're talking
about my dresses, we're talking about his ring, and I've
been asking him what he wants. And I took him
to I don't know if I told you this or not,
but I took him to the Diamond District here in
New York City on forty seventh Street. Cardi b raps
about it. It's very famous. It's pretty. It kind of

(16:17):
gives Guyahones vibes.

Speaker 2 (16:20):
It's just a whole block where there's.

Speaker 1 (16:23):
Gold and diamonds and you can walk in and go
to different places and haggle and whatnot.

Speaker 2 (16:28):
I took him there. He had a panic attack. He
hated it.

Speaker 1 (16:30):
He thought it was ratchet and ghetto af so we
had to leave. But he wants to have me. He
wants to have a good wedding ring experience. So we're
talking about his wedding rings and different ones that he wanted.
He was walking into a store and I was on
FaceTime with him and we're asking about what he wants
on the ring. He just wants like a pretty simple ring,

(16:52):
and he says that he wants to get my name
engraved in it. He was like, I think I want
to do an engraving of your name. And I was like, oh,
I thought it was the sweetest thing ever. Like I
thought it was the nicest thing ever. And I was
just like, oh, Like I was shook. I was shook
that he even said that. I actually was going to
tell him, I actually, which is a funny thing. I

(17:13):
actually was going to tell him, you need to have
my name engraved like duh or something, because we've been
going back and forth about tattoos. I don't know if
I told you that me and Zaddy we don't have tattoos.
But I've always joked with him from when we first
started dating that I'm gonna get his name tattooed on me,
and he better get his name tattooed on him, and
that we're gonna do it when we get married, and

(17:34):
like we are dead ask getting like we are getting married, girl,
like we heart, we're getting married. So when he brought
up the engravement of the ring, I just said, oh wow,
oh okay, And he thought that I wasn't as excited
as like I should have been, and he was saying, okay, well,
I guess I don't have to I guess not. But
I was just so shook because I already in my
head was going to force him to get it engraved

(17:55):
like anyways, but him thinking of that himself, he was
just thinking, oh my gosh, I just so flip and sweet.
But I think I was just playing. I don't know,
I was just playing unimpressed or playing hard to get
for some stupid reason. He got but hurt that I
didn't care about. I'm just like, babe, I do care, Like,
are you kidding me? We're getting matching, We're getting tatoos,

(18:15):
We're getting tatoos of each other's name is duh And
I don't I don't know if he's still sold on that.
I'm fully still sold on that. I'm one hundred percent
getting that man tatted on me. I do not care.
If you told me you're getting your man's name tattered
on you, I would tell you absolutely not, Like, what
are you doing? But this is my man, this is
my husband, Like this is this is my twin flame,
this is my soulmate. We are getting our names tatted
on each other. I don't care what anybody says. Sorry, mom,

(18:37):
love you, But yeah, sorry, so that's happening too. I
still have to figure that out. I don't know if
I'm going to get a tatoo artist to come out
the day the night that we get married for us
to do it, or what that is. But super cute
that he, out of his own heart, wants to get
his name engraved, my name engraved on his ring. I'm
gonna get his name engraved on my ring when I

(18:58):
get my full setting done as well, and we made
an appointment to go look at rings here in New
York when he comes soon.

Speaker 2 (19:06):
So I'm really really excited about that.

Speaker 1 (19:09):
I have a jeweler out here that i've worked with
through iHeart and he's just so sweet and it's a
really nice location. It's really clean, it's in Soho, it's
in a perfect area, and I was just like, you
know what, I love this place. When I came to
work with them, I think I want to get his ring,
my ring and.

Speaker 2 (19:28):
His wedding present.

Speaker 1 (19:30):
I'm surprising him with the wedding present, something that he's
been needing for a while when it comes to jewelry.
So I'm excited about that. A lot of exciting things happening.
I mean, I forgot to tell you this. Oh my gosh.
So Zadi and I were talking about planning the wedding,
all the things, our garden wedding, and I was getting
a little overwhelmed. So he said, why don't you we
just ask her mom. So we call my mom, we

(19:51):
have a FaceTime with her and she's, oh, I know
the perfect place for food here. Oh, I know the
perfect for this that the rental, oh say less for
the rentals.

Speaker 2 (19:58):
This is that?

Speaker 1 (19:59):
So Sandra already has everything. That girl, tell me, why
tell me why? Sandra already has her dress for our wedding.
She already bought it. But I don't even have my
wedding dress. My mother already has her wedding dress. She's
been waiting for this, And I feel so blessed that
I don't have to do this alone. I'm just so
thankful Zaddie and I have been. It has not been easy,

(20:22):
keep going back and forth about a lot of things
about the guestsless size, and the system and that, and
sometimes we have to take a breather and just think, listen,
we're on the same team. I know what you want,
I know what I want to We can compromise. At
the end of the days, it's his wedding too. I'm
more of a controlling person. You and know how I am.
But I need to kind of let that go because

(20:43):
this is something we're doing together, and we're going to
be doing everything together for the rest of our lives.
So I need to learn to just kind of breathe
and take a step back and also compromise with him too,
and with things that he wants. So that has been interesting,
But at the end of the day, I feel so
much help. I have my mom helping me, I have
my ku Madre Alisa helping me. Zaddi is there for whatever.

