MY EX IS RICH AND FAMOUS NOW

In tonight’s episode of "Crystal’s Nightcap" I made Jesse McCartney laugh, the biggest flop of my radio career, I was on TV again, Willow Smith’s album listening party, my ex is rich and famous now, flying first class for the first time, surprising my mommy for her birthday, I almost killed a woman on the West Side Highway, and MORE!

Episode Transcript

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Hello to your beautiful lobe launcher.It's Crystal Rosas back with another episode of
Crystal's Nightcap. Tonight, How Imade Jesse McCartney laugh the biggest flop of
my eleven year radio career. Wego on TV again with an exclusive album
listening party for Willow Smith. Howthe heck did I fly first class for

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the first time in my life?Almost killing a woman on the West Side
Highway. Plus, we throw mymommy a surprise birthday party and my ex
is now rich and famous. Wowa banker of an episode just for you
Get Usa. My name is CrystalRosas. I'm a twenty something Latina who
just moved from California to the BigApple Happy. Sorry that was my cat

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frappuccino. They're still getting used tothe city life, anyways. Where was
I? Oh? Yeah, Itake over afternoon radio every day on the
world famous Z one hundred but onenight Falls. I'm looking for all the
cloud I can get and casually searchingthe streets from my Prince Charming. Come
on this sexy single journey where we'llgo on a date with a new guy
from the apps every week, hostred carpets and interviews and weasel our way

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into the secret society of New York'stop social lights. Oh yeah, and
someone's always watching. That's my overprotectivemom. This is a Crystal's Nightcap.
I love you. I love this. I love that we have to get
to it. Girl, sit back, relax. It's Crystal's Nightcap. Oh

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I sprinted in here because it's beentoo long. I miss you so much.
There is so many things I needto get to, but first in
and out. Happy Friday, andthanks for hanging out for another episode of
Carrystal's Nightcap. Please subscribe if youhave not subscribed, shared the pod with

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your friends if you're really liking it. I'm live in New York City Monday
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to midnight, popping out the bestnew music for you possible. Such a
great two weeks. I know it'sbeen a second and it's gonna be flippy

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floppy the next few weeks slash monthsbecause the girls are out. It's officially
spring has sprung, which means summertimeis here, which means booty shorts and
finally, petticures because the dogs havebeen barking all winter long. So I've
been outside and I don't know,I feel like when the weather gets crazy

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beautiful here in New York City,everyone starts acting up. I mean being
outside, and that's what I've beendoing. I've been I haven't been acting
up. I've been an amazing loyalwoman, fortunately or unfortunately for but ah
no, but for real, Icannot wait to tell you everything that has
been going on TV again, whichis something that I told you I really

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want to explore more this year,and I'm really putting myself out there to
do that. There was a reallybig week for the Waalipa, who we
talked about in the Last Time's episode, pulled up to the studio and we
had an amazing interview with her.She was doing her new album promo,
she was doing SNL promo and megGalap promos. So I was invited to

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go on Good Day New York,the local Fox five channel here in New
York City and talk about it.And the last time that I was on
Fox five for Good Day New York. Wasn't too long ago. Was a
few weeks ago when we had ouriHeartRadio Music Awards and they wanted me to
give a rundown of the ward showand all the amazing things that was going

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to happen at the award show.And honestly, usually when I've done it,
i've done it with my partner andwe go on the show and they
do the heavy lifting, or mypartner does the heavy lifting, so I
kind of am just chirping, really, but this one was all me,
and I assumed, so not thislast time, but the last time.

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I assumed that the hosts were goingto carry the conversation, but they actually
didn't. They threw it to meto carry, and I was underprepared,
and I felt like I didn't doa good job, and I was pretty
annoyed at myself. I was like, dang, I should have had all
the points. I should and Idid have the points, but it was
hard to elaborate from that because Ihonestly just was not prepared. So I

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was just like, dang, thatwas not my best work, and that
was my time alone to do this, and I kind of flopped. So
then I was shook that they askedme to come back on, and I
was so excited to go back on, and I told myself, I'm going
to prepare and I'm not gonna bejust like the chirper this time, and

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if they throw it to me,I'm going to have more and more or
then enough points to look like Iknow what the heck I'm doing and let
them know that I'm here for areason. So the few days before,
I was just like, do Lee, but this this, this, What
if they asked me about Taylor Swift, waity, Taylor Swift? This,
this, this, this, thisokay cool? What if they asked me
about Beyonce? Beyonce? This me, this, this, this is this.

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And so I was practicing. Iwas in my room and then we
are practicing. I was practicing mypacing because you know, I talk really,
really, really fast, which issomething that I've always had an issue
with. Even now. Breathe Crystal, you don't have to speak so fast,
saying things such as A like,and are other crutches that I have.

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I do it a lot here whenI'm hanging out with you, and
it's something that I have to cognizantlywork on and that goes along with my
pacing and taking breaths. And sometimesyou want to say um or like as
a filler word when you are stillthinking of what you were saying, but
instead of doing that, you canjust down, maybe take a breath.
I was working on all those thingsfor this segment that I was going to

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have on Good Day, New York. I wake up hell early, mind
you. The night before I wasat essin McCartney, which we're going to
get to in a second. Sotired, but I had everything prepped that
day before, so I just grabbedmy bag, ran out, got into
my uber, pulled up and Ifelt very calm, cool, collected.

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I was still going over my pointson my phone of what I was going
to say and practicing. My bffDavid was there. Who is like my
mom here? Go like again,who is my mom? And my Mom's
not here? When I was livingback in the Bay, everything that I
did, my mom would come along. She was my hair, she was

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my makeup, she was my roadiedragging all my bags. She would go
on music video shoots with me whenI did those. She is my stage
mom and she doesn't live here withme in New York. So I'm alone
a little bit, but thank goodnessfor my savior, honestly David, because
I asked David, David, doyou mind coming with me? And David

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always is right there. Yes,what do you need? Are you prepped
all the things? Oh? SoDavid pulls up with me. We rehearse
a little bit, and then I'mon their live stage and then they bring
me up and I'm sitting down andthey're counting down three two, one live
and I take a deep breath andI go out, and then they start

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asking me a few questions about DuaLipa and Beyonce and Taylor Swift, and
I knew all my things. Ididn't choke up, I did not stutter,
I was again cognizant about using likesand ums, my pacing. I
was trying to even go slower thana slow pace, because slow for me

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is still fast. So my dictation, my speech, all those things.
I was practicing all those things anddoing it on the show. And we
finished the segment and I stra offset and I just look up at God
and I say thank you so muchGod, because I feel like I just,
oh did it. I feel likeI owned it. And then David

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obviously tells me. Obviously, Davidtells me, I'm amazing, incredible,
I'm just kidding. No, hejust affirms that, and he does tell
me I did a great job.And I couldn't wait to get the segment
to send it to my mom tosee what she thinks, because I always
send her what I do. Idon't look at my own work because it's
cringey to look at yourself, andI don't really want to critique myself.

