MY SALAD WAS TOSSED ON THE PLANE

In tonight’s episode of "Crystal’s Nightcap", I was a NYC bus tour guide, the Holy Spirit slapped me in the face, getting my salad tossed on the flight, a surprise party for Zaddy’s family, and MORE! 

Episode Transcript

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Hello to your beautiful heart, Hupper. It's Crystal Rosa's back with another episode
of Crystal's Nightcap. Tonight, Iwas in New York City bus tour guide
the Holy Spirit slapped me in theface, getting my salad tossed on the
flight, and do we actually pulloff the surprise party for that East Side
of the Family Get Usa. Myname is Crystal Rosas. I'm a twenty

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something Latina who just moved from Californiato the Big Apple's Happy Sorry that was
my cat frappuccino. They're still gettingused to the city life. Anyways,
Where was I am? Oh?Yeah, I take over afternoon radio every
day on the world famous Z onehundred, But when night falls, I'm
looking for all the cloud I canget and casually searching these streets for my

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prince Charming. Come on this sexysingle journey where we'll go on a date
with a new guy from the appsevery week, host red carpets and interviews,
and weasel our way into the secretsociety of New York's top social life.
Oh yeah, and someone's always watching. That's my overprotective mom. This
is a Crystal's Nightcap. I know, I know, I know. We're

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late. We're late, but we'rehere. Okay, better late than ever.
Right, Happy Thursday. Usually welike to hang out on a Tuesday,
then sometimes Wednesdays, but this weekwe're hanging out together on Thursday,
and that's okay. Thanks so muchfor being here. From the episode of
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l r os as a lot ofcute stuff to get too. So we're

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gonna hop right into it. Thisis Crystal's Nightcap. Sit back, relax,
It's Crystal's Nightcap. I had thefunniest Wednesday last week. So we
get an email and our boss islike, yo, can you do this

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event for us? It's called theCEO Club of iHeart Radio, and I'm
like, okay, I don't knowwhat this is, but whatever you need
pretty much. I Heart was flyingout the top forty sales executives around the
country, taking them out to dinner, having an event for them, and
then I Heart got them a TimeSquare billboard of each of their faces for

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a few seconds to celebrate that theyhave been bringing the best revenue to iHeart.
So what they wanted me to dowas mc one of the buses.
I was gonna pick up all ofthe sales executives and take them from dinner
to Time Square. And it's justkind of like, make it a fun
vibe, make it a thing.So you know me, if I'm gonna

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do it, I'm a duel,Right. I pulled up to dinner.
I knew a few people there,but not really. I was just mingling,
smingling, getting to know some ofthe sales executives I've never met before,
and then we hop onto the doubledecker bus. Now, the issue
was it was fifty five degrees andit was raining, so all of us
had our umbrellas, we had ourbonchos, but you know what, that's

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not going to stop a good time. Absolutely not. And the thing about
me is that no one loves NewYork City like I do. I have
manifested to live here for years.Everything you need to know about New York
City. I know all the toursof New York City. I've taken every
single tour, from the Double DeckerRed Bus tour to the Cathedral Catacombs tour.

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I did the Nights, Ghosts andGangster's Tour. I've done the speak
Easiest tour. I've done most ofall of the tours in New York City,
and I know a lot of factsabout New York City. And I'm
in these streets, so i knowa lot about the avenues, the buildings,
what came from where. Remember Idid the Central Park tour as well.

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I've done a lot of tours.So when they signed me up to
be this tour guide tour Boid thetour guide, I told them there is
no other better person than me.So I'm on this bus. I'm on
the top of the double decker.It's raining heavily, but I'm going to
put my best foot forward. I'mgoing to use my cheerleading voice because the

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microphone on the top floor doesn't work. And now I'm going to let these
sales executives from all across the country. We're talking Arizona, Baltimore, Nebraska,
even San Francisco. These sales executiveswere from all over the country and
they each got to bring a plusone or two, which was amazing.
But a lot of them have neverbeen to New York City before, and
I want to make sure that wegive them a good time. If they're
picking me to be the ambassador forthis, then yeehaw. I'm over here

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pointing to the right, tell Longthis is Sacks fifth Avenue. I'm telling
them the different avenues. I'm tellingthem how Broadway is one of the only
avenues that crosses the diagonally along theisland. I'm letting them know how many
streets make up the north and southof Manhattan and the east and west of
it. I'm letting them know thatthe cathedral there was actually the second cathedral
of New York City because the firstone was downtown but then it got too

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small. I'm telling them everything andthey are loving it. It's actually really
fun too. I'm trying to makeit fun as much fun as I can.
While we're in fifty degrees storming rain. Then we pull up to Times
Square and it's so cool because forabout ten seconds, they each get a
flash of their billboard themselves, justthemselves, and we're taking photos of them.

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I'm telling people who's coming up nextbe on deck. Congratulations to Michelle
from Illinois. Her vertical is healthand she is our organic queen. And
we have Billy from Boston and hisvertical is car, so he'd be sailing

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Lambeau's into Boston. And it wasjust such a good fun time. I'm
so happy that I got to dothat. I got to meet a lot
of these executives and they were sosweet to me and telling me how much
of a difference I made for thatevent. It was so fun. I
loved it. And then I justget to walk home and it made me
so happy. Even though it wasnot the ideal weather, it made me
so happy that I got to bea part of it and I got to

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impact their amazing achievement and to saythank you to them, because if they're
not selling, I'm not living andsurviving on the radio. So it was
a really fun event. It wasreally cool, and I'm really thankful that
they had a good time that Iwas able to make a little impact for
them there. That was Wednesday,and then Thursday's all chill. Friday is

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a day I'm going to go backhome with my family, and I have
some appointments I have to make duringthe weekdays. I've mentioned you that I
had a pretty serious health episode lastweekend. I got gurnied into the emergency
room. I had to take workoff for a few days. I'm not
really sure what's going on down there, but it's very painful, and it's
happened before, and I'm trying totake precautions to make sure that I can

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figure out what's going on and sothat it doesn't happen again. So I
was already going home for the weekendanyways, but I decided to go and
take a few health days off sothat I can get appointments with my day
one doctors. So I have totell you what happened on my way to
the airport, because this is hilarious. So you know, I've shared with