(21:05):
It's the only thing that really triggers me is that
weddings in the US are scams.

Speaker 2 (21:12):
They are straight up scams.

Speaker 1 (21:13):
Like I'm not even I don't even feel like telling
my makeup and hair person that I'm doing my hair
makeup for a wedding because it's not like a full on,
big old wedding that we're doing, Like I just it's
really annoying how everything is so priced. The industry for
weddings is a scam these days. Zaddi underestimates how expensive

(21:33):
things are. I'm telling him, for any wedding that we're having,
minimum food is going to be one hundred bucks if
we're taken into account drinks, just food and maybe appetizers, right,
that's going to be minimum one hundred dollars just for
the food. Now, we want cute looking plates and cups
and forks and a napkin. Okay, that's another probably forty
to fifty dollars a person. Okay, I want a nice chair.

(21:55):
I don't want like a crusty, foldable metal chair. Okay,
that's like another twenty dollar per person.

Speaker 2 (22:01):
Like it's just it's it adds up.

Speaker 1 (22:02):
And he I've been on wedding talk for a while,
especially because my my best DeAndrea got married last year,
so I was on wedding talk giving her ideas and
helping her with dues and don'ts and things and regrets
and things like that. And so I've been on wedding talk.
I see what's going on, Like I know these numbers,
and thank you to God that we're okay financially. But

(22:25):
that doesn't mean that I like to get bamboozled, Like
I don't care how much money anyone around me is making,
like I don't like to spend it at So that's
kind of the issue that I've been having, is that
I just feel like everything we do, we keep getting scammed.
But love is love and it's only one night or two,

(22:46):
you know, So that's it is what it is.

Speaker 2 (22:48):
So that's what's.

Speaker 1 (22:49):
Going on in my wedding world. I would love to
hear inputs from you. How was it when you're planning,
What are some things that helped you? And he suggests
you have for me? You can let me know on Snapchat.
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Now let's talk about how I'm pretty much Vanahi on

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the Wheel of Fortune. So this week, on last week
on Z one hundred, it was iHeartRadio Week on the
Wheel of Fortune with Ryan Seacrest. So what we were
doing we had a partnership where every night on Wheel
of Fortune we were giving away awesome iHeart events as
well and prizes, and so we ended up bleeding that
into my afternoon show here on Z one hundred, where

(23:32):
we did a promotion where you can spin a wheel
of fortune, our Wheel of Fortune wheel and you can
win awesome prizes. So, girl, we gave out crazy prizes
last year, I mean last week, sorry, We gave out
hundreds of dollars in gift cards. We actually gave out
eight thousand dollars gift card to John's Pizza, which I
was very very jealous of.

Speaker 2 (23:49):
I was very jealous.

Speaker 1 (23:50):
We gave out Lady God Got tickets, Crazy Abrams tickets,
tam of Great tickets, like the craziest concerts ever.

Speaker 2 (23:56):
And it was just so cool.

Speaker 1 (23:57):
And it was so fun, and we were promote that
all week on air and then we have Alyssa, the
new producer for my show here. She is just always
on top of me. She is always making sure that
my t's are crossed and my cues are cute. I
don't know what that saying is, but she was like Crystal,
when need to do a social post for Wheel of Fortune.

(24:18):
You know, like the company is making this a big
thing that we're partnering with them, so we need to
do a post. And for me, I'm I'm sometimes it's
sometimes pulling teeth for me to post stuff not gonna
lie like a lot of the stuff that you've seen recently. Ever,
me posting is because Alyssa's forcing me and dragging me
to do it. It's just I've been doing social media
and this job for a very long time.

Speaker 2 (24:39):
Like it's it becomes draining.

Speaker 1 (24:41):
Sometimes, but I'm so thankful that Alissa is here to
shape me up. So she got everything done. She got
a little cute wheel and decorated it and wrote it whatever.
And I had made a simple, very very simple Instagram
story just saying hey, it's Wheel Fortune week or iHeartRadio
week on Wheel Fortune. I know you have a crush
on Ryan Seachrist makes sure you tune in tonight in
make sure you tune in my show because I have
all these amazing prizes. So I posted that to my

(25:02):
story a girl. Will of Fortune themselves reposted me. Will
of Fortune themselves reposted me, and I was cackling because
the best part of that repost is at the first line,
I say, I know you have a crush on Ryan Seacrest.

Speaker 2 (25:21):
And I was just like eating it up.

Speaker 1 (25:25):
Ryan probably didn't see that, but if he did, he
knows that he is the one.

Speaker 2 (25:29):
He is.

Speaker 1 (25:29):
iHeart Zaddy, Ryan Seacris, that's him and Real Fortune obviously
ate it up and loved it. But Will Fortune is
just such a staple show that it's just so funny
that I got on their Instagram story. I was I
was crying.