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It's just hard. I don't reallyenjoy watching my own work. But my
mom will always give me the points, and she will give me valid points.
And as soon as I sent itto her within those next six minutes,
because the segment was six and ahalf almost seven minutes long, where
I am going off, she callsme immediately. She says, that was

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amazing. Oh my gosh. Fromwhen you started years ago and now you
have just completely full circled. Youlooked like you were just a star and
you were ready for it. Andthis is what we're talking about, baby,
this is New York City. I'mso proud of you. Me,
Hannah, I love you so much, and I just felt so good that
she feels like I am getting tothe level that we want me to be

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at in my profession and career.And then I get into work and my
boss, Kara comes in. She'salways so supportive and sweet, and she
tells me, Crystal, I watchedthis morning. Oh my goodness, who
was that? Who were you?You are just you made us look so
proud. You may see one hundredlooks so good. Yes, yeah,

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And I was telling her, Listen, Kara, I was not very proud
of myself the last time I wason, so I prepared for this one.
She says, no, girl,you can tell you were on it.
And I I just I, Iam really proud of myself for recognizing
that I got too comfortable and Iwasn't challenging myself and just being better and

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doing that. And it was great. I mean, I can't wait to
keep doing more stuff. And Iam so thankful for the opportunity and for
the team over there. They alwaysmake me feel so comfortable at Fox and
loved and wanted. So it wasjust amazing and I can't wait to do
more. But we were up andpopping' and we did the bang things.
So thankful for that now again.The night before was jessin McCarty's concert,

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and the night before that, we'rehaving a going away party for our old
boss Mark, and now we havethe new boss, Mark, who's actually
my old boss from San Francisco.So it's kind of a funny whirl around
how that works. But we wereat the going to Way party and I
love catching up and chatting with DanielleManero from Elvis duran and the Z one

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hundred Morning Show. She is,honestly in New York City legend slash icon
She is if you're from the likeme, She's pretty much the Selena of
the JV show. But the ElvisDurand and the Morning Show has been around
a lot longer than the JV Show, so everyone loves Danielle. Her laugh

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is iconic. She's a Bronx queen. And I was chatting with her a
little bit. I don't know howit got brought up Jesse McCartney and she
starts telling me, oh, we'rehomies, we're cool, we're friends.
I said, are you serious,I'm trying to go to a show tomorrow
night, and she said, oh, I can get you ticket. I
was like, are you seriously?Yeah, let me just text somebody.
She just text somebody and gets meon the list to see Essin McCartney.

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And I am thinking, what alife? What a life? Because I
didn't know how I was going toget those tickets. I know they were
in high demand at my job,so I didn't really want to ask.
She was such a sweetheart for doingthat. That's just what Danielle does.
And then the next day I work, I'm talking to her other coworkers from
Elvis Duran on the Z one hundredmorning show saying, I'm going to see
Jessin McCartney tonight. Danielle is sosweet. She hooked me up with tickets.

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And they say, do you knowthat Jesse McCartney had the biggest crush
on Danielle? And I said,what do you mean? And they're like,
yeah, I mean Jesse McCartney.He is a Tri state boy,
he's from here. He was alwayscoming on Elvis from Dream Street days all
the way up, and he usedto have the biggest crush on Danielle.

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And haarrow, I say, well, I mean does She's dropped at Gorgeous
and her vibe is electric, flyingand praiseworthy. But no, I didn't
know that number one and too.She didn't tell me that. She said,
yeah, we're friends. She didn'tsay he used to have a crush
on me, because if Jesse McCartneyever had a crush on me, oh
dang, believe that's in my Instagrambio and that is my TikTok niche.

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She's just such a humble queen.I flip and love her. That night,
I get ready and I go withmy girly Jewels who works here with
me too, and we get andshe's not really a pop girly like that,
but she loves going to events andconcerts, so it was kind of
me dragging her to Jesse McCartney.But she just appreciates music, so she's
down. She was always down.And then I asked another one of my

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bosses, here, listen, Ialready have tickets. I have tickets for
Jessa McCartney. Is there any way, possibly, somehow, some way I
can get me and greets? NowI'm greedy. I'm greedy because I have
met Jesse McCartney before when I workedin San Francisco with my go madre Elisa,
and that was such an iconic momentin our lives. But I'm greedy

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and I want more, and Iwant to touch this man again in an
appropriate way because he's married and Ihave amazing Zaddy that I am obsessed and
in love with. But I thinkZaddy would prove and be okay with me
wanting to touch Jessa McCartney. SoI ask, and they say, sure,
we're gonna try to figure out howto get you on this meet and

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greet list. I say, oh, my goodness. So we pull up
to the show. He's just oh, he's oh, where's the show at?
The show is at Webster Hall,sold out girls everywhere, a girl
fest. I mean, any guys, straight guys there were honestly jealous and

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wish they are Jessin McCartney because helooks fly, he dances fly. Jessin
McCartney is a legend. And youknow he's written so many good songs.
I mean, he wrote Bleeding Love. That was the biggest song of the
what two thousand and twenty tens.He's just amazing and his talent is up

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there with I mean Da Vin,She and Picasso on par with Beyonce,
I would say, and seeing himlive, I mean that Departure album back
when I was in middle school waseverything for me. Maybe I was in
high school everything for me, andI had posters of him or I'm talking
about Dreamster all over my house andso doing the me angry after, I

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was just shook. I run upto him and I tell him, Jesse,
you're so underrated in Horton. Here'sa Who. Have you seen Horton,
Here's a Who. The doctor Seui'smovie. Jesse McCarty's in there,
And I tell him, you're sounderrated in Horton. Here's a Who.
And Jesse says, I had oneline, and I say, I don't
care. It was the best lineif you remember Horton, here's a Who.