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you that I've been trying to getcloser to my spirituality. I'm going to
church every single time that I'm herein New York City. I'm getting really
close with my church and my hospitalitygroup. There, I started reading the
Bible, which I never really gotinto, and I'm just trying to explore
and understand and be in the presenceof God's love, whatever that means for

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you and what that means for me. And I've recently been learning about the
Holy Spirit. So whenever you feellike you want to do something bad,
but then your brain is just tellingyou, no, I actually should do
this instead, that for my religionis the gift of the Holy Spirit that
was given to us. The HolySpirit came upon me as I'm rushing to

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the airport as I usually do afterwork, trying to make an eight ten
flight, which is just wild fromManhattan. I get off work usually around
five point forty five five point fiftyand two hours is just not enough time
sometimes because you never know what's goingto happen. Now, I was bold
again and decided to fly out ofEWR and Newark, which is a huge

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problem because you have to take theNew Jersey Transit. Anything that has to
do with New Jersey ten fingers down, ten thumbs down. Awful, awful
offul But that was the flight thatworked the best for me and blada boom,
bada ban. I am scurrying fromWest fifty fifth and I'm going down
towards the E train now. AsI'm on a six and a half avenue

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south, I get approached by thismiddle aged man and he goes, Hi,
are you from here? And Iam not in a position to waste
any time, but I kind offeel bad. I'm just like, who
knows why this man and I crosspaths? Let me be nice and say,

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sure, what can I help youwith? And he goes, well,
I was told that the bus wastwo seventy five, and now I'm
hearing it. I just stop himright there and I tell him, sir,
I'm sorry, I don't have time, and I keep scurring away.
As I'm scurring away, the mangoes if you then, and in my
instinctual reaction, I go, ifyou too, bro, And he goes

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if you and I go. Andthen the Holy Spirit came upon me,
and I think to myself, Istopped for this man because I wanted to
be a good person, and Itried to be a good person, and
he was trying to scam me.I already could tell he just wanted money
for me. I don't have cash. It is twenty twenty four, I

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do not have cash, and thenext bus stop around here is not close.
I'm not gonna wait for you bythe bus stop and tap my card
for you to down on the bus, so I cannot help you anymore.
I stopped for this man to bea good person, and in the realm
of me being a good person,I find out that he is just a

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scammer. And then he cusses meout, And now I'm back cussing him
out. So why am I stoopingdown to his level and cussing him back
out? So as soon as Isay if you bro you and he goes
you too, and I stop andI say, oh my goodness, I
am so sorry. May God blessyou. And I walk away and I
scurry away, and I just startlaughing to myself. You know what better

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late than never if you find yourselfbeing not the good person, Because there
has just been so many times whereI have just cussed them back or given
them the birdy and kept walking away. That for me, for the longest
time was just so self validating.But you know, as I'm getting closer

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to being a better person that Iwant to be, that is not what
I'm learning I should be doing.When someone slaps you across the face,
give them the other side of yourcheeks so they can slap you back.
If someone gives you the middle finger, don't give them back the middle finger
or the cussage, and just handlethe situation with grace if you can.

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So I did fall short a littlebit. I did cuss him back,
I did hit him with a quickclap back. But I caught myself again.
The Holy Spirit slapped me in theface and cussed me out and told
me, Crystal, be better,apologize and tell this man, God bless
you. I'm sorry. I hopeyou get whatever you need. Resolve resolved,
and I scurried back down like thelittle rat that I am, down

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to the E train. The Etrain installed for another five minutes. Then
I get down to the New JerseyTransit, which again the train to the
airport is on standby and not pullingup anytime soon. I get to the
train that I need to be at, and I get off and I ask
the conductor do you know if it'sgoing to be delayed? And he says,
yes, Amtrak is delayed here atthe station, so we don't know

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how much time. It's probably gonnabe twenty minutes. There's another train a
few tracks away. You might barelymake that, but it should be pulling
out soon. That one's gonna leavepretty soon. I take my chances,
grab my stuff, sprint to theother track, get on that train.
We finally take off. It stops. Is delayed again. We finally take
off a little bit. Again,it stops. It's delayed. Now.

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I'm getting PTSD from last time whenI was supposed to meet Zaddi in Texas
for his brother's wedding and I missedthe entire flight that night and had to
go the next day because the NewJersey transit is just the worst. But
boohoo, so sad traveling tragedies.We all have them. I really want
to see my boyfriend. I reallywant to make it for the surprise party
tomorrow. I am just praying thatI'm somehow gonna make it. And I

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kind of start giggling to myself abouthow funny it was with that man earlier,
and I just start praying, pleaseGod, me, Please God.
I just want to make this flight. And all of a sudden, I
look down and I get a textmessage that my fight was delayed. My
flight was delayed from e ten toeight forty five. So one way or
another, I'm going to make thisdang flight, and for the looks of

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it, I do. I pullup to the airport totally fine. I
am just relaxed. I'm not rushed. I'm so unrushed by the way that
there is a piano at Terminal Seain New York Airport, and I just
see this man playing the piano andI'm just sitting there on a wheelchair that
I found, just vibin to thisman playing the piano and his WIFEI is
there recording him, having the besttime of her life, watching everyone watch

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her man that's playing so well.And then I start chopping it up with
this lady and her name is Ruth, and she is from Canada, and
we just start talking about Jesus honestly, and her husband and how he learns
really to play by ear and howhe's so good. And I started hearing
about them and where they're from orwhere they met England years ago and all

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these things. And I just getto know this random lady, Ruth,
and I am in just such goodspirits because I'm not gonna miss my flight,
which is a rarity these days.So then I calmly strolled to the
little store there. I grab myfavorite chicken caesar salad probably on the planet.
This eighteen ninety nine box to caesarsalad at Awr is my favorite.