Speaker 2 (25:41):
We dead I did that, We really really did that.

Speaker 1 (25:44):
That was definitely where the highlights from last week and
today I got to interview the artist Daniel Cevie. He
used to be in the group Why Don't We. You
probably have heard of that group. They were pretty big
and they unfortunately had a huge just with their manager.
So within the past two years they've been in litigation
trying to get like loose shackles from their I don't

(26:08):
know if it's manager or label. I don't know exactly
the details of that. But one of the members, Daniel
sevi he is and a lot of them now are
solo artists and doing their own things. So he just
dropped his new album, Yo Okay. So many things, so
much lore from all of this. The first of all,
this kid, Daniel Sevie, back in twenty fifteen, was one

(26:31):
of the first well, the Niphannite jingle balls that I covered, okay,
and Selena Gomez was there and Dim Lavada was there,
and I was in charge of the Twitter mirror, which
at the time was just pretty much like a selfie
thing where I was taking pictures with artists and everyone backstage,
and the group Why Don't We was there, and Daniel
Cevie was there, and this was this was ten years ago,

(26:52):
so he I think the group had.

Speaker 2 (26:54):
Just barely put out their EP.

Speaker 1 (26:56):
I was somewhat green, still still green, still green in
the radio world, because I think I had twenty fifteen.
How was I twelve thirteen, fourteen? Damn I was. I
think I was barely twenty one. So I had just
gone on the JV Show as an associate producer. So
I was I was a baby in the radio industry,
and I was on the side stage looking probably at

(27:20):
like Demi Lovato or Selena gome is performing and I'm
standing next to Daniel Levy. I don't know him too well,
but I do know he's in a boy group. I
know it's like a small group at this point. And
him and I just start chit chat. And that was
the first artist like human interaction that I've had, if
I like remembering back, that was the first time where
I just am at an event chatting with an artist

(27:41):
as a human and it was cool and he was
so sweet. He was so nice, and I've always remembered
that I've seen him years passing here and there, like
we don't really know each other first name, basis, but
I always remember that in my head that he was
one of the first artists ever that I actually had
like a human, just chill conversation with. So he comes
back this morning. He's here in New York City. He's

(28:02):
on tour. He just dropped his new album's Second Wind.
Alissa's prepping a lot of the interview for me, and
one of my favorite parts of artist interviews is me
listening to the album and commenting on all the songs
from it. So this morning I'm working on that. I
play the first song, second Wind, and I'm just thinking,
oh my gosh, I flip and love this song. This

(28:25):
is great, this is so amazing. It's giving born, it's
giving MDMT passion Pit kind of wow, this is such
a great song. And then I'm going through the list
of his songs. I'm making notes and I like cry
at one point, Oh my gosh, his song the Older
You Get, do not listen to that song of public
you will cry.

Speaker 2 (28:43):
It hit in my heart stings. It's like some parts
he's saying, you know.

Speaker 1 (28:47):
Dad's moving slower, times moving faster, And I was just
it just got me thinking to my family, just got
me thinking of growing older. You know, one point says
your favorite band isn't back together, And I'm just thinking,
what a weird paradox even for him, because his band
isn't together anymore. But you know what made me think
of that when when I heard that was Migos bro Like,

(29:08):
you don't understand. I'm not saying that I'm a Migo Stan,
but the Migos, like their music is just such a
staple for the twenty tens that it breaks my heart
to think that we're not going to be able to
be old and watch the Migos do like a reunion

(29:29):
show or something like that. It's so sad, you know,
like the Temptations, right, Like of the Temptations, how years
after they all get to come together. And I don't
know if people from the Temptations have passed away, probably
they have, but the Migos, like there was only three
of them and they have such staple songs in my head.
I just got so sad thinking that we can't ever
see the Migos perform as a group ever again. Rest

(29:51):
in Paradise to take off. It was just so It's
just that song like really hit me. You guys need
to listen to Daniel Sabee's album.

Speaker 2 (30:00):
They were also good.

Speaker 1 (30:01):
He had the cutest love song called Your Light and
as soon as I heard it, I directly sent it
to Zaddie. I'm just like, babe, this song, like, this
song reminds me of you will love you so much.
Sunny Isles is gonna be my summer anthem. It's just
so flip and cute. If you need some like sad
breakup songs too, You Let Me Down. It's a really
good one, like you just need to be sad starring
at the ceiling for that one. There's some really really

(30:22):
good ones. So if are you, I would listen to
the album. It was so great having him in Girl
It Is. It's a problem sometimes because it's been such
a breath of fresh air to go back to doing
interviews alone because since I moved here in New York,
I've been doing them with someone with a partner that
I had, and now that I finally have my own

(30:44):
afternoon show here at Zee one hundred, it's just so
awesome to be able to for me to do a
genuine interview, to have good prep that I like can
get across in my own way and just talk to
a person and human to human and get to know
their work and how it came about. I feel like
I've really been thriving in that arena recently. I've been

(31:09):
working really hard on my interviews and just making it
more authentic and personable, because for a long time it
was really hard for me to do that in the
situation that was in and so now that I'm able
to do that, girl Like I have.