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Jojo mcdad the son, the emoson that's mute, and then at
the end, he just belts outthis note, Oh here it is,

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I mean, come on, whoshivers. I remember I was watching Horton,
Here's a Who in theaters, andI remember the end of except close
to the end of the movie,and I remember hearing that line and that
note and being so mesmerized by itthat I stayed for the end credit and

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I looked up who's Jojo voice andit said Jess McCartney, and I said,
okay, this makes sense, Thismakes sense. So he laughed and
said I only had one line,and I said, I don't care.
It was the best line ever.And then we he giggled, he laughed,
he laughed. I made Jesse McCartneylaugh. I made JESSEP. McCartney
laughed, and my twenties were soaked. So then I give him like a

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double hug, a double squeeze.Ooh that man, And then me and
Jules skip on home, and Ijust, uh, I've had a lot
of great nights in my life,and I just think that concert and him
and squeezing him and letting him knowhow much respect I have for him,
and Horton hears it. Who that'stop three, that's top three. Meeting

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Danny DeVito was one that was topthree. I'll get back to you on
like the fool scope, but yeah, Dan Dey Vito, Jesse McCartney definitely
top three up there. So thatwas the concert. Let me go to
my notes since see what is thenext thing? Oh my gosh, I
feel so cool. So my bosssends me an email and asks if I

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want to see Willow Smith at theElectric Lady for her album release party,
And again I just look at Godand I say, what's going on?
Why is life so great? Whyis life so cool? I respond to
my boss, I say, I'sa flippin' lutely. The Electric Lady is
a very famous recording studio here inNew York City downtown. I mean Midnights

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was recorded there, Taylor Swift,Stevie Wonder recorded there back in the day.
It is just so much history inthat music studio, and I've heard
about it. There's always artists thatcome in and out from there, and
they're on page six or TMC andoh they must be working on new music.
Recently, Selena Gomez and Kamila Cabeocame like both were there around the

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same time, so people think theremight be a collap. It's a nic
studio. So I really was thinking, we actually want to see Willow Smith
at the Electric Lady for an albumrelease party. There's no way this can't
be real. I can't be thiscool in the industry. Well I am,
because me and Shelley Rome. Meand Shelley Rome have a weekly night
show here on Z one hundred,the New Hitlist. I do it alone

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syndicated, but here locally, herand I do it together, and other
than the JV Show, I'd saythis is the funnest show slash project I've
ever been a part of because Shelleyand I have so much fun together.
When we're recording our show together,door closed, soundproof doors closed, people

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come by and say, you guysare laughing so loud. I can hear
you down the hall with your soundproofroom. And oh my gosh, if
you ever have the time, listenlive on our free iHeart Radio app eleven
to midnight on Z one hundred becauseShelley and I's show is so unhinged that

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I've peyed before recording with her becauseof just how crazy we get. Sometimes
we even have to edit stuff outbecause it's just so barbaric and we should
not be saying things like that onair. But the show is all about
new music. We're talking into alot of the same artists and songs,
so as we do, we haveto get creative, and sometimes I just
anyways, Shelley, I love her. She's, when it comes to women,

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probably my best friend here at Zone hundred, and I'm just so
thankful every day for her, andI'm just so lucky that we get to
work on a project like this togetherevery night. So her and I got
to go to Willow Smith together andher and I were both like, dang,
we feel like these are all thecool kids, Like we should not
be here, but we are here, and there's an open bar and we're
sipping a little champagne and we're gettingto know, you know, we're chatty

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Cathy's, so we're getting to knowpeople around there, and then Willow Smith
comes in and I'm just thinking myhair is being whipped back and forth metaphorically.
I mean, this is the icon, the legend. Keep your effing
hands off my wife, Jada Pinkett, will Smith, Jaden Smith of it
all, Kylie Jenner's ex boyfriend's sister. I just oh Willow Smith. And

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she's just such a pure, peacefulsoul kombay Ah vibes her. The music
that she played for us off heralbum really cool and different and very her
because she's not like any artist outthere. She is her own vibe,
and she's so confident and she's sohumble and sweet. Kept saying thank you
for everyone in this room and sayinghow awesome it was to be at this

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recording studio. That's so historic,and she has a pretty much all girl
band, playing on the bass,playing the keyboard, playing the guitar,
playing the drums, all the badasswoman and it was great seeing her.
I mean, it was a reallycool you experience that I'm very thankful that
I was able to be part ofDang Willow Smith. And she got them

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vocals too, she'd be cunted up, so we got to see that,
which was amazing. And then quicklythat Friday, I was hopping on a
flight to go back home because Zaddiehe flew me out to spend my mommy's
birthday weekend with all of them.My mom's birthday is on single than my
ole, which is like interesting,but yeah, he flew me out to

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see them. And as I'm gettingmy boarding pass, I get a notification
that I got upgraded to first classclass a ben Scap Pop and shape Pain

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living phone, the first lea yes, the Glamor reso, the flowersay yes,
yes, first class the first timein my peasant life. I would
just like to think, well,first of all, Zaddi because he flew
me out, but myself because somehow, some way we finessed it and I

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was so salty at Zaddi last yearwhen he flew back from New York City
to the Bay and because he hadflown back and forth so much at full
price, they were like, we'regonna upgrade you. So he got first
class and I'd never had been firstclass, and I was just so jealous,
so happy for him, love him, but so jealous. And I
told him, why are you livingyour best life without me? And he

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told me, don't worry, peasant, You'll be first class one day.
And it was because of him.It was how ironic that because of him
and the flight that he got me, I somehow got upgraded a first class
and because the flight was pretty muchhalf empty, there was like no one
on that flight, and him andI do unfortunately have to pay full price

(23:00):
for a lot of the flights becauseI it's really last money when I find
out that I'm actually gonna go homebecause I work every other weekend and I
don't know what weekend I am goingto work, so it's it's tough.
It's a good problem to have,but it's tough. And let's talk about
first class, Okay, let's talkabout the PI boarding that I never knew
was a thing until last weekend.It's called priority boarding, and it's different

(23:26):
than pre boarding. Pre boarding isfor children and vets. But them kids
fm vets. It's annoying that yearand first class. But then here comes
the veterans and here comes the kiddue completely kidding, I am kidding,
kidding, not kidding. My headwas so big that I was like,
why are children and veterans? Whatdid they do? Like, okay,

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save our country or you put theirlife on the line, all right,
cool cute, totally kidding, bythe way, Jill, I'm kidding,
no, no, no, yes, first it's the kids and the veterans,
and honestly it should be the elders, like anyone over sixty five you
should go up before and the gaysand the LGBT plus No I'm kidding,

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no, okay, that's too far. But yes, then here comes the
first class and first class is PIpriority boarding, and that was fun.
So we get to board before everyoneelse, and I'm sitting down and we
have a beautiful, thin, crustyblanket. I don't know if it's ever
been washed before, but I'm like, give you my first class blanket,
and we have those cushy seats andhoney, this ain't no, this ain't

(24:41):
no la laid flat seat. We'rein Alaska. We're in Alaska, so
that means no TVs for you,no beds for you, no pillows.
But you do get a crusty blanket. And then you get like a greyhound
bus like foot stool, like thef hanngy thing. So I got the