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That's the one silver lining of NewJersey is that specific caesar salad and the
parmejan crisps in there. And Ialways pack a fork, a travel fork
with me. So I'm over thereagain, my backpack already, get my
things all ready to get on theairplane, right, So I get onto
the airplane, and I had awhole plan about my backpack and my pillow

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bag. I'm gonna put my backpackup on the top and I'm gonna kind
of squeeze from boarding group six totry to make it onto boarding group four,
which I successfully kind of do,because I really want to make sure
I have enough room on the overheadfor my backpack because me, I'm paying
economy and I'm not spending extra fora carry on, and they're United is

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very strict about the carry ons.Like United, if you're flying economy,
you can't even get your boarding passand your wallet. You have to go
to the ticket counter to get yourUnited Economy pass because they don't believe you
that you don't have a carry on. That's how serious it is. But
I usually go and sneak to thebathroom. I throw my bag in the
bathroom and then I go with mybackpack so it looks like I don't have
a carry on. I still bringan extra toe for my pillow. It's

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really just a pillow, but theystill be tripping about just a bag for
your pillow these days. I scorethem onto boarding group six. I have
one cabinet one overhead bin open,which means all the other ones are full.
I shove my backpack in there.I feel like I have successfully conquered
today's fly until I get to myrow and notice where the heck where the

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flippity flip is my eighteen ninety nineboxed chicken caesar salad. I haven't eaten
since breakfast, so I decide toholler from row thirty four all the way
up to row thirteen amidst the deadsilence, has anyone seen the box chicken

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size or salad up there? Again? Quiet and people start kind of giggling,
Hey, did I leave my caesarsalad up there? Around row thirteen.
There's a little kid behind me,must be around ten eleven years old.
He goes, Oh, yeah,you left it on the seat.
I remember seeing it. I'm likereally, it's like, yeah, I
left it on the seat. Iholler, can someone please toss me my

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salad? I know you see asalad up there? Can you please toss
it back to me? Everyone startshysterically laughing out of their minds, and
someone's arm goes straight up with thatchiecken caesar salad and one by row row
by row, arm by arm,Row seventeen, Row twenty, Row twenty

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eight, Row thirty two, Rowthirty three, Row thirty four into my
hands, and I'm just so happy. I have my pillow, I have
my chunk glass on, I havemy travel fork, and I have my
box cheese chicken sees are salad.I have on my YouTube podcasts and videos
download to my phone. So I'mliving my best life. And I live

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my best life until this man onthe aisle pulls up and he looks at
me and he says, Hi,So my girlfriend is up there at row
twenty. She's in the aisle.Do you think that you and her can
switch? Let me tell you Ispent so much money on this economy United

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flight. I spent an extra fifteendollars to pick this window seat because your
girl is gonna sleep either on thetray table or on the window seat with
my pill. I cannot sleep inthe aisle because my arms. I have
no control when I'm in my rim, So my arms get hit by that

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little trolley cart, my arms gethit by people walking by the aisle while
I'm trying to snooze. The onlyway I can effectively sit and sleep on
a six hour flight back to Californiais if I'm on the window preferably which
I will pay fifteen extra dollars for, or if I'm in the middle.

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In middle is worst case scenario.Not I hate sitting in the middle.
Everyone hates sit in the middle.But I rather the middle than the aisle,
honestly, because at least in themiddle, I'm like confined and I
can be annoying to the people onmy left and right. But that trolley
cart hating me with the coffee andthe peanuts, I've almost broken a elbow.
So I am in this dilemma.You know, I'm just in my

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head thinking, man, this guyreally wants to sit next to his girlfriend,
and if it was me, Iwould like totally and I would really
want to sit next to Zadi.But at the end of the day,
a girl's got to get her zeasonbecause the next day it's game time.
Eight am. I'm waking up startsetting up for this dang surprise party.
So I tell him Bro, Ireally wish I could, but I paid
extra for this and there's no wayI'm gonna sleep if I'm in the isle.

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I'm so sorry. He says,Oh, okay, it's okay.
And I felt hell about I felthella bad, but I'm only human,
so I much at my chickens.He's just salad like a little rebbit that
I am. And then I puton my YouTube video and I zone.
Now I knock out literally for thenext five hours, and it was amazing.

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Wake up, no problems. Zaddieand his son picked me up from
the airport the next morning, alarmeight am. Tables and chairs are getting
delivered at nine am, Mom anda Sevan and the dug My family's coming
up to help set up at tenam, and I'm just up stuck decorating
this dang house. Decorating everything atZaddi's house because we have a huge surprise

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party we've been planning for a monthabout to go down, and there are
so many different moving parts. Thereis such an interesting chemistry of the invitations,
you know, because different family members. There's a surprise party for Zaddi's
grandma starting eighty love queen and brotherin law who's dirty thirty. It is
so we are all hands on deck, you know. Sandrita my mom,

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she's decorating the vases, she's settingup the coffee stand. I am trying
to understand what's going to go onbecause it's supposed to be an outside birthday
party, but now it's raining,so we're trying to set up the garage
and trying to make room there.Zaddi barely gone his sleep because he was
up so late picking me up fromthe airport and having the craziest pack week

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for work. That Bogo. Hebecomes grizzly mode when he's underslept, but
he pulls together, and I'm justtrying to control of the kids, so
beating all the little duck Alex isthere and I'm trying to have him and
Zaddi's son help around the house withthings I need to get done, but
trying to get ten year olds todo anything is crazy. Nonetheless, we

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somehow are pulling it together, andI'm in my crusty sweats. Zaddi's family
starts pulling up on the invitations.I told everyone that the birthday people are
arriving at two pm for the surprise. Lie. Such a lie. They
weren't going to arrive until three pm. I knew that if I told everyone
the surprise is happening at too andthat's the time that we imagined to all
go down, that no one wouldbe there for the surprise. Two o

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clock rolls up and only one familyis there. I'm like, see,
I'm a genius surprise parties. Youalways gotta lie on the invitations. So
one family is there. I'm stillin sweats. I've never met them before.
They're all put together, so cute, so clean, so fresh.
I'm very embarrassed, and there's noone really ELL's there. My family is
all running around like chickens with theirheads cut off, trying to last minute

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adjust the last minute rain situation.But I tell them there's coffee that's ready,
and if you want, there's littlechips and things like that until the
Busa's get here. So but sillypeople start pulling up. Now the problem
is we have to figure out away to get Zaddie's grandma and Zaddi's brother