Speaker 2 (31:22):
These artists yappen with me.

Speaker 1 (31:27):
The Gigi Prez interview. She has one song, big song
out right now, Sailor Song. That interview was like fifty
minutes and I don't even think of God approved, because
I just got this woman to yap yap yap the
yapp And that was similarly happening today with daniel Ceebee.
You put me with someone that is just a yapper,
and me and them are just gonna non stop because girl,

(31:47):
I will continue to ask questions, like the questions will
not stop for me. So we're going through him and
what happened with the band and these things, and then
you should definitely watch the interview when it drop. I'm
really excited for it to drop with him the next
week or two because he gives so many great stories.

Speaker 2 (32:05):
He opened up for Benson Boone.

Speaker 1 (32:07):
He gives crazy stories about Benson Boone, who is one
of the biggest pop stars right now in the world.
I mean, his song Beautiful Things was a most stream
song last year, which is insane because when I first
started working with Benson Boone, when he was pulling up
to the station, he was like nobody knew who he was,
Like I barely knew his songs. I was like, what
am I going to talk to this little white kid about?
And it ended up being such a great interview because

(32:28):
he's just a fun and genuine person and now he's
like the biggest thing on the planet. So Daniel opened
up for him and those stories, and Daniel opened up
about him and his relationship and how they fell in
love and they've been together for two years now and
he just like loves her so much. Just hearing that
was hilarious. So we're getting into awesome things. And then
eventually we get into the album, and as I said,

(32:50):
I dissected the album, so I had a lot of
questions about every song on the album. I think we're
maybe song six out of thirteen in and and this
isn't a drag. This is their job, and I completely understand,
but this has not happened to me before. We're in
the middle of our interview. We're recording on video, we're

(33:11):
recording audio, obviously, and one of his like reps like
just interrupts us and goes, all right, we need to
wrap up.

Speaker 2 (33:18):
He wasn't rude, he wasn't mean. I just think he's.

Speaker 1 (33:20):
Green and I just kind of look at him and
I go okay, and we continue our conversation, but like
completely derailed us, and.

Speaker 2 (33:31):
I carried it along. I think I probably talked for
like a minimum of five minutes left.

Speaker 1 (33:35):
But at the end of the day, like girl, we
were talking, it was like a forty five minute interview.

Speaker 2 (33:40):
But it wasn't my fault.

Speaker 1 (33:42):
I mean, if the artist is having a good time
and they like they're enjoying the conversation and they want
to give me what they want to give me, like okay,
I was never given a time limit. I was never
given a time limit. Sometimes for really big artists, they
come in and they're like ten fifteen minutes max. Like
you know, we had Tam McGray and they're like ten
minutes or oh you know, they're late, so now only

(34:02):
eight and I'm just like whatever, like I'm just gonna
keep it going. And usually it's it's not a problem,
but if it needs to be wrapped up, usually the
record label person would kind of signal with their hand
and just do kind of a wrap up with their
hand instead of actually interrupting the interview and interjecting and
saying we need to wrap up. So the interview ended,

(34:25):
and it was totally fine, Like it was not weird vibes.

Speaker 2 (34:27):
It it was totally fine. He had another.

Speaker 1 (34:30):
Interview to get to, which is totally okay. We took
our photos. It was great. He's amazing, his team is cool.
There was no bad blood. It wasn't like that. But
as soon as they left, like Alyssa, she's she's never
she'd ever seen that before. So Alyssa is just like
the way that he tried to wrap up the interview
and I said, I know, girl, you know what, I
think he was just new because he was younger, like

(34:51):
he's probably around my age. I was like, you know what,
I think that he was just younger because when it
comes to artist management and record label things like that, girl,
you start from the bottom up working in the industry,
like you put as much time and tenure in it
like I do in radio, because it is a job

(35:12):
that a lot of people want to do, so dicol
from these record labels. They start off usually like as
an intern or in promotions or like an entry level position,
and then they start working as assistants or like assistants
to record label peoples, and then with time and tenor
then maybe you start getting to actually work with artists first,
like smaller artists on the labels, and then like medium

(35:34):
artists on the labels, and then eventually, you know, I
work with some girls like Amy and Bratty and they're
handling like Selena Gomez, so or I don't know if
that's the right labels. I'm actually terrible at knowing what
labels do well. Like that was never something that was
passionate about, and still not anything that I know a
lot about. Everybody else in radio knows everybody and knows
that world, but I just it just does not interest me.