(25:02):
foot hanky thing. Yes, okay, a little uncomfortable, kind of unrealistic
to really try to sleep on oneof that, but it's fine. You
have the tray table that comes outthe arm, and then here comes the
stewardest and she's asking me what Iwant to drink. You get unlimited alcohol,
twenty five six even seven year oldCrystal thriving off the free alcohol,

(25:27):
thirty year old Crystal. My man'sabout to pick me up from the airport
in a few hours, Like,I don't want to be twisted, and
I know I have to wake upthe next day early to start setting up
for my mom's surprise party. SoI just for the plot do get a
glass of vite vine And then theyask me what I would like as my
dinner meal, So tie shrimp orBria meat, I guess, And like

(25:53):
some chicken or something, and I'ma shrimp curly, I am a bottom
feeder. I am the roaches ofthe sea queen. I love of shrimp,
so of course it get the tieshrimp. And then I finesse my
iPhone on the little book thing totry to stand it up because there's no
TV on Alaska's so I'm watching mydownloaded YouTube videos there and I'm just so

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in my first class element and Ilove it. It was great. I'm
a sleep tray table girl or windowsleeper kind of girl, so the tray
table off of the arm rust istough to sleep on. Uh, and
the seat isn't big enough for meto curl up and turtle sleep. But

(26:41):
whatever. Now it was fun.It was a vibe, it was a
thing. I slept for most ofit on the window. Now here's the
thing I text. I was textingZaddy as I was on the flight,
telling him, Honey, I don'tknow if I would want to do first
class with you because there's a bigold arm rest in the middle, a
wall arm rest. If you wouldbe sitting next to me, no cuddle

(27:03):
sessions like I want to be ableto flop over and lay on you comfortably
and no things, and that wouldbe a waste of a flight for us.
So I don't know about that.And when I told him that he
agreed, he said, wait,I didn't think about that. We can't
even cuddle together on a seat.Want to send me back to coach?

(27:26):
Send me back to coach when I'mnext to my man, because I don't
want no type of barrier between weleech. We are leeches. We need
to be hovered and intertwined, uncomfortableamount of skinned skin whenever wherever we are.
So I think first class for myselfby myself, but other than that,

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we can be peasants in the backand coach or he has long legs,
so he has to get the littleextra leg room and he usually helps
me out. And because that's ahymn problem, so I tell him,
baby, I'm not paying extra formy flight because you decide to be as
big as an avatar, so ifyou need the extra legroom, then you're
gonna drag me along. And hesays it very fair. So I get

(28:11):
extra leg room on his American Express, but first class amazing, okay,
And then you're not gonna leave onthe flight back, right, My big
old is like, Okay, whatam I gonna get on the flight back?
Am I gonna get something? Ihave the exit row, which is
great because you do get extra legroomin the extra row, but I was
next on the upgrade list, andI was just prying that I was gonna

(28:34):
get somehow upgraded again to first class. But no, I don't. And
that's fine because if I have thewhole exit room, which I did,
I can lay vertical, no horizontal, I play horizontal. Literally, it's
better. It's better to have afull row back in the regular coach for

(28:56):
me than to have the first classbecause I can sleep better with the full
row and I don't mind. SoI had a full row and then they
let us know that they're going todelay for an hour, and then someone
taps me and wakes me up thatthey changed seats to be in that empty
egg zero with me. So nowI don't have a full eg ZiT row.
First world problem, first world princessproblem. But yeah, that was

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the flight situation was really funny.Pulling up wake up in the morning back
at home with Zaddi, and we'resetting up the house for the party,
and I decide that I'm going tobe on my Senora life, and I'm
going to make something for the party. We ordered some catnitas, we ordered
some guermitos and bouche and things likethat. And for my family, I

(29:42):
told everyone to bring a plate toshare. So one I pretty must was
bringing a charcuterie boards, one wasbringing spinach dip Zaddi's sister was making amazing
pastas. And I said, youknow what, I'm going to be on
my Senota stuff, and I'm goingto make wakame mole. It can't be
that hard. It cannot be thathard. So I go on Google,
I look at different recipes. Itell Daddy to make sure he's all the

(30:03):
groceries ready for me. And soyeah, after setting up in the morning,
the first thing that I do isI get to the wacamole. The
little duck. My nephew Alex,he is helping mash the at this he
thinks that's fun. And then I'mchopping up the mates the same oh yas
that hole and everything's all chopped up, cute and stuff squeezing out. The

(30:25):
demonis for some lemon in there aswell, and we mix it all up.
And then my brother Junior is helpingwith the side, making sure it's
salty enough, and we're all takingdifferent dips, making sure that tastes good.
And by the end of it,it does taste good. It does
taste good. And I did putsome of the AA got the pits in
there because I saw that if youkeep pits it keeps it from getting brown.

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So I put it in the fridge, Saran wrap all the good stuff,
and then everyone's coming. We're allsetting up. And then after I
put the wacamole out for ten minutes, it looks like a baby's diaper and
it does look unappetizing. And asthe party's going on, no one is
dipping in the wakam mooilet dip.No one is dipping in the wakam oilet

(31:10):
dip. But it's good. Ittastes good, but it looks like a
diaper explosion in a bowl. AndI'm just like bro, bro, like
the one thing I tried to do. Everything is getting eat, the charcouterie
is going, the spinach dip isgetting dipped, the everyone's loves the gun
me that's and all that, andthe one untouched is the wakam moilet.

(31:33):
I'm just like brouh. I tryto do senoral life. Zay's probably spent
eight hundred dollars in all these.I got this and it's a full untouched
a bowl. Whatever we tried.The party was so much fun. It
was also the night of the Canellofight, so we were all there washing
it, doing the squares. Everyone'splacing bets, the kids are outside running.