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in law in Zaddi's car at thesame time for him to pull up on
them so that they can all comeand it be surprised together. But Zaddi's
grandma has her own life and plansthat she wants to do. We lied
to both of them and told themthat it was the Little Doug, my
nephew's birthday party. So they're allthinking that we're throwing a big party for
Alex, but to their own surprise, it's their own parties. So I

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even had the brother in law makemy favorite fruit salad that he makes for
Alex, so he's actually out heremaking his own fruit salad. I told
Grandma Mema. Mema is Zaddi's grandma. I told Mema that one of my
great aunts was coming and that ifshe can bring the eighty crown and sash
that I had sent for her forher birthday a week ago, just to

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let her borrow it, just sothat my great aunt can borrow it for
her eightieth birthday that day. Idon't have a great great aunt that's turning
eighty. It was a lie becauseit was a plot for her to bring
her own crown and sash so thatshe could wear it for her own dirty
thirty. That was a surprise,which was genius, by the way.
And mem is saying, well,if the party doesn't start into like three
or four, I don't really wantto get there early. I meet you

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guys there, I'll meet you likeat like five. And we're all just
distressed because we're trying to figure outa way to get the brother in law
there for his surprise, and thenMEMA's changing all the plans, and we
can't let MEMA's cousin know because we'rescared that she's going to ruin the surprise.
It is just such a big fiasco. But Zaddy holds it down.

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Zaddy figures it out. It's twofifteen, it's two twenty. People start
trickling in. More to thirty.More people are trickling in two forty five.
Finally the house is looking packed enoughto actually bring them over. I
text them, Babe, bring themover. Let's get this surprise out the
way. Let's just please because everyoneis so stressed and overwhelmed. Zaddi almost
had a dank panic attack earlier.It was a whole thing. But finally

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we all have like the little poppers. We're all quietly in the living room
and we hear them coming because thebrother in law's sister has them on GPS.
They all pull up and surprise,Oh my gosh, they are so
surprised. They know it's their partybecause I printed photos of their faces and

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we had them taped all around thehouse, so they obviously knew it was
their party. We had the bigeighties balloon, we had the big thirties
balloon, we had the confetti everywhere. Mi Ma starts crying because, oh
my gosh, this was so crazy. So a few days before that,
they celebrated just themselves, just adinner, maybe just a Costco pizza.

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Her eightieth birthday, right, andshe told them, you know, for
my fiftieth, I had a surpriseparty. For my sixtieth, I had
a surprise party. For my seventieth, I had a surprise party. It's
okay, I don't need a surpricefor my eightieth. I don't even want
a surprise for my eightieth. Andthe funny thing is that she had no
idea that surprise was gonna happen becauseher birthday had passed that week before,
so she thought that her birthday wasjust the Costco pizza dinner and that was

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it. Unbeknownst to her, wesaid a whole big party with all her
best friends and her family to pullup to surprise her for her eightieth and
she had the crown and the sashin her hands, and when she saw
every when she saw her face allover the walls, she just started crying.
And I even almost started crying.And the brother, he was shook.
Two. He didn't think that theywere going to do anything for his

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birthday because they have a big familyand it's just kind of crazy and there
was a lot going on, andhe thought that we were really throwing this
party for the little Doug for Alex, because Alex's birthday was a few weeks
ago two. So it was justso fun and seeing everyone in my family
was there and some of my besties, my gaumata was there, and I'm
just so thankful that I was ableto be a part of that and help

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set that up. And his sisterwas just so involved and helpful with everything,
the planning and the invites, andZaddi funded the whole thing, so
he was amazing. And then theBubusa lady popped up with her tent and
now was making bu bussas and noweveryone's kind of mingling and getting to know
each other, and it's really fun. We're seeing different sides of Zaddi's family.
This is his mom's side, andhis sister's family side, and my

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side, and man, it wasa cracking party. I was kind of
nervous because you know, when youhave different groups of people that've never met
before, you don't really know howthey're gonna gel and mesh. But everyone
was so nice. Everyone was socool. Every half hour or so,
we were screaming shot a clock soeveryone could take shots. And there was
just a whole bunch of kids runningaround and in the rooms watching Mowana.

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And then some of the adults areeating bussas in the garage, and some
people are hanging out and vibing inthe living room, some are just taking
shots in the kitchen. Everyone's takingphotos and videos and just vibing and having
a good time, and everyone isloving the party. That poposas were such
a hit. We had the beautifullittle guffes stand for the jahitos so that
the little old people can drink theircoffee and feel warm and cozy. And

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it was a party. I wasjust nervous. I mean, I've kind
of thrown parties before, but thiswas I think the first full party that
like front to start. We're theadults now, you know, like my
mom helps and helped so much,don't It would not have been able to
go on without her. She bringsall the things that I lack. But

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me and Zaddy insist really set itup and with the help of the kids,
and I'm just shook that we wereable to make the surprise happen.
It was kraking. There was enoughbeers, there was enough everything for everyone,
and what a fun day. Now. Zady again, he was so
tired and at certain parts of theparty he had to go to his room

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and take a nap, like that'show tired he was. But towards the
end, I think people started leavingnot too late, like around seven o'clock,
and so by eight o'clock it wasjust the family, which is actually
a lot of people. It wasprobably like twenty five of us, and
so we start opening the presence forme Ma and for brother in law,

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and we're also celebrating little Alex's birthday, so we have presents for him and
one of the Sobinos, so thebrother in law's kid, it was his
birthday too, so we were atpresents for him, and then I always
just like to get presents for allthe little kids, so everyone was opening
presents and it was so cute.It felt like Christmas. Michael, fathers
Elisa, Anthony, and my godsonJosiah were there, so I got to
give him a little present, andthey're part of our family, so they

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get to experience these things with usnow too. My assist Gatty pulled up
and she got to me and spendmore time with Zaddi's family and get to
know them and talk to them andthe kids, and she loves it all
and it was just so great.I'm so happy that it all got pulled

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off magically. And then whenever I'min town now staying at Zaddy's house,
my little duck, so what weknow Alex, he likes to sleepover because
him and Zaddy's son are around thesame age and so they're just up playing
Fortnite and having such a fun sleepovertogether and just giggling. Like me and
Zaddi are down the hall and allwe hear is the kids at like eleven