(35:55):
So I just I haven't been able to put two
and two together with that. But you know what I'm saying.
So yes, this record label person was, as I said,
like around my age and everyone else that I work
with would know that you don't interject in an interview
because it's just it derails and it's just not the
most professional way to do it. But you just gotta

(36:16):
keep a classy You gotta just give it grace and
just be like okay, you no, like maybe someone maybe
someone will be like okay next time, just like wrap
it up with the arms signal. I don't think that's
my place to teach someone a lesson. I definitely don't
think it's appropriate to say that in public to someone
in front of people, So I'm just I'm just gonna
give that one to the streets and kind of leave

(36:38):
it at that. But it was it was definitely an
interesting shocker. I wonder if you're gonna if you watch
the interview, I wonder if you're gonna be able to
hear him say that or like see when I kind
of am like shook that someone literally interjected in the
middle of our interview. But at the end of the day,
it was really great. I'm so thankful that we got
to chat with him. I am such a huge fan
of his. Now I've never heard his solo music before.

(36:59):
This is his second project. I heard solo and he
is winning. He's really winning, because you're gonna see in
the interview, but he opened up about how when that
lawsuit was happening with his boy band and the management group,
it was the darkest times of his life. And at
one point, because I asked him, I was like, where
when did you know you we're gonna do solo music?

Speaker 2 (37:21):
He said.

Speaker 1 (37:21):
At one point, I was like so down, I was
so sad, and I was just remember in my room and
I was just staring at the ceiling and I was thinking,
all right, I could really.

Speaker 2 (37:28):
Just mask all my pain.

Speaker 1 (37:30):
I could do all the things that would cover these feelings,
or I could just get up and just live life
again and just start day by day and just take
it day by day and do what I love again.
And that's when his music came out of this Like
that music from this album came out of that decision
he made and even is resonating with me because I

(37:54):
share my life and I share what's going on, but
there's still some like, you know, hard stuff that's happening,
especially living here alone in New York City, having a
whole family, in life in California, like it's it's gleam
on one side, of course, but on the other side,
it's also like hard and lonely.

Speaker 2 (38:07):
Out here, like living alone, it's not easy.

Speaker 1 (38:11):
And just hearing him say that, you know when instead
of just masking his feelings with bad habits, he is
gonna go live life. And it even inspired me because,
like I said, I've been kind of I've been gloomy
in the weather has definitely not helped as well. I've
just been wanting to be inside and not outside, not
do anything but him saying that it really helped me out.
So I want to thank him for that, and I

(38:34):
want to encourage you to go stream that album again.
Daniel CV. It's called Second Wind. So with that hobout,
we do are daily motivator of the Day. I love this.
It's from great Day dot com. It just gives you
some motivation every single day. Today Monday, April fourteenth, it's
called Prepare the Way. You have the opportunity today to

(38:55):
prepare the way for tomorrow. Because of what you choose
and the present, you can arrive in future fully prepared
to make the most of it. Yes, you must spend
some effort just getting through right now. Yet you can
also add some extra effort and make yourself better able
to prosper in the time ahead. When you invest that
effort well before it's necessary, it will yield more valuable
and abundant outcomes. Prepare the Way now and ignite a

(39:19):
virtuous cycle in which you are better able to further
prepare the way.

Speaker 2 (39:25):
Again and again.

Speaker 1 (39:26):
Consider all that you would like to accomplish, Then consider
the steps you can take immediately to facilitate those accomplishments.
Though you won't achieve immediately, you can begin immediately, and
the more decisively you begin, the more likely you are
to get the whole thing done. Right now is your
chance to prepare the way, act on it, and build
yourself some unstoppable momentum. Ooh, consider all that you would

(39:51):
like to accomplish, then consider the steps you can take
immediately to facilitate those accomplishments. Hmm, yeah, I think I've
a little out of stand still with that. I feel
like because there's so much going on with wedding planning
and thinking of life over there on the West Coast,

(40:11):
and because I have now like my own show here
on the East Coast, I'm thinking of what other goals
I have when it comes to my career, which is
so crazy because one of my biggest goals was to
have my own show. And like I'm here now and
it's flippin' amazing, Like it's a girl. I I am

(40:36):
so happy at work, which is such a flip from
just a year ago, because when I was going through
a lot of stuff in the last situation I was in,
I was going to therapy and I remember one like
one tension that I had was that someone wanted me

(40:57):
here at work at a certain time that wasn't even
the time that I had.

Speaker 2 (41:01):
To be at work, So there was like a riff.

Speaker 1 (41:03):
There, and they would always be complaining about like my
punctuality coming into work, when like I was actually always
on time for work, it just wasn't the time that
they wanted me here. So it's just just like it's
just so even weird to say. But when I was
talking to my therapist about it, they were like, oh, well,
are you an unpunctual person? I said no, I'm actually

(41:24):
always on time. I'm actually usually early to things, like
I don't like being late, And they're like, did you
ever consider that you are late to that part of
your job.

Speaker 2 (41:33):
Because you just don't want to be there.