(31:53):
My dad we put him in chargeof the bignettas. He brought six.
He brought six biani at us.There's ten kids. They each dan
near get a panetta or two.It's so fun. There's even extra panetta's
for the duo. So even we'retaking swings at it and it's it's a
fine. It was so much fun. And throughout the day, me and

(32:15):
Zaddi are taking shots, honestly justby ourselves. Dam and I take shots,
and at one point he was likea little tipsy, and I could
tell he grabs me. He goes, Babe, I never taste wakamo like
that. And and I look ateach other and we just start dying laughing
because he was trying to be sosupportive at the once. I know nothing
I tried to do, but Ihim and I both knew that he was

(32:38):
only saying that because nobody touched it. He's so cute. We were rolling
on the kitchen floor laughing, andI think that was the highlight for sure.
But we had so much fun andit was lity, It was litty.
The next day we all get upand we go to Misa, Me,
my brother, Junior, the littleduck, Zaddi. We head to

(33:00):
church and then after church we goback to Zaddie's house and we just have
ricaent tables and just all vibe andhave a good time. And he drops
me off at the airport at eightand that's when I had that emergency ro
exit fiasco. So that was thatweek. And then I pull up to
work this week and something that's neverhappened in my eleven years of working in

(33:22):
radio. This was so embarrassing.So a few weeks ago we get asked,
HI, do you guys want tointerview One Republic? And I say
absolutely, and they put it onthe calendar One Republic, And so We're
getting closer and closer and closer tothe interview, and I'm just thinking,
oh my gosh, this is amazing, this is incredible, this is iconic.

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One Republic is everything. Ryan Tedderhas worked with everyone in industry.
So I am doing my research.I am looking up old interviews. I'm
seeing what they have going on,all these things, what they're promoting,
Da da da. I have myentire sheet of interview prepping questions, and
I'm so excited. And I wastelling Zaddy, oh my gosh, that

(34:06):
song too late to apologize or comingin. And I'm telling my family,
oh my gosh, you guys weregoing to interview on Republic. This is
huge. And then it's the morningof and I'm here at work and then
two guys roll into the studio andI'm like, this doesn't look like Ryan
Tedter and his crew. But honestly, I don't really know what the rest

(34:28):
of the crew looks like for whenRepublic. Maybe only two of them could
show up, So all right.So then the interview is starting, and
my partner asked them a very simplelike how are you what's going on?
Questions? And we're getting a setup, and then I get the next

(34:51):
question and I go right into it. Wow, so great that you guys
are expanding and you're now getting intomaking music for anime cartoons. How did
that start? And they both lookat me and they're like, no,
I don't think that's us. Yeah, we're not doing that. And I'm
like okay, oh, and thenmy partner takes it away too, and

(35:12):
he continues, and I text myboss and I ask her this is one
Republic, right, and she's notanswering me. And then my partner says
something blah blah blah. I mean, you guys are twenty one pilots.
You guys are conic. And Isay, oh my goodness. So I

(35:34):
go back to my calendar as I'min the in the studio, looking at
my one Republic prep, looking atmy outlook calendar, looking at the interview
that I'm in in the room withone Republic. Turns out I'm in the
room with twenty one pilots, notone Republic at all, not even a
little bit. And I want tocurl up into a ball and toss myself

(35:59):
into the truck from the corner ofthe studio. I want to spurrint away.
I am so embarrassed. I wantto be fired immediately. So I
don't really have much to say becauseI didn't do prep for twenty one pilots.
I really don't know what they're upto or what's going on? I

(36:20):
just and they are amazing. Theyare so sweet and so nice, and
I was able to throw some questionsabout parenting, but just it was Craig
Cray, and I felt so uncomfortableand they were so nice about it.
I don't know if they knew that. I mean, obviously they knew that.
I think that they obviously knew,but I was just so shook.

(36:50):
And then the interview ends and they'reso nice and take photos of us,
and then they leave and I marchto my boss, Kara, and I
say, Kara, why did younot respond to my text? And she
said, I'm working. What's up? What happens? She looks at it,
she goes, oh no, AndI say, oh yes, Kara,
I don't under She says, thisis the craziest This must be the

(37:14):
biggest brain fart you've ever had.I see, Kara, from the moment
we got the email and the inviteon the calendar, even though it said
twenty one pilots, I in myhead for weeks have had it programmed that
this was one republic. And Idon't know how the wires got switched there
until I asked that question, theysaid, no, not us. Thank

(37:35):
goodness my partner was able to coverit. I don't know what I would
have done. Obviously, I'm notperfect. I am human. Things happen.
I'm it's it will never ever happenagain. But I just I couldn't
believe that I did that. AndI I have and I've told you this
before, numbers and words sometimes inmy brain they do get mixed, and

(37:59):
I can see how I can getthat twenty one and like push it over
to one. And they're they're similarin the sense of like boy group bands,
vibes, you know what I'm saying. They're different musicians, obviously,
but they could be in that samebowl if you will. And that is

(38:20):
what happened. And I just couldn'tbelieve. I still have. I have
not I don't think I'm gonna tellmy boss because my boss, my boss
Mark, because that's just so embarrassing. He'd be so sweet, he would
just be like Crystal, that couldnever happen again, and I'll be like,
I know it won't, but thatwas wild. I was shook.
I mean, that is the biggestembarrassing of my career so far. I'm
happy that I survived. I'm stillso embarrassed. Thank goodness our editor was

(38:45):
able and is able to take thatstuff out that it wasn't a live interview,
because I don't know what the heckI would have done. But come
on, give me some grace.You know, I've done at this point,
hundreds of interviews. If I slipup on one, I think it's
okay. I wasn't too too hardon myself. I just thought, dang,
that is a lot, and there'sbeen so many We've done so much
stuff in the past few weeks.We're constantly doing stuff and stuff, and

(39:07):
then with my health, I havedoctor's appointments multiple times a week, and
then I'm running to the studio anddoing interviews and doing all this stuff for
my shows and all these things.So it's been a kind of crazy few
weeks because you know, I'm tryingto figure out what's going on with my
health, and I've been having topush back some appointments because of works.
It's just a lot, and soI don't know how that, Like I

(39:29):
said, that wire got crossed,but it was shookening, shakening wild and
we're gonna do better next time.I almost killed someone. So the other
day, I was trying to bewell athletic girl. I was on my
lance armstrong stuff and I decided thatI was going to ride a city bike

(39:50):
to my ice skating lesson in themorning. So I wrote it on the
way there, and I was thinking, you know what, I'm gonna ride
on the way back too, andI'm gonna ride the city bike to work.
So I pull up to my apartment, I drop off my stuff,
and I'm riding the city bike towork and I remember, oh my gosh,
I forgot to do my daily podcastprayer. I listen to this app

(40:12):
every day. It's an extra boostof prayer. It's called Our Daily Bread.
You should download it. It's reallygood. It gives a short little
story how that relates to a reading, and then it gives you the reading
and then you wrap it up witha prayer. It's really nice. Typically
they're three to four minutes, andI realized that because I was so busy
in the morning with all the stuff, I hadn't done it. So I
wanted to do it on my bikeride to work. So I pull on

(40:36):
my phone as I'm riding on thewest side. So it's pretty cool here
in New York. On either sideof the islands, they have well mostly
on the west side. The eastside is a little tough the East River,
but on the Hudson on the westside, there's a full on bike
lane and it's protected so no carscan really get to you. So it's