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o'clock PM giggling so hard, andZaddy gets up and checks on what they're
doing, and they're watching try notto Laugh videos on YouTube and it's just
so cute. Like it is,it is everything. It is a vibe.
Like I also love that my sobbingNo loves to stay and hang out
with us and stay over the house. I've never had a boyfriend like that

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before, where you know, wecan have sleepovers together, And the fact
that Alex loves being around us andloves being at that house with us.
I'm just so thankful that Zadi isso cool with it, and that Zaddi's
son is so sweet to the littleduck and wants him around and wants him
over and wants to play with him. They're little buds, and it's just

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like, what a life? Whata life. So we woke up the
next day on Sunday and me andZaddi are just kind of talking and just
going over the day before and howmuch fun we had and then we get
up and we get the kids readyand we go to Misa. So we
go to church and his sister's thereand Mima's there too, and all the
kids are there. So we havea great day at Misa. And then

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we go back to his house.His friends come over. We have a
little bbique. We're eating Bussa's leftovers. My parents come over too, so
we're all just hanging out at thehouse again. It's just like a chill
Sunday at the house. I'm ona bar over my Awa Liitos. I
got a fire pit for the yard, so we're outside making smores. It

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is just a dream. It isso fun and it is. It's just
a dream to be with all ofour families and all of us hanging out
and all of us having a goodtime, no drama, no stress,
just good vibes. Sunday night,we knock out. Monday morning, me
and Zaddi get up, We dropoff his son at school, We go

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to my appointments. Afterwards, wepick up my brother Junior, and we
mob to the Monterey Bay Aquarium.Like I've been wanting to go to the
quarium for so long, we finallyget to go and it's really fun because
Zaddi's sister and husband and all thekids are going too. They're going to
meet us there because it's the hubby'sactual thirtieth birthday that day, so might

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as well just spend it at MonoeyBay Aquarium with the whole fam. So
we pull up and me and Juniorand Zaddi go and try different like We
find it an olive oil store anda balsamic vinegar store that has every single
flavor of olive oil and balsamic vigorvigor vigor vinegar. They have like leechy

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balsamic vicannegar. They have like orangeolive oil infused crazy, so we're having
a fun time taste testing those.We go to a honey store with different
types of honey things, and thenwe finally pull up to the aquarium.
We're at the aquarium with Zaddy's sister, brother and their five kids, and

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it is just so chaotic but sofun. The kids are really good.
They're really good, well mannered kids. There's one of the little girls who
is kind of a wild card.I would say she's a little more spunky
and spicy than the rest. She'sa blessing and amazing. She just does

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have a little harder time. She'sjust wild. She's a fire ball.
She's literally a fireball. So she'sjust gonna sprint in the middle of the
street. She's gonna sprint away.But they have a downpack, like they
know when her naptimes are and thenthey can just get her to sleep.
And for actually most of the aquariumshe was in the stroller asleep. Very
shookuth. And then you have thelittle infant baby that we're all taking turns

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carrying because he's just so cute andunproblematic. And then you have the other
three older ones and they just wantto be running around and playing all the
time and you holding them, andthey're just so much fun. So we
spent the earlier part of the dayat the aquarium and then by like three
o'clock we get to Bubba Gumps.I make a reservation for us at Bubba
Gumps. I'm tired now, I'mso tired. I've had these long few

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days. Jet lag is kicking in. Getting up early and doing all the
things we had to do is gettingtiring. And I'm my gas tank is
on close to e Poor Zaddie,he can't even really be with us at
Bubba Gumps because he's on a workcalls. He's stressing about something going on
at work, so he's on allthese meetings and all these zooms and stuff
at work. He really wanted totake the day off, but you just

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sometimes can't when you're a businessman likethat. So that was kind of a
bummer. But we had a reallygood time nonetheless, and then we ski
ski back home and what was Mondaynight? Oh yeah, we just hung
out with my family for a littlebit, and then on the way to
pick up Zaddi's son, I hadrealized that I was holding and keeping in

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something that I needed to tell Zaddi, which I knew was going to be
an issue. Now. This suckedbecause Zaddi and I have been dating for
a little over a year now,and we get to see each other sporadically
for a few days at a time, and we're getting to know each other

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and be around in poorer people inour lives with steps, you know,
coming through. And I broke Zaddi'strust in not a very toxic, toxic
negative way, but nonetheless I didso. When Zaddy and I were talking
one of the nights, he toldme something and he told me, hey,

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please don't tell anyone. Do nottell anyone, and I said,
okay, yeah, no, ofcourse I will not. But the problem
is that at the party literally thenext day, I told someone, and
as I was telling them, Iwas thinking, oh my gosh, Daddy
told me to tell here I am. And then I tell them I should
not be telling you this. Actually, can you not say anything? Because
I was told not to tell anyone, And they're like, hey, yeah,

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of course, like no problem,And in my head, I'm just
like, bro, why did Ido that? Like I didn't even need
to tell them, like what's goingon? And it's not something detrimental,
it's not something bad, it's notsomething negative, but it's just something that
period. Zaddy told me not torepeat, and I did so. As
we were in the car on theway to pick up the little Nugget,

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Zaddy's son, I tell Zaddy,I say, I have something to tell
you. You told me not totell. And I don't know why I
did. I feel like I justhad a word vomit. But I did
tell someone and I told this personand Zaddy he was just silent, and
I just know he was so mad. And I could tell he was really

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heartbroken about this, and it wasn'tthe thing that I said, because the
thing that I said wasn't that bigof a deal. Again, it was
the principle that he told me notto tell. And I was so embarrassed.
I was so mad at myself.I was so upset that I did
that. And I'm just sitting therethinking, why the heck did I do
this? Why did I do this? And so many thoughts are going through

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Zaddi's head. He's now feeling likehe cannot trust me. He tells me,
Man, I really want a relationshipwith you where I can tell you
everything, but now I feel likeI can't, and that's my bad.
I shouldn't have told you that.And now I just kind of have to
watch how I move and my heartsank. I'm just thinking he doesn't deserve