Speaker 1 (41:35):
I was thinking, no, I didn't consider that, But that
makes actual so much sense. Like I would actually be
on time for work or for that time that that
person wanted me there at work, but I would lollygag
in the breakroom or I would like go kind of
veer off at a store on the way here just
because I just didn't want to come in and now
with my own show and having a lista here, girl,

(41:57):
I'm here like an hour and a half before I
even need to be here, Like I'm even earlier than
even before, like I'm at I'm at home. I'm like,
I kind of just want to go to work already
and just start my job and start prepping for my
job and start kicking with Alyssa. And it's just it's
just it's just so much fun now and I'm taking

(42:17):
that day by day. I have awesome responsibilities. I am
still doing my new hit list every night. That's on
over one hundred stations across the country. So I'm in
the number one market on the number one radio station
in the country. So it's just I'm like, Okay, what
the flip else do I want to do?

Speaker 2 (42:36):
You know? You know, I'm just like, what else is
there for me to do?

Speaker 1 (42:39):
You know? So I've been I've been at that stand still.
I dibble dabble in TV a little bit, and that
is really fun.

Speaker 2 (42:47):
I really do like that.

Speaker 1 (42:50):
I just don't know if that would I would want
to do that every single day, only because I love
what I do on the radio. I love the music
of it all, I love the in and out of
it all. I love being able to share what I
want to share. I love having you here my podcast
where I can just like yipy up about what's going
on with me in my life. So I really need

(43:12):
to get back into a wildest dream scenario because even
for a while I was thinking, oh, maybe I would
want to get into improv and get into skits and
maybe do comedy. But even that doesn't fully call me
as much anymore, only because there's a lot of negativity

(43:36):
and like bad words and like cruelty in that entertainment world,
and it's it just does it just like wasn't really
serving my heart. I was like, you know, maybe why
don't I start writing, and why don't I maybe audition
for SNL or something like that. And then when I
was watching SNL, like I just didn't think a lot

(43:56):
of that stuff was too funny, Like I just thought
that it It's just like a lot of the stuff
was kind of like gross and I just didn't really
like And.

Speaker 2 (44:04):
I'm thinking, Okay, well, maybe I could go in and change.

Speaker 1 (44:08):
That, but there are just a lot of steps that
what would take to get there, And I don't really
know if that is my purpose. I just feel like
my heart keeps calling me back to wanting to be
home with my family and my loved ones, and so
that's kind of the.

Speaker 2 (44:25):
The interesting thing. Now.

Speaker 1 (44:27):
It's like before, with the past few years I've been
in New York, my heart's been heavy because my work
situation was not ideal. And now that my work situation
is perfect, I mean as close to perfect as it
could be. I mean, when you are able to really
pick the people that work around you, it is just
such a blessing. And so now that I'm in that space, like,
I love my work environment, but now I feel like

(44:50):
the time away from work is where I'm kind of
lacking in a sense where I really am looking forward
to just spending time with my fiance, you know, just
like I'm counting down the days where I get to
go back home men's in my family and be my fiance.
And we're only four months into our three years.

Speaker 2 (45:06):
So I'm gonna.

Speaker 1 (45:09):
Try to stay present and try to really consider steps
I could take to accomplishing other goals and really thinking
of other goals that I want to do. There's just
so much going on, especially with wedding planning and going
back and forth with my family. So that's kind of
where I'm struggling at right now. When I think of
prepare the way I think I need to sit down

(45:30):
with God a little bit and sit down in silence
and really think about what else I want to accomplish
in my career.

Speaker 2 (45:40):
That was a lot, I know, but it is a lot.
So that's what it is. Now. With that, why don't
we wrap up tonight's episode.

Speaker 1 (45:46):
With our daily prayer. This is from the book called
Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. You can get it on Amazon.
I really encourage you to. It's so beautiful. I know.
Maybe you're not in this faith world, maybe not spiritual,
maybe you don't believe in what I believe in, and
that's totally okay. You don't have to come along for
this part. Thank you so so much for hanging out.

(46:09):
Love love you. I will see you next week. And
if you do want to hang out and listen, or
maybe you're just curious and you want to hear about
this one, let's do this Jesus Calling prayer together for
April fourteenth. It's called Heaven is both present and future.
As you walk along your life path holding my hand,
you are already in touch with the essence of Heaven

(46:31):
nearness to me. You can also find many hints of
Heaven along your pathway. Because the earth is radiantly alive
with my presence. Shimmering sunshine awakens your heart gently, reminding
you of my brilliant light. Birds and flowers, trees and
skies evoke praises to My holy name. Keep your eyes
and ears fully open as you journey with me at

(46:52):
the end of your life path. It is an entrance
to Heaven. Only I know when you will reach that destination,
but I am preparing you for it each step of
the way. The absolute certainty of your heavenly home gives
you peace and joy to help you along your journey.
You know that you will reach your home in my
perfect timing, not one moment too soon or too late.

(47:14):
Let the hope of Heaven encourage you as you walk
along the path of life with me. When Corinthians fifteen
twenty three Hebrews six to nineteen, that was so beautiful
to hear you are already in touch with the essence
of heaven nearness to me. Wow, that makes me think

(47:37):
and feel like whenever I'm in chaos and I just think.