(41:00):
just for bikes and for fast likenot motorcycles, but electric bikes and things
like that. So I'm on theWest Side Highway coming up from downtown,
and I whip out my phone.I do the prayer. I hear the
prayer on the podcast four minutes andI start shoving the phone back into my

(41:22):
bag that's sipped up in the front. Now, as I'm zipping up the
bag, pretty distracted, right,I hear to my right, whoa,
whoa, whoa, my boss Mark. I'm literally recording. How long were
you there, dude, I'm recordingright now. There's a window in the

(41:45):
studio, and I like, somehowlook to my right and my boss Mark
is there, and I I'm sosorry. No, it's the timing of
that couldnt have been more perfect,because when I told you hanging out with
me right now, when I toldyou look to my right, I did
look to my right, and inthe window right here to the studio was
my boss Mark just creeping. Oh. He was just telling me about a

(42:08):
funny how we clipped up a funnyvideo that me and my partner did for
Missy Elliott and the repurposing it forPay your Bills, and even Missy Elliott
herself commented on it. So hewas just gonna tell me he wants me
to check it out with him,while that that timing was divine intervention.
Anyways, So I am on thebike and I hear to my right whoa,

(42:30):
whoa, whoa, And then Ilook and there's a woman that is
now crashing into me and completely swerveand crashed into the bushes on the west
side highway, caused prossibly bye,buy me, buy me. Yes,
my fault, my fault. SoI'm just sucking and I have to keep

(42:52):
peddling because then I'm gonna and we'reall going kind of fast, like it's
a fast trail. So I keeppeddling and thinking, oh my gosh,
that is so embarrassed. I hopeshe oh my, and I'm on my
way to work, so I'm thinkingthere's really nothing I can do. I
mean, she's on the floor.What do I do. So I keep
going, I keep peddling, andthen I'm probably thirty seconds away at this

(43:15):
point, and I think I justdid a prayer. I just I just
did a daily prayer. And Ijust left a woman that I just knocked
over on a bike. I needto go back, like what am I
doing? But also I was soembarrassed, and I also was scared that
she was gonna yell at me,cause I should not have been zipping my
phone into a bag while I'm ridinga bike and it's pretty dangerous. There's

(43:37):
people go really fast. So itwas completely my fault. And I run
back around because I must have swerved, but you know I wasn't paying it.
I must have sare I wasn't payingattention. When you're on those lanes,
you should be paying attention because thisis exactly what could happen when you're
not. So it was my faultten out of ten. So I make
a U turn and I pedal back, and I'm nervous because I'm for you

(44:00):
that she's gonna curse me out,which she should. But at this point,
she's standing up and I don't knowif she's pausing something, she's listening
to or if she's taking pictures ofsomething. But I go up to her
and I say, oh, mygosh, I am so sorry. Are
you okay? And she said yeah, I'm fine, And I say,
you know, this was my myfault. I shouldn't have been distracted like

(44:20):
that. I will not do thatever again. Do you need me to
get a taxi for you or anuber or something like? Are you fine?
She looked she was kind of brushingherself. She say, no,
no, I'm cool, I'm cool. And she was so sweet. She
was a local New Yorker I cantell by her accident, and she was
really sweet about it, and I'mso happy that she was okay and not
seriously injured. It was it wasinto like a bushy area. So when

(44:45):
I was telling my Bee my Jessicaabout this, she was like, well,
at least it wasn't into the floor, like at least she had cushion.
But no, FORARH, I wasso thankful that she was okay and
that she was so nice to me. And I did learn that was the
first time that I rode bikes toa practice and then to work, So
I clearly need to pay more attentionto that and wow, that was that

(45:07):
was scary. That was It's awfulwhen it's your fault. I feel like,
even if you fall off and gethere, you're okay, okay,
think goodness, I'm okay, Butlike when you cause it for someone else,
you're just so embarrassed and you justfeel so bad. So I'm happy
that I turned around and made sureshe was okay. And most most importantly,
I'm happy that she's okay. Besafe out there. Be safe when

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you're trying to do those physical activities. For sure. Can you believe that
my ex is now rich and famousand on reality TV? I was shook.
So this morning I'm scrolling through TikTok. Terrible, terrible, terrible way
to start your morning. I'm gonnabe better at that. I'm an attempt
to be better at that. ButI'm scrolling on TikTok this morning instead of

(45:52):
doing it now at night, I'mdoing it now in the morning. But
yes, I'm scrowing through TikTok andI come across this TikTok and I'm looking
at this guy on it, andI think, why do I know this
guy? Oh? My good Idated yo, I dated this guy?
Is this oh? Oh my god, those I haven't seen this guy in

(46:14):
two years. What is going on? So let's rewind to the single Crystal
in New York City going on adate every single week with a different guy
from the dating apps. Iconic,an iconic moment in time. Let's remember
I don't remember what his nickname was. Wait, actually this was before I

(46:37):
did the date every weeks I think. Anyways, I matched with this guy
on Riya. This was the firstRiot date that I went on. I
kept thinking that I had only beenon one Riot date, but I actually
had been on two. The firstRiot date was with this guy, and
the second Riot date was with thesoccer player, the professional soccer player.

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Okay, so I'm with this guyand he's so cute and we go on
a first date to eat Ramen theepisode. The episode is January seventeenth,
twenty twenty two. I had tolook back through my text to like figure
it out. So this is yeah, two years ago. So he was

(47:21):
a great guy. We went ona handful of dates, probably on like
three or four. He was reallynice, really sweet, super successful.
He is a tech NERD engineer NERDbuilds Robots. Went to like the most
prestigious tech school, studied under oneof the biggest robotic engineers in the world.
He's pretty much like a robotics prodigy, and I think he was working

(47:45):
for a bit a company when Ifirst started talking to him, and then
he was in the steps of buildinghis own but he also made music.
He was also a rapper or somethinglike that, and actually his music wasn't
bad. It actually, you knowwhen you hear that year always thinking,

(48:05):
but I looked into some of hismusic and it wasn't It wasn't bad at
all. So we went on ahandful of dates. We never hooked up,
but we were physically attracted to eachother, but I think it just
lacked the romance. I think wewere better off as just friends, but
we were too physically attracted to eachother to actually be friends like that.
So we just kind of mutually ghostedeach other and there was no hard feelings.