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this. I want a relationship withmy partner where we can tell each other
everything and I can keep I don'tknow why I decided to do that,
but this is just not right,and this is the consequence it happens.
I wish I could take it back, but I can't, and that it

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is what it is. So Ididn't say anything, because I know when
Zaddi's hurt and disappointed, it's justkind of no use. You know those
people, and you know, youget into a disagreement with them and they're
in their mood and whatever you say, it's not gonna help. That's how
it is. When Zaddi and Italk, He's super respectful. We never
have talked bad about each other toour faces. We've never or even behind

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our backs. We don't speak oryell at each other. We don't call
each other names, we don't screamat each other. It's always very calm
disagreements. And in those situations,I've just learned that I just don't want
to say anything because nothing I saywill help. It's he's really upset right
now, and I just need tonot say anything. But I'm so upset

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at myself. I'm so mad atmyself. I'm so so, so,
so so angry that I did that. So we go and pick up his
son, and I'm trying not tomake the vibes weird because i don't want
his son to think anything weird.So I'm trying to be kind of normal
and interact with him as normally asI can. But you know, when
you're in the car and you're inan argument with your booth thing and you're

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just like your knees are to theside of the car door and you're looking
out the car door window like it'sa music video and you're just sad.
So I was just completely looking tothe other side, just sad because I
was just so disappointed at myself,and Zaddi wasn't really saying anything, and
I want I was just shaking likea little freakin' chihuahua. I wanted to
go home to my mommy. Ijust want to go home. I didn't
want to be as Zaddy's that night. I just wanted to go home.

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I really was so embarrassed and sadthat I didn't want to even be there
around him. I felt like Iwasn't worthy. So I'm just sitting there
like sad, like arms crossed,looking out the window like it's sad music
video. And then Zaddi extends hisarm and his hand so I can hold
it and my heart just like else. I'm just like, oh my gosh,
he knows that I'm feeling so uncomfortableand sad right now, and he's

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still being the bigger person and lettingme know that he still loves me.
Like I wanted to cry. I'mjust like just happiness, and you know
when you're in that mood and you'relike, I hate the feelings right now.
I just cannot wait till I getover it and these feelings go away.
That's how I was feeling in thecar. But slowly, Zaddi's just
kind of making it normal and crackingjokes again, and he is just kind
of trying to make it as ifnothing happened, and I'm just so thankful

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for that. So after that happened, it was all good. I was
just really really tired physically, emotionally, mentally drained. Zaddy and his son
wanted to watch the show that theyreally like to watch, so they asked
me to go watch it with themin the living room. We're all cuddled
on the couch together watching it.I completely knock out. Zaddy grabs me,

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picks me up, and takes meto sleep, and I'm still like
not okay, Like I'm still likejust so sad about letting him down.
And then the next day, backto busy life, Zaddy has to work.
I'm going and making sure I'm goodwith my appointments. I go to
the doctor's, I have to dosome stuff at the bank with my mom
and my brother. I'm hanging outwith the little duck. I pick him

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up from school. I'm doing thesethings, and then like before you know
it, it's already three four o'clock. Zaddi's like, where are you.
I'm like, I'm still wenning errands. He's like, come home, please,
And I'm like, is everything okay? Is your son cool? He's
like, yeah, everything's fine.I just miss you. I'm like,
oh, okay, okay. Hestill loves me. So then I run
back to his house and we havejust a little bit of time together before

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his son is out of practice.So we get to have our little heart
to heart and we just clear theair about what had happened the night before,
and I just tell him that I'mso sorry and that I feel like
I really learned my lesson. Honestly, I am kind of loose of my
mouth sometimes. Obviously it's my jobto speak, and I babble a lot
about a lot of things. Butthis is not the first time that he's

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told me not to do something andI do it, and he let me
know that it's just hard for himto trust with other things, which is
true. And I told him thatI'm just really disappointed in myself because you
know, even though what I sharedisn't detrimental, it could be and one
day it could be bigger and worse. And the fact that I'm breaking his

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trust is not fair. And Ido want us to have a relationship where
he trusts me with everything. Idon't want him to have to hold back
anything about his life when it comesto him his personal life, stuff with
his family, stuff with his jobor career, or other things that you
share within a couple. I wanthim to fully trust me, and when
I break that trust, he can't. So I think that I really looked

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deep and was just thinking why doI feel the need to do that,
Why do I why did I dothat, and what action led to me
doing that? And I feel likeI was learning a lot about myself and
I really need to make sure thatwhen he tells me something, I follow

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through with it, not only justwith him, but anyone else. Luckily,
I feel like with my friends andmy family and my coworkers, none
of us really cross paths or intertwinetoo much, or if I were to
kind of blob something, it wouldbe an issue, but I also just
don't. I usually just don't blobthings to other people about people's business because

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there's really no need. Like noneof my none of my circles ever intertwine
number one. And I am trustworthywith my friends and with my family.
So I don't really know what cameover me to break that trust with him,
but I'm happy and I'm being morecautious about it, and I think
it's a really good lesson. LikeI said, that I learned, and

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I don't ever want him to feellike that again. I told him that
I'm going to do my best.I am human and I do make mistakes,
and I cannot get and tear promisethat it won't happen again. But
I feel like I really did learna big lesson and I'm going to be
more cognizant next time, and Idon't ever want it to happen again.
So we had a really good,healthy talk. We made up. I

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mean we were already kind of madeup the night before, but he heard
me out, I heard him out, and that's just another layer of our
relationship, just learning more about eachother, being around each other's people,
being around each other, and howwe move, and it's tough because it's
long distance, so we are nottogether all the time, so we can't
build those things quickly. Those stepsin your relationship happen only when we get

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to see each other every few weeks. But nonetheless, I'm happy that they're
happening, and I'm happy that it'shappening now instead of down the road where
it could have been way worse.And I think it's a good lesson for
all of us to go over.Just make sure that when someone says something
to you and they're confiding in you, whoever it is, it just for
the principle of it to be agood person to trust them and just to