Speaker 2 (47:41):
Like, oh would God do woul Jesus do, like give
me your grace?

Speaker 1 (47:48):
It does kind of feel like Heaven, Like that peace
that you get when you're in a very toxic, tumultuous situation,
that peace of just asking for God's help and grace that.

Speaker 2 (48:03):
Really does that? Does that not feel like Heaven.

Speaker 1 (48:05):
When you're just like, God, give me your breath, right now,
give me your breath. This past Sunday was Palm Sunday,
and I was chatting with producer less about it because
she wasn't too familiar, and even I was not too familiar, actually, but.

Speaker 2 (48:26):
I did learn a.

Speaker 1 (48:27):
Little bit, and I got this from my cis in
law's Instagram story the timeline of Holy Week, So if
you want to do a little learning with me, So
before Palm Sunday, pretty much Jesus knows that he is
going to be put to death, so he goes this
is what lent is forty days, forty nights. He goes

(48:47):
into the desert and he doesn't eat anything, and he
just is like to himself and meditating for forty days
and forty nights. And this is when the devil tempts
him three times. Look into this is very interesting. The
devil tempts him three times and then God tells him,
like you know, it's time to go back, Like you
need to go back, you need to go to Where

(49:09):
Where did he go to? Jerusalem? Yeah, pretty much. Google
says he went to Bethany, which is two miles east
of Jerusalem on Palm Sunday. So yeah, Jesus told him like,
go go back to Jerusalem. And the people like knew
that Jesus was coming. They got palm palms, like from
palm trees and pretty much made a parade of him.

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Like there was a parade of him walking through the
city and people were praising him and saying, you are
the Messiah, like you are him, you are him. So
that was Palm Sunday. That's why Catholics we do the
Palm Sunday thing, and Christians we have the palms. We
bless the palms and all that. And then Monday this
says that Jesus cleansed the Temple.

Speaker 2 (49:55):
I need to like.

Speaker 1 (49:56):
Read more about this. I know Zaddy knows all about that,
he reads like every single day, but I need to
read more about this. Monday Jesus cleans the temple. Tuesday
he taught in the temple and is questioned by religious leaders.
So now tensions are building. Wednesday Judas betrays him, which
is known as by Wednesday. I didn't even know that
Mandy Thursday is the Last Supper, So that's when Jesus

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washes the disciples feets, he does the bread and the wine,
and that's also when Jesus is arrested. I didn't know
that either. Good Friday, Jesus was crucified on the cross,
darkness covered the earth, and then Saturday he was laid
in the tomb. And then this coming weekend, Easter Weekend,
Easter Sunday is when Jesus rises. He's defeated death, and

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he gives us the hope of salvation, and he gives
us the Holy Spirit so that we're not alone and
so that he's always with us, the Holy Spirit. So
we're just reflecting on that. This is Holy Week. I
was really thinking about Glavey hens thal La, how she
knew all this was happening and you know, had to

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let people kill her son for the greater good, which
was just like so heartbreaking. I like, what a brave woman.
And Jesus himself too, like he knew all this was
going to happen, but he's just like, you know what,
hater's gonna hate people are gonna be mad, people are
gonna hate me, They're gonna persecute me. So like, the
interesting thing and the cool thing about that is that
Jesus he has felt all of our feelings. He's felt

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all of our sorrows, like he knows how hard it
is here on earth. He knows what it feels like
for people to lie on you, persecute on you, hate
on you for literally no reason. And I made this
comparison with Alissa because I see a lot of hate
that mister Beast gets. And I know, don't drag me
for trying to compare Jesus to mister Beast, but bro,

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when I see the things that mister Beast it does.
This guy has been helping people walk, he helps people see,
He like put Hella hearing aids, he helped people hear.
He's building houses, he's feeding people around the world, and
he still gets mad hate no matter what. There's always
people trying to bring him down. And I just think, like, dang, y'all, y'all, really, like,
who else is doing what mister Beast is doing, Not
even billionaires, you know, Jeff Bezols just shot up celebrities

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and rich people up into space. He's not even doing
things that like mister Beast is doing, and mister Beast
gets more hate than Jeff Bezos. So it's just kind
of crazy to me. But we're just reflecting on that
and thinking of that over Holy Week. And I know
our Jewish brothers and sisters. Jesus was a Jew. Jesus

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was the Jew, the Oja, the original Jesus, original Jew.

Speaker 2 (52:37):
I like to call him that.

Speaker 1 (52:38):
But yeah, I have you know me, I have a
lot of close Jewish brothers and sisters here in New York.
But my besties, I have a jew crew here. They're
all all my good friends here are Jewish, which is
just so crazy because back in California, like, I did
not know that many Jewish people. I think I knew
like two Jewish people, like two Jewish friends, and they
didn't really celebrate that heavily, and they came to my

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Catholic school, so it was just it was just interesting.
But yeah, here I'm learning a lot about Passover and
things like that. And so we're our Jewish brothers and
sisters are also celebrating pass Over. They're not celebrating, they're honoring.
They're honoring and remembering pass over because it's a time
where they remember the heartaches that they had to go
through when their people kept getting prosecuted over and over

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and over again. And so they honor it together. They drink, oh,
they have a savor meal, they drink wine. They celebrate
with motsa, or they honor with matsa.