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It was never weird. Neither ofus ever ever really came back around,
because after that is when I starteddoing the every date a week kind
of thing. So I was onmy own hype. Anyways, it was
him. I was scrolling and Isaw him. I said, oh my
goodness, wait what is going onhere? So I look into his TikTok
page and he was recently on thelast season of Netflix's The Circle, the

(48:53):
big reality show where you are livingin your own portals and only interact through
screens and texts and stuff like that, and you it's kind of big Brother.
You kind of vote on who's likethe best and the favorites whatever,
and I guess there's a cash prizeat the end. I forgot how it
kind of went. But The Circlewas a huge show during the pandemic,

(49:14):
and it's still going on and alot of people still watch him follow along.
But he was just on the recentseason of The Circle. And when
I match and saw pictures of him, I assumed just because of the way
he looks. He's tall, he'shandsome, he dresses super fly. I
thought he was kind of an fboy. But then when I hung out

(49:34):
with him a few times and gotto know him a little bit, he
is the sweetest sweetheart ever. Heis not at all F boy. He
is very respectful. He was neverdisrespectful to me or gave me the impression
that he just wanted to hook upor anything like that. He was always
so sweet it didn't work romantically forus, which is totally fine. There
was like no bad blood. Sohe was recently on the seasons of the

(49:59):
season The Circle. So I startlooking into his TikTok and seeing what those
clips and stuff are, and hedefinitely played into that persona. He even
says, people look at me,think I'm an f boy, blah blah
blah. And let's think about this. When you're on reality TV or when
you're in the entertainment world, youdo put on some type of a persona.
So I think he was caving intothat a little bit, but you

(50:20):
have to he should as he should, and he's so good at it.
And I'm happy to see that heis breaking in out of his shell kind
of from what I've known. Ididn't know him too too well. Like
I said, we only went ona less than a handful of dates.
But he looks really confident and happyand he's cool and he's playing into that
f boy thing, but also asweet guy and he's just killing it and

(50:45):
doing the thing. He's doing allthe right things on socials and it's just
so funny thinking that I knew thisguy. We spent hours together on those
few dates. And now he's killingit and it's on a reality show and
he's doing so well. I don'tknow one hundred percent know how he's doing
with his job or what he's upinto in that world, but I think
he's living in La now or maybegoing back and forth. I don't know,

(51:07):
but yeah, he is now areality star and still killing him with
his job because he's still rocking thoseA one outfits and he looks really happy.
Bra vote to him and Bravo tothat. How crazy I'm imagine scrolling
on TikTok and be like, whois this? Oh my god, I
remember them. Oh my god.I dated them for a little bit,

(51:28):
so that was interesting to see.I call my mom this morning and told
her about it, and she wasdying because she remembers when I was telling
her about this robotic engineer guy andthen I sent her his tiktoks and she's
like, oh my gosh, lookat him. I never even you never
showed me what he looked like.Is because I don't think I had him
on Instagram and stuff like that.But congrats to him, and much more

(51:50):
and more and more and more successfor him, because he is he was
a sweet guy. From what Iwas able to see. So that's going
on with that, And this weekis Craig cra coming up. I work
this weekend, which is cool,and I get to be here in New
York City, and then next weekI have a few doctor's appointments and then
a few interviews, and then onThursday, I'm gonna have to abandon you

(52:13):
for a little bit to go livemy best life. I'm going to Europe
for the first time. I toldyou about this, and Zaddie and I
are going from a dirty thirtieth birthdaytrip and I just can't wait. I've
been packed for the past two months. I finally got the time off approved
after I got disapproved. They're doingthe event here. I work a little

(52:36):
differently this year, so it's totallyfine if I miss it this year.
And I'm gonna obviously try not tomiss that event or any other events this
year. All I'm gonna talk aboutdates before me and Zaddi plan things.
But I'm so excited and I havemy itinerary mapped out to the tea.

(52:57):
I want to make sure that wehave such a great first time. Make
sure you're following along on everything atlike Crystal OLDLZ has to keep up with
it and just pray for me.Pray for me and Zaddie. We're gonna
be together for three weeks, whichis cray gray. I think that is
actually the longest time we are goingto be together. Last summer it was
one full week, and then hebroke up. After that. This past

(53:19):
winter and Christmas, it was twofull weeks. Day two in he broke
his toe and gashed his thigh andhad almost twenty stitches. And now it's
going to be two weeks in Europeand then a week with him here with
me in New York City. Iam so excited. Him and I are
just so happy to leach and hoardeach other and survive those three weeks together.

(53:45):
I'm just really really happy. Somake sure, like I said,
you're keeping up on everything for allthose details. If you've been to Europe
already, hit me on snapchat soyou can give me some Europe advice.
I've never been before, obviously,so I just want to make sure that
I am already set. I've beenon all the YouTube videos. I've been
doing deep, deep research for thistrip. This is the biggest trip that
him and I have both taken inour whole lives. So we are just

(54:08):
so blessed, and with those blessings, we're going to get into our daily
mode of vator. This is atgreat Day dot com. It changes every
day. It's by Ralph Mortson.So we're going to get into this one
for Friday, May tenth. It'scalled keep growing. Right now, you
have an opportunity to grow. Takeadvantage of the opportunity to add depth,

(54:30):
substance, and meaning to life.No matter what you've already accomplished, every
challenge you take on can bring newbenefits. Whatever your level of learning experience,
you can always learn and do more. Whatever your level of learning and
experience, you can always learn anddo more. When you get to thinking
you've seen it all, that cutsyou off from new and enlightening experiences.

(54:52):
Think instead about the possibilities of themoment, draw fresh energy from them,
and jump out of your complacency.If you ever feel like you have all
the answers, get busy and findmore questions. See that each new discovery
is a starting point, not afinal destination. The joy in life is

(55:12):
in the journey. The fulfillment youaccumulate is in the growing. Whatever comes
whatever goes, keep growing, neverlet it stop. Hmmm. I know
sometimes we think we know it alland we're at the tip top and we
can't go. But there is evenan unknown that we don't even know about

(55:36):
that we can even keep pushing through. We can even make it our own
and through ourselves. I love this. Keep growing. Yeah, I feel
like I still have a lot oflearning in every single capacity. So that
that is the key for all ofus. Because when you feel like,
oh, I can't do more,Oh I've seen it all, Like you

(55:57):
get bored and you get unhappy.But it is like when you do feel
that way, you can get busyand find more questions of whatever it is
that you're thinking of. So Ihope that you liked that. How did
that feel for you? You canreflect on that a little bit. Now
we're going to get into our prayer. This one is from the book called
Jesus Calling Enjoying Peace in His PresenceSarah Young. I want to shout out

(56:21):
an awesome young woman that I gotto interview this past week. Her name
is McKenna Grace. She was onthe new Ghostbusters movie. She's a music
artist, so she puts out songsand she puts out projects. She is
a writer and a producer and hasdirected her own things as well. She's
only seventeen years old, but sheis a powerhouse. And we got to

(56:45):
interview her after the and it's funnybecause during the interview she was saying something
and in my heart I felt like, I want to give her this book.
I want to give her this JesusCalling book. But I also don't
like to overstep and like push AndI tell you this all the time.
I don't want to push my ideasand religions on you. We can share
them, and I want to respecteveryone, but especially with artist and stuff.