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not go gossip or whatever the casemay be. Even whatever the case is,
I'm happy that I learned that lesson, and I'm just trying to be
honest with you about it. Sothank goodness that we were able to get
through that, because I really justwant to go home. I just wanted
to go home to my mommy andcry in a ball and just of embarrassment

(44:20):
and sadness and just the vitoins Iwas feeling was a lot. But I'm
so thankful, like he's always sosweet and he always handles our situations with
grace, and he always gives methe benefit of the doubt and lets me
make mistakes. So after that,we got to go to his softball game.
He is now part of a softballleague with parts of his family,

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and we didn't think that I wasgoing to make it to his game,
but I pushed my flight, Hellalyand me, him, his son,
his sister, all her kids,her husband who's also playing softball, and
his me mall all made signs togethersaying go Zaddie, dad of five,

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for his sister's husband, I'm justfunny signs for them, and we all
had signs at the softball game andwe were just ruined them mom for their
softball game. My man's he's sogood. He scored a run. He
actually scored the only run of histeam. Unfortunately, his team has a
little more practice to do until theycan beat the team that they went against.

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They lost. I think it wastwenty to two. Pretty sad,
and Saddi's a very competitive person,so he was just in a mood.
He was in a mood. Iwas like, Babe, it's just a
game. Babe, I know,but you know me like I don't like
closing. I'm like, yes,but you know what, you scored the
only two runs for you and yourbrother in law, so that was really

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fun and fresh. It's I know, but we lost twenty to two.
I'm like, I know, babe, but you're on a team with fifty
year olds and the team he playedagainst we're all twenty and thirty year olds,
so I know, but we loststill, and he was just so
upset, but ays that he's prettygood. I think he's the best.
He is the best one on theteam. We love a broken toed man

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that is still outperforming sixty year olds. Yes, his toe is still broken,
but the healing stages are very goodand we're really happy about it.
And he's thriving. Even though histoe is still swollen as heck and black
and blue and disgusting to look at, it's healing and that's all we could
be praying for. And he's ableto jog a little bit and run a

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little bit. His toe doesn't reallyhurt. It's the sides that I've been
compensating for the toe that hurt.Now, So you know, when one
part of your body is broken.It all kind of comes crumbling down,
but at the same time he's allgood and he's able to play. He
thought he would never play again,so he was even so emotional going to
the game, thinking like, ohmy gosh, I really thought I was

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never going to play again. HereI am killed it. Afterwards, he
dropped me off the airport, whichis just so sweet that he always does
that. And this was really funnybecause my dad was like, are you
sure you don't wan us drop youoff at the airport. I'm like,
no, Boppy, Zaddi said hecould do it, and then my dad
was like, well, what aboutyour taxi money? Because my dad always
gives me taxi money whenever I leavehome because he doesn't want he doesn't want

(47:20):
me to take the Christy does publictransportation that I take every day anyways,
but my dad is just so nice. He just wants me to have a
cozy time on my way home.I'm so spoiled. I'm such a princess.
But Zaddi's like, don't worry,I'll give you your taxi money.
So Zaddi gave me taxi money andthen we did end up stopping by my
parents' house, anyways, just tosay a final bye. And then my
dad's giving me taxi money. I'mlike, why are you so loud?

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Zadi already give me taxi money,and if he sees that you're giving me
taxi money, he's gonna think I'mpocketing both. So my dad refuses to
not let me take his taxi money, which I'm always happy about. And
as I'm getting dropped off at theairport from Zaddi, I take the taxi
money that Zaddi gave me and Itry to give back to like, babe,

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here you saw my dad or andgive me so I'm not gonna take
your money. It's like no,babe, No, it's okay, just
use it for next time. I'mlike, oh my god, oh I'm
so blessed. Oh am I soblessed. Oh am I so blessed.
I have my real dad that lovesme so much to give me taxi money,
and then I have my zad Zaddiwho's also giving me tax I'm doubled.
I am now doubled up on taximoney, and I can be making

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a lot of money if I keepthis up. I think I'm gonna pop
with my dad to try to likemake him think that I'm never gonna have
him drop me off at the airportso that Zaddi is forced to give me
taxi money, but then pull thegood old double rue again. Love that
for me, Love that for me. So that was my weekend with my
family and the flight home was totallyfine, no casualties. Came back to

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work Brian early. I think Igot dropped off at EWR at six thirty
in the morning, made it homeat seven thirty in the morning, got
on the bus to work at ninein the morning, and had a very
important meeting at ten in the morning, which is kind of crazy. We
have these meetings where our job literallypays people to listen to us and they

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review our show, and they reviewme as a host. And honestly,
the only negative thing that someone saidabout me was that I'm too loud,
which is true, Like I amway too loud. Like I know that
I'm going to try to work onmy vocal levels because I am obnoxiously loud
and that's not fun all the time. But they said she's too loud,

(49:37):
but she's funny, so I'll takeit. I'll take it. Uh No,
I'm just really thankful that I've justtried to be my best and despite
any challenges, despite a lot ofchallenges that I have here on the day
to day, I still try tokeep my head up and I still try

(49:58):
to be the best person could beon and off air. And I'm just
really thankful that it's reflecting because ouraudience really really likes me and they enjoy
listening to me, and they don'thave anything bad to say about me,
which I'm shookth like I'm shook,So I'm just gonna try to keep that
up. This is the best reviewthat I've ever gotten over the years,
I've done a few of them,and this was the one where I got

(50:21):
a lot of good and only goodfeedback other than me being too loud,
So round of applause, round ofapplause, Congratulations to us. We're doing
what is needed and expected of us. So I'm really happy that went well.
And then after work yesterday I justgotch relax and sleep and catch up
with my family a little bit more. And then today it was another easy

(50:43):
day and I'm about to pop thissucker out for you, and I'm about
to hang out with Shelly Rome becauseher and I do the New hit List
every weeknight on CEE one hundred,So I'm gonna be able to hang out
and work with her for the nexthour, and then I'm gonna go to
sleep because I'm tired. And tomorrownight, allegedly, I will be of
a music video shoot. I gotinvited by one of my friends to do