Speaker 2 (53:34):
I'm sorry.

Speaker 1 (53:34):
They honor with motsa, a lot of food with their
family and thinking and praying for you guys too, as
our brother as our Jewish brothers and sisters. I know
that our Muslim brothers and sisters, they celebrated Edith edin
Aid Aid.

Speaker 2 (53:51):
Yes, I'm sorry Aid recently as well.

Speaker 1 (53:54):
So praying for you guys and your faith and your
love and and just reflecting on all those things during
this Easter. Something kind of sad is that I did
not girl. I did not at all keep close to
my my forty days of my what I gave up

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for lant girl, not even clothes. I was supposed to
give up carbs and sweets, and I.

Speaker 2 (54:22):
Just did not.

Speaker 1 (54:23):
I think I caved like day number two. So not cute,
not fun, not fresh, not obedient like girl, no type
of offering, a failure, complete failure. So why don't we

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do it again? Why don't I restart today? For the
next forty days, Yes, for the next forty days.

Speaker 2 (54:55):
I am. I'm not going to do.

Speaker 1 (54:59):
Carbs. I'm not gonna do carbs. I'm not gonna do sweets.
I'm gonna see how long I could last because I'm
also trying to be snatched for the summer so and
my wedding too, so that'll help. But girl, I just oh,
I'm so about food. I am addicted to.

Speaker 2 (55:14):
Food, girl, I'm addicted to sweets. Girl.

Speaker 1 (55:16):
I literally remember, for Zaddi's mom's birthday, I made a cake. Girl,
I ate half of the frosting of the cake with
my finger. Dude, I ate the frosting out the jar.
And I didn't even know you could do that, but
I saw Zaddi doing that when like when I was
doing the cake stuff, I saw him do it and
I was like, that's bombastic, And then when he left,

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I did it myself. So I am a crusty big back.
So I need to control myself. I cannot keep being
addicted to food like this, like it is super unhealthy,
like the sweets that I eat.

Speaker 2 (55:49):
I'm not even gonna lie to you. I know that
I am have a healthy stature.

Speaker 1 (55:55):
I just got my yearly tests, my annual checkup at
the doctor, so luckily I am healthy, but I know
I could be healthier. The only thing that I'm lacking
in my vitamins is follic acid. Very low in the
fallic acid. So I'm gonna try to go get some

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multi vitamins. But yeah, I cannot control myself. Like girl
like I don't have sweets in my house. I don't
have sweets, but I made that cake for Zaddie, and
I had the frosting and I ate the frosting. I
don't buy chips, I don't buy junk food. I don't
buy bread. I don't buy stuff like that. But I
just it began one of those one of those big

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back moods, and I'll just chomp, chomp, chomp, get gross.
So let's not do that anymore. Let's be better.

Speaker 2 (56:49):
All right. I think that's enough. I think we.

Speaker 1 (56:52):
Blabbed enough this hour. Thank you for hanging out another
episode of Crystals night Cap. I love you so so much.
I'm gonna see you next week. Okay, let to see
what the next one. Oh my gosh, I wait, one
last thing.

Speaker 2 (57:02):
I need to mention. Did I tell you how? Yeah?

Speaker 1 (57:06):
I think I did tell you that when I recorded
the engagement episode. Initially, I tried to record it with
Zaddi to get on the pod, and he crashed out,
like he just could not do it, like he was
he just he had a moment. So I did the
engagement episode alone and I don't know how it got
brought up the other day and he like apologized, He
was like, Babe, I'm sorry, shouldn't have acted that way.

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I don't know why I crashed out like I you know,
I wish I could have done that again. Like if
if you, if the opportunity ever comes, if you want
to do it again, we could do it again. Girl,
tell him why he's pulling up? He is pulling up,
So maybe girl, may be we might possibly get our
first episode with Zaddy himself and you'll hear his sexy voice.

Speaker 2 (57:51):
This man, Oh my gosh, I love him. I love
that man. We're we don't see, we gon't see, but
there is a possibility. Or let's try it.

Speaker 1 (58:00):
Why don't we have him meet me next time and
see if he can do a pod with me and
see how he acts, and we'll.

Speaker 2 (58:07):
Go through there. You know, I'll let you know.

Speaker 1 (58:10):
I'll let you know because I'm gonna see him soon.
I don't want to miss a week. I don't want
to miss a week, so I'm gonna I'm gonna see Okay.
Thank you again so much. I love you so much
on everything. Whatever you need. I'm at La Crystal roll Sace.
I do respond to snapchat the most. It's just very
easy for me to handle over there, So if you
want to chat with me, let's hit the snapchat. Okay,
at La Crystal ro Sace. I love, love, love you

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and I'll see you next week