(57:07):
I don't want to get too pushywith that. So I didn't.
I didn't. But at the endof the interview, where Chad and we're
wrapping up and it's completely off air, and she points to this book,
that Jesus Calling book and she says, oh, what's that about? And
I say, this is my dailypresence, motivation and joy reminder. And
you know what, I have extrasand you can have this one. And

(57:30):
she said, no way. Andshe was saying that she's close to her
religion and trying to get explore andlearn more about being president and non anxiety
and things like that. That's whatwas calling me to give her this book
because it really helps with anxiety andstress and just so that you know that
there is a higher power, alove and energy of force that has it
all taken care of and you don'thave to worry about one thing, because

(57:52):
something that robs us from our joyis worrying. She was so gracious and
so grateful for this calendar book thatI got her. So if you feel
like you're worried all the time andstress and anxious, or you know someone
that is, this is the bookthat I wri It's a calendar book,
so there's one for every day ofthe year. And I read this every
single day before I go on airto remind myself to brid of those worries

(58:15):
because someone already has it handled forus. And I push this to you
all the time. Jesus calling andjoined peace in his presence by Sarah Young.
You can get on Amazon. Ieven found a pink one, so
now I have like pink ones.So if you aren't the one to pray
and haven't explored that part of theuniverse yet and it's okay, I love
you thank you for hanging out.We're gonna see you next time on Crystal's

(58:37):
night cap. I hope you enjoythe daily motivator. I love love,
love you. I love you,and I'll see you on the next one.
And if you want to stick arounda little bit, quick little prayer
of presence and joy for us,so that, like I said, we
always remember, it's all taken careof. And when you hear God,
Me, Jesus, all those thingsjust mean light and love and peace and

(59:01):
enjoy all right, So may tenthdo not resist or run from the difficulties
in your life. These problems arenot random mistakes. They are hand tailored
blessings designed for your benefit and growth. Their hand tailored blessings design for your
benefit and growth. Wow, embraceall the circumstances that I allow in your

(59:23):
life, trusting ME to bring goodout of them. View problems as opportunities
to rely more fully on Me.When you start to feel stressed, let
those feelings alert you to your needfor me. Thus your needs become doorways
to deep dependence on Me and increasingintimacy between us. Although self sufficiency is

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acclaimed in the world, reliance onme produces abundant living in my kingdom.
Thank me for the difficulties in yourlife, since they provide protection from the
idolatry of self reliance. Thank mefor the difficulties in life because they provide
protection from the idolatry of self reliance. Say thank you for difficulties that you're

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having because in your life, sincethey provide protection from you feeling like everything
is just on you and on yourshoulders. Say thank you God for the
difficulties because they protect you from thinkingthat everything is just on you. I've

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been praying for that this year ofletting go and letting God and surrendering.
I've been praying for that for awhile. And I think I've told you
that. And the more that Iread this book, and the more that
I even say that out loud,I'm surrendering. I'm surrendering. I trust
you God. I'm just surrendering toYou and life and love and light.

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I feel so much better. AndI've told you this is a really critical
year for me because I'm considering whatI'm doing with my career, where I'm
going next, and if I'm stayingor not. And the more I say
God, I'm just letting you do. The more blessings have been coming to
me, and it's been helping mefigure out more what I should be doing,

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even just talking to my mom aboutthings like that, and talking to
my boyfriend because he too is he'smy teacher when it comes to God.
And I hope that the difficulties thatyou have and you face are your reminders
that, hey, thank you forthese difficulties. They're here for a reason
and I can actually just let themgo and give them all to you God,

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light, love energy because it's alltaken care of. And that doesn't
just like make you feel better aboutwhat we have going on knowing that,
Okay, yes I'm stressed, Yesthere are worries. Yes it's not always
one hundred percent, but that isfine because it's it's not mine to be
stressed about, because it's already solvedand worked on a that was John fifteen

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five, two Corinthians one eight throughnine, en Ephesians five twenty. So
I hope that helps you. Ihope that the stresses and difficulties for all
of us are just a reminder thatit's already done in the best, blessed,
abundantly positive, love filled way foryou and for me and for your
loved ones that are also struggling.I want you, guys to keep my

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brother and your prayers. My brotherJunior, he has an awesome opportunity coming
up that I'm encouraging him to preparefor so that when it comes, he
is ready and will get it withflying colors. And I really really am
praying for this because he's been hopingand wanting for this for a very very
long time and I feel like allthe stars have aligned for him perfectly at
this time, and now we justneed to make sure that he's prepared for

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it to excel in this test.I want you to pray for Yeah,
that's my biggest prayer right now.My bidding, my Jessica Always, who
is battling with leukemia and it's beencoming back and she is now doing a
different type of chemo. Luckily she'sable to be home with her family,

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but it's still hard because she's stillfighting. So if you can pray for
her and her peace during this fight, and it's hard financially as well,
so if we can all pray forher and that aspect and her family too.
So my brother Junior, Jessica,my Awalito's always and my old new

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boss Mark, both of the Marks. They're in a shifting time in their
life. They're all relocating and startingnew endeavors with new issues they have to
fix and solve. So let's givethem peace to also let go and know
that they don't have to fix everythingright away, and that they everything that

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they've worked for has given them thisand so much more, and just that
they don't worry and stress, whichthey're good at that with managing that,
but it's hard to live in andmove to a new place and be the
new person and see that there's somany things that can be improved, and
bosses want to get it done rightaway, and just to give them peace

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and grace for themselves that they don'tfeel heaviness with those pressures. So let's
pray for them too. And we'repraying for you and do your special intention.
M hm hm, I'm praying forthat. We're all praying for that

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together. I love you so somuch. I'm possibly possibly going to pop
into you next week if I don'tbecause and my mommy's gonna to down to
hold the FOURD down because Frappy,my little cap needs you know, some
lovin while me and Zaddie are livingour best lives in Europe. So my

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mom is coming in to take careof Frappy. What a g reality that
she is so pray for my mommythat she gets to relax when she's here
in New York City holding things down. And so yes, I'm hopefully going
to pop in with you next week, but if I don't, I will
be back with you when I amback from Europe. I love you so
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