(51:04):
a music video, like be anextra for this rapper here in New York
City, this drill rapper who's actuallyreally dope and awesome and I love him,
so I want to go to that, but I want my friend Jake
Brown to come with me as asecurity guard, but he's kind of being
annoying and he's like it's supposed tobe girls, Like why am I going?
And are you sure about this?I think he's a little scared.
I hope I confidence him to comewith me. If not, I'm also

(51:27):
trying to bring Jewels, my friendJewels. She's totally she's always will be
down for something like that, Sowe'll see if Jewels can come. And
then this weekend on Saturday, Ihave my Saturday shift in the morning,
and then afterwards I get to relax, and then at nighttime I'm going to
a birthday dinner for my girl,and then Sunday, I'm going to just
try to relax and do nothing.I needed nothing day after Misa. Look
at life. We're out in abouties. We are thriving, we are

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growing, we are being better,we are accepting the Holy Spirit in times
that we need to accept the HolySpirit. And that is This is my
life. That was my life thisweek. I hope you enjoyed this week's
episode of Crystal's night Cap. Let'smove on to our daily motivator. If
you need a daily motivation for theday, you can go to great day

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dot com. This is where Ipull it out of, say Thursday,
April eighteenth. This one is calledmake the best of it all. Don't
waste your time regretting the opportunities you'vemissed in the past. Instead, make
up for them beginning now today.Transform every single last regret into fresh new
enthusiasm for moving forward. Channel thatenthusiasm in a meaningful and precisely defined direction.

(52:37):
Make time work in your favor bymaking good use of it as it
comes. Fill that time with effectiveeffort. Spend your energy on good things
happen in your life, in yourworld. When you work to make them,
so you have the opportunity right nowto do that work. Instead of
creating more regret, you can createmore value and richness. Ooh, the

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many troubles and shortfalls you inevitably face. There's a whole lot of you have
going for you make it your businessto make the best of it. Instead
of creating more regret, you cancreate more value in richness. You have
the opportunity right now to do thatwork. I feel like we all can

(53:22):
go back and think of a blurrytime when we just weren't making the most
and I think about that time alot, and I have so many regrets
about that time. I just feelso bad that I was just mean to
my family. I feel bad thatI was neglecting my soul, but you
know, the little duck Alex.I feel bad how I was treating my
awalitos just like they were always goingto be there, and I was just

(53:43):
like so focused on myself, myself, myself, myself and what I need
and what I want and how Ishould get all these things. And that
was just a really tough time.We've all kind of had those regrets in
those moments, and I love thisline. Instead of creating more regret,
you can create more value in richness. Transform every single regret into fresh new

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enthusiasm for moving forward. Oh,I love that. I hope that you
enjoyed it again. You can lookthis up every single day when I'm not
with you at great day dot com. Now, let's tap into the prayer
of the night. If you aren'treally used to praying, or don't really

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pray, or don't really believe inany type of God, that's totally okay.
Thank you so much for hanging out. You don't have to carry on
here. If you're just like,what's this about, Let's pray together,
Or if you're like, you know, I just maybe I do need to
get a little closer to something,Let's pray together. And if you're just
more on the curious side, wheneveryou are here God or me or my

(54:51):
presence or Jesus, think of loveand energy, good energy and light.
You can substitute those words for thatbook a daily count a book called Jesus
Calling by Sarah Young. You canget it really easily on Amazon, and
I have one here at work,I have one at home, and I
love these because it helps you staypresent. What's the point of it,
stay present, and stay joyful andgracious. This one starts off saying peace

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is my continual gift to you.It flows abundantly from my throne of grace.
Just as Israelites could not store upmana for the future, but had
to gather it daily, so itis with my peace. The day by
day collecting of mana kept my peopleaware of their dependence on me. Similarly,

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I give you sufficient peace for thepresent when you come to me by
prayer and petition with thanksgiving. IfI gave you permanent peace independent of my
presence, you might fall into thetrap of self sufficiency. May that never
be. I have designed you toneed me moment by moment. As your

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awareness of your neediness increases, sodoes your realization of my abundance efficiency.
I can meet every one of yourneeds without draining my resources at all.
Approach my throne of grace with boldconfidence, receiving my peace with a thankful

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heart. Exodus sixteen fourteen to twenty, Philippians four six or seven nineteen Hebrews
four sixteen. Approach my throne ofgrace with bold confidence, receiving my peace
with a thankful heart. It reallyalways goes back to Thanksgiving, thinking,
thinking, thinking, prayer, prayer, grace, joy, abundance, like

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those are words that always stick outto me, and I feel like I
hear a lot, and it istrue. I can meet every one of
your needs without draining my resources atall, as long as you stay close
to you, your light, yourlove, your grace, your positive energy.

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The more that you are practicing,the easier it will get. And
there's always like room for us tobe better and do better. That's what
that's even, that's exactly what Iwas saying about when the Holy Spirit slapped
me in the face with that manon the tunnel and six and anth Avenue
who wanted money for me, wastrying to scam me. I could have,
you know, I could have.I'm working like that. It's working.

(57:37):
It is working, because remember beforeI was just clapping back with the
insults and the middle fingers and thecursings. But even though I did do
that instinctually, at least I apologizedand said God bless you and that I'm
sorry, and then I think theHoly Spirit for coming over me at that
point. That's all you could do. That's all you can really do.

(57:58):
When the humans of the world andthe devils of the world are attempting you,
but it's true. Peace is mycontinual gift to you, like the
best gift that we can have ispeace, and people are constantly trying to
fight you for your peace, andthe only way to fight against that is
to know that there is someone thathas a throne of grace and is giving

(58:19):
you that and working through that withyou every day, day by day with
unlimited abundance and unlimited love. Ihope that prayer helped you today. Thank
you so much for hanging out.I mean, I'm just so thankful that
we get to hang out every singleweek here with Crystal's Night Cab. No
one knows me like you. Youare my bestie, you know my stream
of unconsciousness and consciousness, and Ijust I can't say over and over again

(58:45):
how much I'm just so thankful thatyou take your time out of your life
to spend it with me. AndI will help you however you need,
wherever you want, whatever you need. Please let me know on Snapchat.
I'm at La Crystal dtal Sauce onEverything at La Crystal dal Sauce, and
I love, love, love youand I'll see you the next one,